Everyone is alone. Vulnerability feels like pain at first. I am vulnerable. I could perceive it as pain but I know how limited the human mind is. So I don’t process it as pain, I perceive it as openness to life. I love being raw and understanding the depth of anguish that others feel. But I have learned to control it so it doesn’t rip through my gut from the inside. It is similar to how some people can build up a tolerance for poison and so can drink it without worry. You are building up your tolerance. You are able to perceive and maintain more truth and wisdom this way. Sending you love as you adjust to the feel.