Ten years ago, I was laying on a cold basement floor resolved to die of starvation. I would wake up before sunrise and wait for the captor to give me the command to get dressed to prepare and work outside until after sunset. I would frantically dress and await for him to drill me about my dreams. He was looking for any information he needed on what the next step was in my demise.
Little did either he or I know, that my spirit guides were preparing me to have the strength to get myself out of there. They would show me the apartment that I would live in one short month later and showed me the new people who I would meet in my new life. Most everyone that I had known before the captivity would not accept me back into their world. Only a couple special gems would embrace me after disappearing for a year.
The captor could not possible know that every night, I was taken to this seminar-like atmosphere that was set up for many visitors. It was a recurring dream that I had every night. I would be in a hotel setting that was prepared to receive a lot of guests at this special event. Sometimes I sat in the seats like everyone else. But sometimes I was in a back hall with everyone waiting for me to appear.
In the first few months, there were only a few people who were sitting in the chairs. It comforted me that they were there. They seemed to make it easier to get through the waking days. A very few were people I knew were in the crowds. The rest I did not know who they were then but they were familiar to me. It comforted me to be with them. It was as if being with them in my dreams, kept me nurtured from an otherwise socially deprived existence.
Being with them kept me alive. At the ending of my captivity the group swelled to multitudes. Now I know who those people were. They were you. The people who kept me alive with their company are the people here who read my posts and support me in sharing my gifts. Since time and space are an illusion and all is happening at once, you are nurturing that starving, cold deprived version of me so I could get here to assist you in totally awakening.
The resort setting is the Hotel that I facilitated was my first retreat this May. I recognized the Hotel from my dreams when we went to check out the facility. The date was also chosen for me from a dream I had twelve years ago. It is at the same time as the international Lilac Festival in my home town of Rochester, New York. The Ancient ones who Guide me, have had an agenda for me all along. They were feeding me the details in my dreams.
The dreams during captivity were of my spirit guides showing me how many people I would help just by surviving and sharing my gifts. I needed all that encouragement to overcome the daily torture, brainwashing, starvation, harsh weather, sleep deprivation and sensory deprivation that I endured. Knowing on a subtle level, that I would know all of you and have your love and support, kept me alive.
Ten years ago, I will have made the journey to my freedom. I was half dead and terrified but alive and excited as well. All kind of fears and curses from the captor were met to get away from that experiences. It was surreal and unimaginable at the time. But it was done and the gifts that I now access, took a long time to be drawn out of a terrified brainwashed emaciated stupor.
The date of my escape is the only special day that I celebrate. I am mostly alone since my reemergence into society and live like a monk. I spend my days writing, doing healing work for individuals and the world and tending the needs of my furry family inside and out. This year, I am celebrating by opening up more and more to assisting others than I could not have possibly fathomed even knowing; except of course in my dreams. I came back to society thinking I was a retarded boy. As articulate as I write, that is the simple mentality that I operate from.
It is a very vulnerable way to live. It took me ten years to build up the courage to be physically present with others. It is no less than a miracle that I am reaching you all with these words. It took so much endurance and resilience merely to live in a sea of people where there was no love for me. How ironic that I teach others how to love beyond all outer limitations and in all situations. My insights have been developed and honed honestly through a personal quest to experience love.
As a way to reach more and more of the community that has kept me alive, more and more venues have been created to allow me to assist as many souls as I can in the world. Since I have returned, many people have experienced energetic shifts in themselves that have experienced great transformations. They have seen great shifts in the world as a result of my group sessions geared to benefitting all of humanity. My goal is that everyone overcome whatever limitations that may hinder them in any way. May they access their gifts and talents as a way to pour their incredible love into the world
One of the side affects of surviving being starved and tortured nearly to death is the ease in which I am able to love. This love pours out into everything I write and you are all benefactors of that great resource now. My books are not merely worlds but a conduit and an equation to reach higher consciousness. Another way to connect deeper to those I love is the group sessions that I facilitate weekly. They are accessible to those who really want to realize their own omnipotence in the world.
