I Wish Everyone Could Have My Dreams

1614549_10203166901882627_696151653_o
 
I just woke up from a dream where all my friends and I were at this very beautiful resort. There was tall grass and it was near the water. It was a great vacation spot except that there were people hunting us.
 
We were all friends but we knew not to hang out together. That made us a bigger target. I was running in the grass and all of the sudden, I was being shot at. It was a lot of rounds being peppered at me from far away. Whew. The shots were very close to where I was running. I don’t know why I didn’t get hit.
 
I got up. Was I on the ground? Why did I fall? And then I headed in the other direction. I met up with a very puny little teenager. I would never hang out with him usually but since I knew him, we met up and started walking together. We weren’t anxious any more. Why were we so willing to leave everyone else? We just headed up the shore and headed home.
 
When I woke up, I realized I just experienced being hunted down and killed. I have had dream memories of dying in war and being murdered, so I knew the symbolism of the water and heading home. I also have experienced that dynamic of not realizing I was killed when I was a soldier in a past life.
 
This experience tapped me into the reality of so many animals living in nature today. I get to do this.I get to experience what it feels like to be hunted in real time. I would like to think that I am experiencing something horrific so the harsh reality of it can be pumped into mass consciousness.
 
That way those who have given little thought to the plight of others can feel what it is like to be hunted down as a prize, sold as property, be thrown away in a prison for something that the multitudes have done, or be exploited as a sex toy for the power whores who feed their arrogance.
 
If it helps anyone awaken from their apathy, I am happy to have these dreams. In a way, I wish everyone could have my dreams too. It is not telling anyone how to live or what is right or wrong. But once you experience something in real time, it gives people the information to really know for themselves, what is the right thing for them to do.
 
 

Release the Fear of Disappointing Others

DSCN3960

When my mother was in the last couple months of her life, she should have been focusing all her energy on her wellness and the next leg of her journey. Unfortunately, it was around Christmas time. She was so obsessed with not disappointing her grandchildren by not getting gifts for the holiday, that it depleted a lot of her energy. As an onlooker, it seemed silly and irrelevant. But this issue consumed her.

I have watched several people on the news give interviews after they have been in a devastating disaster. It is surprising that the thing that they mention is how devastated they are that the children will be disappointed Christmas morning. They just lost everything they need to survive and they are worried about the disappointment of their children.

I understand completely. I feed all the wilderness outside. I am compelled to. Because I have been starved in this lifetime, I can’t fathom anyone going hungry. But it’s even more compelling than that. The blue jays have to have their peanuts, raw eggs for the skunks, chipmunks like the small seed. Everybody loves sunflower seed, and the raccoons like grapes and cat food.

But it isn’t just about having enough food for everyone. I have gone overboard in making sure everyone has their favorite foods. I have studied this behavior in myself as I dutifully pour out the corn, seed, and fill all the feeding stations. I realized that it isn’t just about making sure they are well fed. It is making sure that they aren’t disappointed when they go to the feeding stations. I realized that this is a theme that has come up in my life. They are a reflection of something that I need to come to terms with to free up my energy to be used for a better intention.

(Say each statement 3 times out loud while tapping on the top of your head at the crown chakra and say it a fourth time while tapping on your chest at the heart chakra)

