The Saving Grace of Humanity

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I watched my sweet little boy catch a mouse outside the patio window. I have saved mice from him when he was younger. He didn’t want to kill it. He just wanted to play and then he wanted to get it out of the house. He is no killer. That is what I told myself. But here he was with a mouse in his mouth tossing it around. I sat there and watched how to interrupt the process and save the mouse. He was already gone. There was no one to save. Just the little carcass that my kitty was so proud of.
 
I thought about this dilemma. How do I allow my cat to play outside if he is going to kill. I don’t believe in taking life. So if I even let him go outside, aren’t I being compliant? Also, how can I not now judge my sweet baby as a killer. A voice of reason within myself interjected.
 
The cat killed because he was triggered into the primal mode of killing by circumstance. When he is outside with all the field mice around, he is going to chase and kill them. That is his nature. But when he comes inside, he is my sweet baby again. That is his true nature.
 
I thought about this in regards to people. Maybe they are the same way. Maybe they only are ruthless killers when they are triggered into primal mode. Maybe some outside intelligence that controls the dynamics of society know this too. Maybe that is why they push for every household to have guns. Maybe this is their way to keep us in primal mode and forgo our true nature. Maybe this is how or why they induce us to treating others with total disrespect and contention.
 
Maybe the inflow of guns, drugs, explicit sex imagery is all a means with one particular motive; to keep humans trapped in primal mode. Primal mode is a knee jerk reactionary state. It doesn’t afford those trapped in it the luxury of caring about those that they accost. Perhaps those who control society benefit financially from people staying in primal mode. So they allow the flooding of triggers into society to advance their agenda.
 
If so, then it is up to individuals to catch on to this and bow out of the situation that they are put in. My sweet cat Willy, can’t come in from the patio to take himself out of primal mode. He may not even want to. It is fun to catch mice. It is exciting and gets all the adrenaline pumping. It is enjoyable to him when he is out there, to kill mice. He may never want to stop. He can’t interrupt the process for himself. But we, as humans can. The only time he wants to come in, is when he is tired and wants to rest.
 
Those of us who have long memories of our experiences are tired and want to rest too. We have pulled ourselves out of primal mode simply because the repetition and insanity of it, created a different desire. We now want peace. We look around and see everyone induced to petty fighting and are sickened. We see the desecration and indifference to life and it triggers our own past moral shortcomings. We are left tired and assaulted by the onslaught of triggers to keep humans in primal mode. It has become systemic.
 
If I could gift humans with one thing, it would be the ability to take them inside and offer calm like I do to my sweet Willy. Take them inside where there is rest from the insanity. Humans are so tired of the fighting. Their short memory and attention span has them forget the thousands of years of crusades they fought that is stored in their DNA. They forget all the times they were induced to war for the petty agenda of a larger than life character. They forget.
 
Instead of having the triggers of the anguishes of war prevail in them, only the triggers of the hate seem to be acerbated in them. It is like some intelligence knows exactly where to poke a needle in their brain, and have them react in the most barbaric ways. It is like there was a campaign done to figure out the weak points in the human brain, like they do to sell expensive cars. But this ad campaign induces people to hate. It is as if some people literally can’t help themselves just like they have strong cravings and don’t understand that they have a choice.
 
We all understand that agitation that crawls under the skin and prompts the barbaric behavior. We all understand the want and fear that ignites the body into reaction. We all understand the ridiculous beliefs that others have that seem like an affront to our own. But we also understand what it is to love.
 
If we can hold steady on the feeling of love. If we can resist the seductions of the primal urges. if we can realize that humanity itself is at stake and if we can get a sense that some outside source manipulating us like puppet. We can then find the fortitude to hold onto the simplicity of love and kindness so that it does not snuff out like a dying ember.
 
All that I write, all that I share. and all that I offer to you through myself, is the beckoning to come inside from the barbarianism of the primal triggers and realize the potential as an aware being you have. The stakes must be pretty high to afford such an onslaught of negativity, We must be close to availing. Show love and kindness whenever you can. Put yourself in the other person’s shoes. Find any commonality if you can. Perhaps do this exercise as well.
 
