Massive Post-retreat Jenuine Healing~ by Lara Wahl



What Jen Ward does is powerful beyond words. Why else are we here but to commit to experiencing this TRUEST of healings for ourselves? She creates MASSIVE shifts that help shave off MANY lifetimes worth of work that would have been spent in anguish. I just got back from the retreat with my whole family and this experiences has fundamentally changed our lives. I can’t tell you how powerful this work is when done with the WHOLE FAMILY, let alone oneself. This is my best attempt to try to put into words the EVER expansive dynamic work we experienced.

The best way I can put it is that when I alone started doing this work with Jen, she helped me become keenly aware of all those glass ceilings of unworthiness I put on myself my whole life. The limitations that told me I wasn’t deserving of a happy life, an INFINITELY supportive LOVING partner,and respect. The conditioning that reinforced that I didn’t deserve a loving community of kind friends, healthy boundaries respected by others etc.. I believed It was okay that I wasn’t happy or living my fullest, because it was my “sacrifice” for my family’s sake and I should just be thankful. I didn’t even realize how much I was sabotaging or SACRIFICING myself. I’m sure a lot of mothers can relate to this. Jen helped me realize all of this. True thankfulness is not about enabling takers. Genuine gratitude fosters mutual respect and reciprocity. Opening up to my own empowerment is not a selfish thing. It enables me to empower all those around me in a way that being an unfulfilled martyr does not. !!

I reached a breaking point with personal struggles and when Jen came into my life through a friend, IMMEDIATELY her words and work resonated with me. I had studied healing lineages and work my whole life, but nothing was as poignantly truthful as her effortless way to perceive and PIERCE to the truth of the matter of all things. She has this way through her tremendous compassion and LOVE to tap into the grid that acknowledges and supports communications of pure and simple truth . Through her work with me in helping me see the glass ceilings that inundated me, we shattered them all!

I started even being able to “SEE” by tapping into direct truth, through opening with LOVE, now that I wasn’t so stuck in the muck of unworthiness which is part of the linear enslavement of 3-d. I was becoming VERY expansive in LOVE, honoring all beings as equal reflections of myself which one experiences at the 5th dimension. – THIS helped me help so much in my work of teaching seniors and others yoga. It helped me in my personal life dissolve all conditioned bad habits, gossip, boundary crossing, anger, cursing etc. It opened me up to tap directly into the truth that was reflected in everything that unfolded in my day-to-day from interpersonal relationships, to even complex concepts about ecology, the human body, and science!

Martina came with me the first time I met Jen in person, last October. Martina has a gift of being able to tap into truth in the same kind of way, but she suffered from speech delays and severe shyness about speaking up, even when she knew something wasn’t right whether in the world, or someone being mean etc. After that retreat we were both changed to our core, and all of Martina’s speech delays, shyness and aversion to speaking up were GONE. Jen treated her with the SAME exact respect as she does with the adults and with all beings. She validated her gifts, and empowered her genius! I can’t tell you how much this kid SHARES truth now. It’s incredible.

Soon I realized there was a schism that had to be addressed at home with my partner, Jason. He was no longer the man I had married. He used to be this great vibrant SUN in the middle of our community of friends. But lately he had been consumed with making money, work, and it felt like he was no longer kind or caring about anyone. It broke my heart to see how miserable he was, and I was starting to realize that the more empowerment and shifting I was doing, the more I could see truly ugly qualities in him that I could no longer bear. I couldn’t leave him behind so I encouraged him to do the work again and again, but he only saw it as nagging. Finally I reached a breaking point with him after I saw how truly horribly he was treating me with such lack of respect that I told him I had to leave him, and was starving for the love of a partner. This SNAPPED him into consciousness again like a defibrillator!

Of his own volition he started awakening and wanting to do the work. He feared losing his family and the love and life we had built if he didn’t. He knew that both our daughters, Zo and Martina, and I were going to Jen’s retreat this February with my mom, and he wanted to come. This SHOCKED ME. This man has NEVER done any spiritual work in his life and he was diving into the work of one of the most BAD ASS MASTERS of time, Space, Loving Graciousness, and healing I knew!