“I release being disappointed by life; in all moments”
“I release being disappointed by others, in all moments”
“I release expecting to be disappointed; in all moments”
“I release having disappointment be a mainstay; in all moments”
“I release being married to disappointment; in all moments”
“I release carrying disappointment around; in all moments”
“I release the fear of disappointing others; in all moments”
“I send all energy matrices into the light that set me up to disappoint others; in all moments”
“I send all energy matrices into the light that set me up to be disappointed; in all moments”
“I command all complex energy matrices that set me up to disappoint others to be escorted into the light by my guides; in all moments”
“I command all complex energy matrices that set me up to be disappointed to be escorted into the light by my guides; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and disappointment; in all moments”
“I remove all tentacles between myself and disappointment; in all moments”
“I remove the claws of disappointment from my beingness; in all moments”
“I nullify all contracts between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all curses between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all blessings between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all strings, cords, and wires between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all the pain, burden, and limitations that disappointment has put on me, in all moments.”
“I remove all the pain, burden, and limitations that I have put on all others due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all the fear, futility, and unworthiness that disappointment has put on me; in all moments.”
“I remove all the fear, futility, and unworthiness that I have put on all others due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all the ignorance, blindness to spiritual law, and illusion of separateness that disappointment has put on me; in all moments.”
“I remove all the ignorance, blindness to spiritual law, and illusion of separateness that I have put on all others due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I take back all that disappointment has taken from me; in all moments.”
“I give back to all others all that I have taken from them due to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I withdraw all my energy from disappointment; in all moments.”
“I strip all illusion off of disappointment; in all moments.”
“I remove all masks, walls, and armor from disappointment; in all moments.”
“I permanently close all portals and passageways to disappointment; in all moments.”
“I collapse and dissolve disappointment; in all moments.”
“I release resonating with disappointment; in all moments.”
“I release emanating with disappointment; in all moments.”
“I extract all disappointment from my sound frequency; in all moments.”
“I extract all disappointment from my light emanation; in all moments.”
“I shift my paradigm from disappointment to universal joy, love, abundance, freedom, and wholeness; in all moments.”
“I transcend disappointment; in all moments.”
“I am centered and empowered in universal joy, love, abundance, freedom, and wholeness; in all moments.”
“I make space in this world for universal contentment; in all moments”
“I remove all blockages to universal contentment; in all moments.”
“I stretch the universe’s capacity to embrace universal contentment; in all moments.”
“I send all energy matrices into the light that interfere with universal contentment; in all moments.”
“I command all complex energy matrices that interfere with universal contentment, to be escorted into the light by my guides; in all moments.”
“I resonate and emanate with universal contentment; in all moments.”

The Loneliest Experience

THUMBNAIL_IMAGE

When I spent the year in involuntary confinement, I had to work through the nights pulling out huge trees stumps. It was an excuse to keep me outside because I wasn’t wanted. I would be laying in the dirt working to dig out the roots with a flash light. I was hungry and lonely. The house was a good ways away and I would watch the window hoping beyond all hopes that “he” would come out to see me and tell me I could come in the house.

I would watch the dining room window looking for a sign that I was going to get to come in the house. I would watch the neighbors window and see movement there. I would fantasize about them coming over, seeing me working and invite me into their home and feed me. I actually thought it was a possibility that someone, any one would care enough to acknowledge me and show me some kindness. My hopes were deflated when the lights went off for the night. It was such a sinking feeling.

It was a devastating lonely existence. I was cold, lonely, hungry and tired and knew that no one cared. That everyone else had warmth and comfort and I had none. No one was going to rescue me.I felt like I was going to spend forever in this predicament because no one was going to give me permission to come in.

This is the experience that plays out a million times over by people who chain their dogs up in their back yard. They are pack animals They want to be inside among the people and have a sense of belonging as much as I did. They deserve it. Their feelings and their quality of life are just as important as mine.

If everyone knew how excruciating this experience is, they would not inflict it on another. Pets need to be treated with compassion. It is hard for me to think of anyone experiencing what I did; regardless of whether they are in a dog body or not. They deserve a sense of belonging. To do less is cruel.

https://www.createspace.com/7205814

Advice For The Sensitive Pet

DSCN4525
 
When you have a new puppy or kitten, they may be heart-sick. Gone are the days when we look at animals as soul-less appendages. Puppies and kittens miss their litter mates. They may get lonely for them. Many puppies feel like captives with their new owners until they get to a dog park and realize that everyone has their own human.
 
It does puppies good to see other dogs with their owners. The new owner should talk about the babies feeling with him during cuddle sessions and validate them. Tell them all the siblings have their own people too. The baby thinks that their litter mates and mama are all together somewhere living life without them. The sensitive kind, need an understanding. It will help acclimate them to the family, instead of having them bury the wound of leaving their birth family.
 
Even if you’re not the first owner. Many animals who have behavioral issues are carrying this wound of separation. You can be the one to heal it. Simply by explaining. There is nothing more painful than the void of believing you are missing out. You can spare your fur baby from this. It is not always the case but it the ones that it is, it is excruciating if not debilitating. I have had very old pets, still wonder about their litter mates. It is like ruminating the glory days to them.
 
