Transcending the Pathetic Need to Get Married

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I had an inner experience last night. I was a surrogate for female energy everywhere in absorbing this lesson. In the Dream I lived on the top floor of this unconventional building. (symbolizes higher consciousness) Even though, I had a peaceful happy loving home, I still wanted to get married. So I arranged to get married to this guy I didn’t know. (settling)
 
Both sides of the family were going to get together to meet before the wedding (creating karmic situations that were not necessary) I was happy to be the subject of the gathering even though the family members coming were people I have not seen in years and had already ran through all the karmic experiences I needed with them. (reactivating karmic relationships out of habit)
 
I had my dress and all my pretty garbs for the wedding ( ego stroking used to keep us enslaved) I had to move out of my peaceful home and give it to this guy so is an overly self-confident leader of a local spiritual group ( allowing male energy to take over) I lost my standing and momentum of being spiritual equal to male energy, simply to enslave myself through marriage.
 
I met the father in law who was pretty crass and unfeeling. He had with him a small pony and some performing dogs. (the marriage was a dog and pony show) I met the groom at the party. He was attracted to me but didn’t have the emotional maturity to show it. He ignored me but showed approval by leering glances. He drank too much and was a compilation of every guy who abused me in this life. Since he ignored me, I did what I had done in this life; I made it easy for him. I got close to him and tried to arouse him.
(settling for crumbs)
 
I knew that the marriage was going to be awful. I knew he was not capable of appreciating me. I knew I would be unhappy. But in the dream I was going to go through with the marriage because I didn’t want to inconvenience the people who were attending. And I really wanted to have a marriage and a wedding. The desire to be married was so strong that it overrode my common sense and all my gut feelings. I was heading into a miserable existence simply to be married.
 
(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)
 
“I dissipate the psychic energy that draws people into marriage; in all moments”
 
“I release the desperate need to be married; in all moments”
 
“I release throwing away my happiness and empowerment just to be married; in all moments”
 
“I release sacrificing myself to an unworthy outcome; in all moments”
 
“I release the desperate need to be married; in all moments”
 
“Ii am centered and empowered through maintaining my individuality; in all moments”
 
“I make space in this world to find a worthy life partner; in all moments”
 
“I remove all blockages to finding a worthy life partner; in all moments”
 
“I am centered and empowered in finding a worthy life partner; in all moments”
 
#marriage #relationships #taps #Spirtuality #LifePartner

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