(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)
 
“I declare myself a surrogate for humanity in doing these taps”
“We release being trapped in primal mode; in all moments”
“We release being manipulated into primal mode; in all moments”
“We release being enslaved to a reactionary state; in all moments”
“We release being affected by triggers that keep us in primal mode; in all moments”
“We eliminate the first cause in being in primal mode; in all moments”
“We remove all vivaxes between ourselves and primal mode; in all moments”
“We remove all tentacles between ourselves and primal mode; in all moments’
“We remove all programming and conditioning that primal mode has put on us; in all moments”
“We remove all engrams of primal mode; in all moments”
“We remove all masks, walls and armor that primal mode has put on us; in all moments”
“We send all energy matrices into the Light and Sound that induce us into or keep us in primal mode; in all moments”
“We command all complex energy matrices that induce us or keep us trapped in primal mode to be escorted into the Light and Sound; in all moments”
“We nullify all contracts with primal mode; in all moments”
“We dissipate all psychic streams of energy that support or perpetuate primal mode; in all moments”
“We withdraw all our energy from primal mode; in all moments”
“We release resonating or emanating with primal mode; in all moments”
“We transcend primal mode; in all moments”
“We shift our paradigm from primal mode to Universal Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Peace and Wholeness; in all moments”
“We are centered and empowered in Universal Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Peace and Wholeness; in all moments”
“We resonate, emanate, and are interconnected with all life in Universal Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Peace and Wholeness; in all moments”
 
Take a deep breath.
 
It may be difficult to do these. The resistance may seem incredible. You may think it is ridiculous. But I have watched them work. I have watched people’s lives change for doing them. I have watched the world change for us doing them. So if you are feeling hopeless or ineffective as a human being, please add your intention to that of the angels and Guides by doing these taps. You may very well be the saving grace of humanity.

Is Anyone Listening?

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If you are engaging someone, and you cannot relinquish your stance to totally be inside the experience of being them for a instance, to understand their point of view, then you aren’t truly listening.

If you are waiting for them to finish just so you get your turn to educate them, then you aren’t truly listening.

If you have no intention of budging on your stance one iota and you are just being present to be polite, you aren’t truly listening.

If you are tuning them out to get the facts straight in your mind before you pummel them, you are not truly listening.

If what they say gets you upset and you must interrupt them to set them straight, you aren’t truly listening.

If you care less about their feelings or your relationship with them than being right, then you aren’t truly listening.

If you already know your mind and are just indulging them to be polite, then you aren’t truly listening.

Is anyone listening?

The Cross Roads

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We are at a fork in the road of evolution. The way we think, react, believe and interact has all been conditioned into us and has led us down a dark path. We have forgotten our personal strength and ability to forge our own way.
 
We have relinquished the mighty adventure of a rustic life filled with scraped knees, bruised dreams and hopeful intentions. We have relinquished that satisfying feeling of falling into bed completely exhausted and content for the uneasy ability to slip into a soft, complacency.
 
We have chosen the mushy unfulfilling fate of conformity for far too long. It has led us to the brink of disaster in a morally corrupt world where we blatantly allow elected officials to desecrate humanity. Every time we use our energy to judge, attack or diminish, someone else, we are reinforcing the debauchery of the standards set for us in an archaic time.
 
We have evolved beyond the limitation of allowing insecure, unbalanced men from forging our future. We have indulged in our own petty whims of indifference and grudge matches that are like dull little droplets that converge into creating the path forward in an dismal future. We have chosen “fear” for far too long.
 
It is time for all of us to reassess the reactionary state in which we live. When is the last time we made a selfish choice? Was it really selfish or was it just unpopular to the status quo? How did we find ourselves sitting in a soft chair throwing disparaging intentions to others with no more ill intentions than our own? We are so angry at ourselves for being complacent but are so complacent that we don’t realize we are angry at all, let alone with ourselves,
 
So we throw nasty comments into the computer screen hoping they will stick somewhere. We hope to get a rise out of someone. Hope to get a reaction somewhere. Only for the hope to know that we still have the ability to make a difference by hurting someone who is at arms length; who we may never meet. It is so easy that way; isn’t it?
 
