Release the Fear of Disappointing Others

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When my mother was in the last couple months of her life, she should have been focusing all her energy on her wellness and the next leg of her journey. Unfortunately, it was around Christmas time. She was so obsessed with not disappointing her grandchildren by not getting gifts for the holiday, that it depleted a lot of her energy. As an onlooker, it seemed silly and irrelevant. But this issue consumed her.

I have watched several people on the news give interviews after they have been in a devastating disaster. It is surprising that the thing that they mention is how devastated they are that the children will be disappointed Christmas morning. They just lost everything they need to survive and they are worried about the disappointment of their children.

I understand completely. I feed all the wilderness outside. I am compelled to. Because I have been starved in this lifetime, I can’t fathom anyone going hungry. But it’s even more compelling than that. The blue jays have to have their peanuts, raw eggs for the skunks, chipmunks like the small seed. Everybody loves sunflower seed, and the raccoons like grapes and cat food.

But it isn’t just about having enough food for everyone. I have gone overboard in making sure everyone has their favorite foods. I have studied this behavior in myself as I dutifully pour out the corn, seed, and fill all the feeding stations. I realized that it isn’t just about making sure they are well fed. It is making sure that they aren’t disappointed when they go to the feeding stations. I realized that this is a theme that has come up in my life. They are a reflection of something that I need to come to terms with to free up my energy to be used for a better intention.

(Say each statement 3 times out loud while tapping on the top of your head at the crown chakra and say it a fourth time while tapping on your chest at the heart chakra)

“I release being disappointed by life; in all moments”
“I release being disappointed by others, in all moments”
“I release expecting to be disappointed; in all moments”
“I release having disappointment be a mainstay; in all moments”
“I release being married to disappointment; in all moments”
“I release carrying disappointment around; in all moments”
“I release the fear of disappointing others; in all moments”
“I send all energy matrices into the light that set me up to disappoint others; in all moments”
“I send all energy matrices into the light that set me up to be disappointed; in all moments”
“I command all complex energy matrices that set me up to disappoint others to be escorted into the light by my guides; in all moments”
“I command all complex energy matrices that set me up to be disappointed to be escorted into the light by my guides; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and disappointment; in all moments”
“I remove all tentacles between myself and disappointment; in all moments”
“I remove the claws of disappointment from my beingness; in all moments”
“I nullify all contracts between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all curses between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all blessings between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all strings, cords, and wires between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all the pain, burden, and limitations that disappointment has put on me, in all moments.”
“I remove all the pain, burden, and limitations that I have put on all others due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all the fear, futility, and unworthiness that disappointment has put on me; in all moments.”
“I remove all the fear, futility, and unworthiness that I have put on all others due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all the ignorance, blindness to spiritual law, and illusion of separateness that disappointment has put on me; in all moments.”
“I remove all the ignorance, blindness to spiritual law, and illusion of separateness that I have put on all others due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I take back all that disappointment has taken from me; in all moments.”
“I give back to all others all that I have taken from them due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I withdraw all my energy from disappointment; in all moments.”
“I strip all illusion off of disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all masks, walls, and armor from disappointment; in all moments.”
“I permanently close all portals and passageways to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I collapse and dissolve disappointment; in all moments.”
“I release resonating with disappointment; in all moments.”
“I release emanating with disappointment; in all moments.”
“I extract all disappointment from my sound frequency; in all moments.”
“I extract all disappointment from my light emanation; in all moments.”
“I shift my paradigm from disappointment to universal joy, love, abundance, freedom, and wholeness; in all moments.”
“I transcend disappointment; in all moments.”
“I am centered and empowered in universal joy, love, abundance, freedom, and wholeness; in all moments.”
“I make space in this world for universal contentment; in all moments”
“I remove all blockages to universal contentment; in all moments.”
“I stretch the universe’s capacity to embrace universal contentment; in all moments.”
“I send all energy matrices into the light that interfere with universal contentment; in all moments.”
“I command all complex energy matrices that interfere with universal contentment, to be escorted into the light by my guides; in all moments.”
“I resonate and emanate with universal contentment; in all moments.”

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