If are feeling like a failure right now and running all these regrets through your mind, there is something that may help you feel better. Those feelings are a reflection of psychic manipulation that is releasing right now Universally. It is an energetic jet stream that is being flushed out of the collective consciousness.
See? You thought it was just you. Now with this understanding, you can relax and allow these reactionary feelings, thoughts and memory of old issues, dissolve into Light and Love. Celebrate the release of them instead of clutching them in your energy field.