Yet we play right into the hands of those who wish to control us. We have chosen to play it small. We are mad at ourselves for our limited role and so we attack others we can not see in a home we cant know and use this to feel empowered. Instead, we need to merely, use our discipline and strength to forgo assaulting others from afar. This merely sets the precedent of what we do as a collective.
 
Every time you exercise a gracious act, withdraw from a justified attack, refrain from arguing or one-upping another, you are steering all of humanity clear of a disaster. You are at the helm. You, in your seemingly small insignificant life, are the blueprint for how humanity ventures forward. The more you choose honorably on all sides, the more you will see honor reflected in our collective world. That is the secret of life.
 
The secret of life has always been that it is not what happens to benefit you that matters. It is what you do and how you proceed to benefit others. The quality of life for all of humanity improves when the quality of your own thoughts and intentions improve. How often do you give thought to the well being of people on the other side of the planet?
 
We can build all the walls we want to but that doesn’t preclude us from breathing the same air as others, having our hearts beat in rhythm with them, and having the same hopes and dreams for our loved ones as they do. Could you love a dog that was rejected, abused or neglected on the other side of the world? Then why can we not love a person the same way? Why are we conditioned to feel so robbed when another person thrives. Why does it have to be “us vs them”? Is there not room for all to thrive?
 
It is time to uncover those little pockets of indifference and the conditioned responses that glaze us over. It is time for us to live, love, react and forge on with a one heart intention, Because like it or not, we are all in this together. The whole process of war brings us to a realization of commonality. We can come to that conclusion without the devastation. We don’t need the harsh lessons to awaken ourselves. All we need to do take better heed of our own intentions and send them out in the spirit of inclusiveness instead of division.

Freedom in Holding Your Truth

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I used to think that I had to let people know how I was feeling in every instance. If I was unsatisfied with service, they had to be made aware if it. Through my tone, mannerisms and body language, I was going to let them know that I was disappointed. This behavior is called passive aggressive.

For myself it originated in this lifetime by living with people who didn’t care how I felt and never asked me my opinion or preference n anything. My life was not my own. The only way to convey my truth and to be validated was by being removing my happy countenance from the equation. Anything else would get me a smash across the face. These were the training tactics used by god parents of the day.

A light bulb went off when I realized that I didn’t have to visit my displeasure on every service person I interacted with. They were doing the best they could. If I was in a mood, I could contain it. There was much freedom in this epiphany. I could leave everyone in the same state I found them or better. I no longer burdened the world with my disapproval; which was a reflection of my lessons and as random as the weather.

Truth, Individuality, Empowerment and You

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Truth is a form of tapping into direct knowing which is nothing like an opinion. An opinion is a warped twisted fact that is birthed from an agenda and driven by the ego. Direct knowing is the vibration of love. Because love and truth vibrate at similar frequencies. Most things people share are opinions. Truth has no agenda except to free people of the ego.
 
Those who tap into direct knowing have no desire to defend truth. They understand that some are privy to it and some are not. Those who appreciate truth will use that truth as a coordinates to tap into direct knowing for themselves. There is no need to stuff the brain with facts and figures when you are tapped into truth. Because all you need to do is ask a question and you have a direct line to the answer.
 
Doing this frees your energy up of needing to seem smart or proving that you know it all. A wise person does not need to lord information over others. They do not debate to engage in “one-upping” others. They share because they sincerely wish others to be free to engage in truth as well. There is no hierarchy in truth sharing. There is only a pass and fail perhaps. Those who lord information over others to feel superior are not passing.
 
They may not even recognize this in themselves because it is so subtle. But there are subtle signs that feel diminishing. One clue is using pet names to address others that depicts superiority. Another one is the feeling of inferior or insecurity that accompanies engaging them. Even a sense that person is more advanced than you.
 