People need to be more sensitive when separating the puppies and kitties. It is a shock to their psyche. It will help if new humans talks about how all loved puppies or kitties get their own people. It is a new concept but shouldn’t be. As humans become more aware and sensitive, so do their pets.
 
 

AWAKEN or Renew Your Love

 

(Put your partner, parent, child, or pet’s name in all the spaces. Do all these for one subject at a time. Say each statement 3 times out loud while CONTINUOUSLY tapping on the top of your head at the crown chakra and say it a fourth time while tapping on your chest at the heart chakra)

“I release being annoyed with ___________ out of habit; in all moments”
“I release feeling dependent on ____________; in all moments”
“I release feeling beholden to ___________ ; in all moments”
“I release being enslaved to ___________; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and __________; in all moments”
“I remove all curses between myself and __________; in all moments”
“I sever all strings and cords between myself and __________; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and __________; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, limitations and engrams that _________ has put on me; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, limitations and engrams that I have put on ___________; in all moments”
“I take back all the Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life, Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Spirituality, Enlightenment and Confidence that ____________ has taken from me; in all moments”
“I give back all that I have taken from ____________; in all moments”
“I withdraw all my energy from arguing with ____________’: in all moments”
“I release resonating with arguing with ______________; in all moments”
“I release emanating with arguing with______________; in all moments”
“I remove all of arguing with _____________ from my sound frequency; in all moments”
“I remove all of arguing with_____________ from my light body; in all moments”
“I shift my paradigm from arguing with __________ to Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life, Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Spirituality, Enlightenment and Confidence; in all moments”
“I strip all illusion off of arguing with ___________; in all moments”
“I transcend ____________; in all moments”
“I repair and fortify the Wei Chi on all my bodies; in all moments”
“I align all my bodies; in all moments”
“I am centered and empowered in divine love; in all moments”
“I make space in this world to Truly Understand ___________: in all moments”
“I remove all blockages to truly Understand ______________; in all moments”
“I stretch my capacity to truly Understand________________; in all moments”
“I stretch my capacity to embrace truly understanding ______________; in all moments”

A Dog’s Emotional Blackmail

DSCN0498

Recently I made a house call on a hyper active dog that was referred to me by her vet. She had spent so much money on dog obedience classes to no avail.

When I arrived, her dog was out of control. Her discipline was not effective. It was clear that they adored each other but she seemed so passive in anything to do with him. I dog on the floor with him and started to release some of his angst by converting it to sound and emoting it. He started to yawn and few times and wag his tail.

But he was still out of control. One of his surface issues was wondering how long he was going to be able to stay with her. The other issue was her lack of confidence. He was reacting to all of her angst and feeling unsafe because he felt she was not strong and he had to be the one in control.

As I worked with him, she became very angry. She could hardly contain it. We put him in his cage and did some energy work with her. He was very agitated and hyper in the cage. I led her through some taps that I instinctively knew would be helpful. They all pertained to her family and how they were unkind to her. They were the reason she carried so much anger.

Her dog was very in tuned with her. He reacted strongly to the taps that made her convulse in tears. The more I worked with her, the more his intelligence gleaned through. She obviously had a lot of issues with her family and we were freeing her from being an emotional hostage of them and her resentment of them.

Then I led her through some taps that had to do with her dog.
I had her say each statement 3 times while tapping on her head and a 4th time while tapping on her chest.

“I release being manipulated by (dog’s name) in all moments”

He was paying attention.

“I release abandoning (dog’s name) in all moments”

Suddenly I got a flash of what was going on with the dynamic of her and her dog.

“I release betraying (dog’s name) in all moments”

When we did this tap, he calmed down. When I explained to her the lifetime, her dog was paying attention. He really calmed right down. When we did the taps, he got exhausted and passed out.

Her dog was a love bond from a past life. It was a time when her family owned some kind of farm. It was the same family from this life. Her dog was their livestock. She fell in love with him. They adored each other. They were inseparable. In that life, she did not realize that her family was going to butcher her dear friend. She went to town and when she was gone, they had him killed. She was devastated at losing him and hated her family for betraying her. In this life, her dog was emotionally blackmailing her to secure his safety in this life.

