I write my name
In blood and pain
To ward off attacks
And the overt disdain
Are as transparent as lies
As obvious and obtuse
As an ill fitted disguise
Curiosity isn’t caring
It doesn’t even deceive
What the side ways glances
Of naysayers Believe
Being authentic is an option
That only the courageous tries
Its a battle to matter
That taking the offensive belies.
How you show up
Is a soul searching Choice
No matter how that manifests
It is YOU…. using your voice
People have been asking themselves “Why are there sick children in the world if God is so fair and just?” God is fair and just. God does not view pain and problems from the human consciousness. Pain and problems are fleeting. They are a blip on the screen from the vantage point of forever. These instances of anguish are what makes the metal of human consciousness more pliable.
It is wonderful when there is a sick child that takes their condition like a champ. The perspective of a fresh body and parents that care about them in a new set of skin; is what they need to triumph. They most likely were taken out from their last lifetime with a similar diagnosis. But when they come into this lifetime, they have a fresh new body to beat it, they have the love and support of their parents, they have the cuteness factor working for them. It is much easier to fight such things this way, than when being in a worn out body that has passed its prime and become cynical or lacking the fortitude to thrive.
On a soul’s level, these children are so capable of thriving because they are grateful with the new set of conditions that they are given to fight what needs to be overcome. Our karmic issues must be forged through. Isn’t it wonderful that so many are advancing through dis-ease with the aptitude of a very old soul. That is because they are. Overcoming debilitating disease is a benchmark of accomplishment in the lifespan of an infinite soul. Sickness does not carry the weight that it does in looking at it from the perspective of just one lifetime.
This may seem cruel and unkind to the parents of a suffering child. But it is much more humane to believe that a child is continuing their karmic lessons from a past life rather than believing that God singled them out to suffer and go through horrific procedures on a whim. Issues are testing grounds of soul. To be able to be tested so young marks a child with a wisdom and vantage point that surpasses their peers. What an incredible gift; to obtain great wisdom in such a new body. The child who deals with dis-ease has indeed been gifted.
I used to belong to this spiritual group that sent out private discourses every month. They were the highlight of my spiritual quest. They provided information that wasn’t presented to mainstream. They contained truths that resonated at the core. But then after a while, there were no new discourses written. That was fine with me. There was enough information to glean over for years. But people who had been in the group the longest started to complain that new information wasn’t being written by the main figure.
I was disgusted by these complaints. Had they not learned anything from partaking of the truth for 30 years? When were they going to wean themselves off of needing to take from someone else? When were they going to start sharing their gifts to such an extent that they would be too busy to complain about what they were being deprived? Why didn’t THEY write a book of truths for others? They would experience a wealth of understanding from the process of giving of themselves.
The Daily Letters of Accord was written in six weeks. Each night I was woken up at predawn and spent six hours writing just one letter. It would flow out so easily and I would learn things I didn’t even know; as the Ancient Ones used my mind and body to pour truths out onto the page. After writing it for several hours, I spent two or three hours editing it. I would send it out to the people who had requested to receive them in an e-mail. I then passed out for hours. This process resulted in the book Letters of Accord.
Here is an excerpt from The Letters of Accord
Reasons The World Got Out Of Whack
Male domination caused the world to lose touch with the feminine attribute of compassion. Checks and balances for relating to others were lost. Female energy has a great appreciation for what it takes to formulate life. Male energy is fascinated by how easy it is to end it.
People became stuck in primal mode, which has a different set of rules than civilization. We are afraid of those who are different and rule by might. Those of us in primal mode live by the law of the land, killed or be killed, rather than the Golden Rule.
Well-intentioned groups change their internal formula from uplifting others to surviving as a group. When they change intention, abuses of power follow. They compromise their original focus to appease wider audiences. The individual voice of truth is swallowed up or rejected by new agendas. Those continuing to hold the original intention are considered enemies of the group.
People who believe that truth is absolute try to make everyone subscribe to what works for them. This is similar to the vantage point of a small village that eats its unwelcome guests.
Lack of awareness of cause and effect and indifference to how our actions affect others.
Stunted DNA in some warring factions give them only one and a half strands of DNA. This has hard-wired some for destruction.
Greed amongst those who have the capabilities of assisting others. Lack of understanding that there are many types of abundance. Monetary wealth is merely a byproduct of abundance. It is not the actual abundance. Those who have accrued wealth realize that it is not enough and so they search for happiness in power and control. They become a black hole of need and they pull as much of the world into themselves as possible.
People are programmed to give up their power through interactions with deranged power mongers lifetime after lifetime. They forget how to formulate an original thought and distract themselves from their apathy with crude forms of entertainment.
Lack of connection to the simple premise of reincarnation. This absolves an indifferent soul from realizing that what they put out in this present life is what they will be creating for their future incarnations. Too many bloated white men believe they are going to heaven after they are done energetically raping the earth, so they have little sense of accountability.
Lack of accountability. Many people have outgrown the selfish and petty God that was established years ago. God didn’t make man in his own image. Man made God in his own image and it is very limiting.
The great news is that many of us are outgrowing these old states of being. We understand that we are all connected and that isn’t just the butterfly effect that we share. We are of the same heart. On a deep level, many of us are awakening to the realization that the pain we inflict is the same that we feel.
We have lost our taste for power. We have lost our fight. We have repaired our DNA and spontaneously repair others with the power of our love. We have shifted vantage points to see the value in all ways. We have conceded to kindness. We have fed ourselves from the inside out so the feast of power, carnage and wealth do not appeal to us.
We sip sweetly from the divinity of our own innate goodness. It pools within us like a delicate aged wine. It is time for everyone to learn their own distilling process. This is the awakening that is happening within. There is no other sustenance that is as sweet as the accomplishment of one’s own kind acts.