Thinking someone is more gifted than you or more advanced is a cop-out. It is a way of ascribing them with an advantage that you don’t have as a way of preventing yourself from even trying to expound out of the scope of average. We all have super powers in a sense. It is a matter of tapping into our own worth and having the courage to show our abilities to others. So what if they don’t see them at first. The growth is for ourselves and how to express incredible love and gratitude for the experience of interaction. The joy of this makes all other trinkets of accomplishments pale in comparison.
 
Jen Ward

The Light, Sound and Love of Your Purpose

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The vibrations of your higher purpose can easily manifest now that all the old ways of doing things have fallen short and have left humanity incomplete. The world is thirsty and starving for your creative energy to emerge. So it is no longer needing the encouragement to live your true purpose. It is a matter of releasing residual fear that has been instilled in old consciousness.
 
Individuals are like abused animals being coaxed out of their cage. Those of us who understand this do all we can to invite them out. For some people, that is their whole purpose. It feels like that is mine. Everything I write, share and do, is evidence of that one purpose. Thank you for supporting my purpose; as I support yours.
 
That is the problem with group dynamics. If you think about it, all group dynamics have “ever so subtly” veered you off of living your purpose so as to support the purpose of the group. That is true of every group, religion, government and even spiritual group. As soon as there is a blanket mandate, and a directive, people have given over their empowerment as a noble act of supporting a group.
 
The group does not enter through the eye of the needle with you. The group does not auto correct when it has mandated an outmoded directive. The group does not cross over with you when it is time for you to forgo your physical skin. All these things you do alone. It is best to listen to your own inner censor. It is the one that always advocates for you. It is the one that you use to refine your own spiritual directive. It is the one that has no outer agenda.
It is love and love alone that then mandates your course.
 
You are then awaken to the subtle ways of how to communicate in energy. Light, love and the sweet sounds of life are your native tongue. The waterfall, the way the sun falls gently upon the land, the sweet call of the birds, the hum of nature or a babbling brook. These are the experiences that fill your soul. As the tin clamor of the “shoulds” and the “musts” fall away.
 
Jen Ward

How to Live Your Purpose

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This is a question that gets asked a lot. People make it more complicated than it needs to be. Knowing your purpose isn’t revealed by adding more to the equation; like income or accolades. It is by stripping every thing down to what you are compelled to do.
 
Usually we have the raw materials around us in living our purpose. For example someone who lives in a land locked area would not easily be a sea captain. It can happen but usually the Universe will be more realistic. Some of the greatest influences in sports, the arts and humanities, were introduced to their craft at a very young age.
 
Here is some help. Remove the fear of failing. Remove the need to make a living. Take away all diminishing thoughts of unworthiness. Take away playing it safe or having a plan B. Evaporate all the wants and hopes of your parents or spouse. Ask yourself the following questions:
 
What are you naturally good at?
What are you compelled to do?
What would you still do even if you were a millionaire?
Who/what do you love?
What would you be doing if you didn’t care about what others thought?
 
Since living our purpose is such a dynamic concept, we make it overwhelming in our minds. It is in actuality as simple as doing what we love to do and doing it without fear or interference. The more we do what we love, the more the Universe will make it part of our mainstay. It will get to the point where our purpose is really about being in a loving center and pouring that out into the world on a continuous basis.
 
Here are some taps to assist:
(say each statement 3 times while tapping on the top of your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on the chest)
 
“I release the fear of living my purpose; in all moments”
“I release being derailed from living my purpose; in all moments”
“I release confusing living my purpose with accumulating money; in all moments”
“I release living the dream of someone else; in all moments”
“I make space in this world to live my purpose; in all moments”
“I remove all blockages to living my purpose; in all moments”
“I stretch my capacity to Live my purpose; in all moments”
“I exude Living my Purpose; in all moments”
“I Am centered and empowered in Living my Purpose; in all moments”
“I resonate and emanate and am interconnected with all life in Living my Purpose; in all moments