That hatred for her family bled through in this lifetime.Her relationship with them deteriorated when she got her dog. It triggered the resentment from that past life. Her dog hated her family and they were indifferent to him. The taps that I led her through in the beginning were indeed directly related to her dynamics with her dog because they killed him, That is why he was frantic to be in control in this life; so he could know that she was not going to let him down in this life. He was so frantic because he felt his life depended on it.

We did more taps:

“I release killing (dog’s name) in all moments”
“I release butchering (dog’s name) in all moments”
“I release letting (dog’s name) down; in all moments”
“i release eating (dog’s name) ; in all moments”
“I release being too weak to save (dog’s name) in all moments”
“I release the trauma of losing (dog’s name); in all moments”
“I release the devastation of being separated from (dog’s name); in all moments”

We finished the session by fortifying the owner’s confidence and totally severing all karma with her family. We reassured her dog that her owner would never leave her or allow any one to hurt her. He believed me. He was reassured at a deep level. We also fortified the boundaries of their home so the dog did not feel unsafe being there. I explained to him the concept of doors and that no one can come inside (they need to be told this). They were both exhausted when I left.

http://www.jenuinehealing.com/energetic-animal-intensive-c…/

Giving Peace of Mind to a Little Dog

IMG_2056.JPG

Casey is a little dog. He has been fearful and seemed to lack confidence. He doesn’t like loud noises and he hides during storms. I have been working with him for the last few months. He seems to have been gaining much self-esteem. Sometimes dogs need to be told things to help them heal. For instance, Casey was fearful when going for walks when I first met him. Casey lived in Florida.

In Florida, dogs can’t go near the water because they could be eaten by alligators. No one told him that there were no alligators in New York. After I told him, the next day, he enjoyed getting his feet really muddy in the pond. Casey now was more relaxed when he went for walks.

When Casey’s family moved to New York, I watched him and his sister walking through their rental house. There seemed to be corners that they avoided. I sensed fear in them.  There were energies in the house that were interfering with their peace of mind. They were anxious in that rental. I performed an energetic cleanse of the house and both Casey and his sister relaxed.

Yesterday I had a strong nudge to go to a state park. I called my friends who are Casey’s parents. We planned to take my three dogs and their two dogs to the park. Casey loves to be with Buster and Bernie. He loves having a pack. When we got to the park, we saw strange tents set up. We walked right into a civil war reenactment. As we took in the sights, we felt like we were actually back in the time of the civil war. I was being used to break up some engrams of the internal fighting that we have seen in crrent events. But there was another reason we were there.

When we got to a small Union camp, Casey was mesmerized. He sat on a small hill overlooking that camp and he was transfixed to that position. Casey’s parents and myself all saw the same thing; Casey was teleported to a past lifetime. It was one where he had a great sense of belonging and purpose. His Akashic records opened up to me.

Casey had been a dog that was part of a Union Infantry. He was a German Shepard that wore the Union colors and somehow a hat around his neck. He brought great comfort to his fellow soldiers. He would watch over them on a hill and let out a little bark if anyone came near. The soldiers could sleep easier with Casey on watch.

Unfortunately, his platoon got wiped out. Casey was separated from that wonderful experience from the reality of a battle that ended badly for all his fighting brothers. He had let them down. That is the feeling he was left with,  It also left him with a longing to be back with his infantry. Being pulled out of such an enriching experience so quickly left Casey feeling less than whole.

I had such a strong feeling to go to that particular park that day. It really feels like it served to heal this little dog. Him seeing the camp as it would be before battle, seemed to soothe his soul on a deep level. I gave his mom a bunch of taps to help release the trauma of losing his platoon. He walked differently after the visit. There was confidence in his stride. He was a soldier marching once again. It was sweet and humorous to see the dedication in his step now; as if he was indeed marching with his fellow soldiers.

Casey gained something from the day. Many people may be thinking that it is a stretch to think that dogs matter in the main scheme of things. But they do. Everything and everyone matters. The Universe cares for the well-being of all souls. It is only man who believes his experiences carry more importance than the well being of a little dog. Casey matters. All of the world is less burdened because Casey is less burdened. Perhaps you feel it as well, simply by reading this story.