Healing the Wounded Sexuality

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Recently I facilitated a session with a new client. She had no idea what to expect from a session and I never know what a session is going to reveal.
I can tell a lot by a person’s voice. Their sound frequency reveals so much. She seemed real open but there was a block like a huge brick wall between herself and her heart.

I perceived past live scenarios of her in a cult. The leader was really dynamic and larger than life. He was treated like a god by the members. She was a young girl and brought to his bed way too early in life. It was supposed to be an honor so it set up a strange dichotomy in her in regards to sex.

She validated that she had sexual issues in this life that even her most patient husband could not help her get past.

In that past life, The leader would use her as a prop to teach young boys how to enjoy a woman. It was merely a thinly disguised demonstration to put the young girl in a degrading position. It thrilled him to do this. He pulled on one of her nipples in front of the boys to show them how the texture changed when it was touched. He instructed her to lay back and pulled back one of her labia to instruct the young boys how to enter her.

He invited them all to come touch her and encouraged then to poke inside her with their young fingers. She was instructed to feel honored in being chose and yet the humiliation was inevitable. This is the dichotomy that was playing out in her present life and preventing her from enjoying her husband. Without her having to ever mention anything. Releasing her dynamics with the cult leader; and the following taps are what we released during her session.

Say each statement 3 times out loud while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest

“I release the trauma of being physically raped; in all moments”
“I release the trauma of being emotionally raped; in all moments”
“I release the trauma of being mentally raped; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for power; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for submission; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for danger; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for fear; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for hate; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for poverty; in all moments”
“I release selling sex for money; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for manipulation; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for slavery; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for domination; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for evil; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex for shame; in all moments”
“I release storing shame in my body, in all moments”
“I release being ashamed of myself; in all moments”
“I release making love to power; in all moments”
“I release confusing power for love in all moments”
“I release defining sex as shameful in all moments”
“I release defining sex as a sin; in all moments”
“I release using sex to feel worthy; in all moments”
“I release using sex to feel loved; in all moments”
“I release using sex to feel safe; in all moments”
“I release using sex to wield power; in all moments”
“I release associating pain with sex; in all moments”
“I release associating fear with sex; in all moments”
“I release confusing sex with devotion; in all moments”
“I release needing to give sex to prove loyalty; in all moments”
“I release confusing love making with rape; in all moments”
“i release the belief that sex is anything but loving and wonderful; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and sex; in all moments”
“I remove all curses between myself and sex; in all moments”
“I sever all strings and cords between myself and sex; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and sex; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, fear, shame, burdens, limitations and engrams that sex has put on me; in all moments”
“I take back all the Dignity, Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health Success, Security, Companionship, Peace, Life, Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Spirituality, Enlightenment and Confidence that sex has taken from me, in all moments”
“I release all sexual perversion; in all moments”
“I remove all masks, walls and armor between myself and Intimate, Joyful, Trusting Love making; in all moments”
“I infuse Joy, Love, intimacy, trust and play into the sexual act; in all moments”
“I am centered and empowered in Joyful, Intimate,Trusting Love Making; in all moments”

After we released these issues, I encouraged her to surprise her husband in a sexy outfit. She said she wore them early in their relationship to keep him interested. I pointed out that she was using them as a form of manipulation. So now, wear the outfits as a gift for her husband and that will be shifting the experience to one of love.

Also, I told her to use the water based markers and have her and her husband write on each other. I told her to allow him to write on all the parts that she felt shame in the past. By doing this he will be replacing the old experiences with love. She was to do the same to the parts of his body she felt shame to touch. It is a conscious way to replace the old reactions with love. Then of course to shower together in play.

She was happy to do this exercise. I think in doing so, we have made a believer out of her husband, of the energy work.

 

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