What I can say after an entire weekend with Jen of the deepest healing work any of us had ever done, is that I am SHOCKED and amazed at how QUICKLY Jason is also SEEING now all those glass ceilings of unworthiness and self sabatoge he had been perpetuating onto himself and others. They had been robbing so much from him. The way in which he was, as Jen says, “Buying money with happiness.” He saw how untrusting he was of others and me. It caused him to always keep me at bay, in fear of me hurting him. It was because of past trauma – that he FINALLY SUCCESSFULLY addressed and RELEASED with Jen! If I didn’t understand how it worked I would say it was ABSOLUTELY A MIRACLE!! It was MAGICAL!!! But now I know. It is neither of these things. It is the GRACE of ENLIGHTENMENT. That IS the TRUTH of what Jen is, ENLIGHTENED. And that is what she empowers ALL OTHERS to be, ENLIGHTENED.

By bringing the WHOLE family, we are able to SHIFT EXPONENTIALLY without leaving anyone behind. THIS WORK IS CONTAGIOUS of course. And when people COMMIT to learning from Jen’s work, EVERYONE in our radius is brought into expansion and awareness, but if anyone really wants to speed healing work along, with the whole family, I STRONGLY suggest bringing every person you can to do work with Jen, to get in on some of this! Imagine EVERYONE you know their happiest, most abundant, loving, empowered, effective selves! There is without a doubt 1,000% success rate!

There was a moment I was worried about the money for the retreat. But I can tell you that the moment my two little girls stood in the center of the room and Jen helped show Zoe HOW much Martina needs her big sister’s LOVE and protection, and KINDNESS- and having ZOe REALLY get that……., seeing the shift in them both- that ALONE made it worth it. The work was evident EVEN in the car ride home with Jason- seeing him BE genuinely a GIVER, a KIND LOVING human that I feel supported by again! Having him GENUINELY GET IT and breakthrough, and apologize to me, speak to me with an energy of GENUINE mutual RESPECT and reciprocity-is priceless! It is so worth it to see him realize the work he needs to do!!! I can’t even tell you how many Millions of dollars THAT would be worth! And her retreats and sessions are so affordable. Jen gives and gives, and all she wants is to help MORE people. All she wants is to help the ENTIRE WORLD shift from the complacency of suffering, male hierarchies, linear limitations, unworthiness and oppression TO the RESPLENDENT STATE of LOVE, compassion, Abundance, Kindness, and INFINITE EMPOWERMENT we all experienced this weekend, and WILL CONTINUE to benefit from.

We are FINALLY all-seeing how much we were depriving of ourselves. We are FINALLY able to KNOW WE ARE WORTHY of an infinitely HAPPY LIFE, We are LOVED, and We are POWERFUL with Love at helping others.

I know I’ll be writing about this experience for many years to come. We covered so much. So many ROOT issues were addressed. So many people got such DEEP insight in their own family dynamics! So many individuals with vastly different issues than ours… without even saying a word, Jen “reads” people in energy and knows exactly where the issues and stagnation are that need to be addressed and released! It is a GIFT TO BEHOLD. I am always AMAZED watching her work. So many happy tears were shed watching her free person by person of all their pain, like beautiful phoenixes rising from ashes with resplendent wings into their happiest freest selves!! It was so beautiful.

So many lifetimes of work was addressed… SO many will benefit from the ripple effect. It has an incalculable magnitude beyond the millions. It is inevitable, but at the same time I URGE those who are not fully happy to RISE to the call that has been desperate for it to be heard, for them to free themselves. And to know that you have a BAD ASS MOTHER of All exponential Healers in Jen Ward, available to all, who can really help you so deeply and expedient. Things I never knew possible with Jason and with my kids, were achieved this weekend.

Jen, All the happiness you’ve helped us reclaim and realize that we are worthy… We just love you so much. You are an invaluable treasure on this earth.

(Pictured: My family with Jen’s fur babies, “Buster and Bernie” enjoying a beautiful winter wonderland walk with a post retreat glow.)

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