These are a couple of the ways you have access to me and my love and gratitude and specially honed gifts. I am fearless in speaking truth and empowering others because I went through the process of enlightenment and know that I was kept alive to do exactly what I do. I am grateful to have such purpose and am completely immersed in sharing all my gifts so that you can uncover all of yours.
My next retreat is this September 8th and 9th. The one in May was a reunion of souls who have never met in this life before. The love and transformation were incredible. In this upcoming retreat, we will be blurring the line between animate and inanimate life. As this line is what keeps people enslaved to linear limitations. I will also be reintroducing the attendees to their childlike wonder through releasing their resistance to play. It will be dynamic energy work disguised in play.
I would love to see you at the retreat. You can register to attend here. http://www.jenuinehealing.com/
Simha is so excited to attend the Book Signing today. She believes she is a celebrity. She arrives and the local grocery store like she is walking the red carpet. She adores the attention and it makes her feel very special. We will be in the Brockport Bookstore today. It is called Lift Bridge Books. You can purchase my books there today and have them signed by me. Simha is waiting to greet you as well.
“Exponential Empowerment Expo” two day retreat with Jen Ward
When: September 8th and 9th, 2017
(Book Signing on Thursday evening before retreat.)
Where: Holiday Inn Express in Webster, NY, outside Rochester, NY. Phone (585)872-0900 and mention “Jenuine Healing” to get a discounted rate of $99 for Thursday and Friday and $129 for Saturday. Or book online and use the code INE for the room discount.
Retreat Registration: $275.00; 325.00 after August 8th.
The reason there is not World Peace on the planet is because the frequency of World Peace has been lost. World Peace is like a memory of a distinct species. At the Exponential Empowerment Expo, we will be creating Universal peace on a vibrational level. It will be sent out with a loving intention into the world. There will be a 4-hour expo where everyone attending is invited to share their gifts with the other attendees. This will formulate a rudimentary template for a cooperative humanity. The ripple will be tempered with Jen’s dynamic healing energy, a pure intention, and the upgraded concept of World Peace to create a major shift in the consciousness of humanity. This new vibration will imprint Universal peace on the fabric of humanity. Through our intention, Earth will once again have the blueprint for world peace. The Ancient Ones invite you to add your love to this sacred manifestation.
– Jen Ward
I used to belong to this spiritual group that sent out private discourses every month. They were the highlight of my spiritual quest. They provided information that wasn’t presented to mainstream. They contained truths that resonated at the core. But then after a while, there were no new discourses written. That was fine with me. There was enough information to glean over for years. But people who had been in the group the longest started to complain that new information wasn’t being written by the main figure.
I was disgusted by these complaints. Had they not learned anything from partaking of the truth for 30 years? When were they going to wean themselves off of needing to take from someone else? When were they going to start sharing their gifts to such an extent that they would be too busy to complain about what they were being deprived? Why didn’t THEY write a book of truths for others? They would experience a wealth of understanding from the process of giving of themselves.
The Daily Letters of Accord was written in six weeks. Each night I was woken up at predawn and spent six hours writing just one letter. It would flow out so easily and I would learn things I didn’t even know; as the Ancient Ones used my mind and body to pour truths out onto the page. After writing it for several hours, I spent two or three hours editing it. I would send it out to the people who had requested to receive them in an e-mail. I then passed out for hours. This process resulted in the book Letters of Accord.
Here is an excerpt from The Letters of Accord
Reasons The World Got Out Of Whack
Male domination caused the world to lose touch with the feminine attribute of compassion. Checks and balances for relating to others were lost. Female energy has a great appreciation for what it takes to formulate life. Male energy is fascinated by how easy it is to end it.
People became stuck in primal mode, which has a different set of rules than civilization. We are afraid of those who are different and rule by might. Those of us in primal mode live by the law of the land, killed or be killed, rather than the Golden Rule.
Well-intentioned groups change their internal formula from uplifting others to surviving as a group. When they change intention, abuses of power follow. They compromise their original focus to appease wider audiences. The individual voice of truth is swallowed up or rejected by new agendas. Those continuing to hold the original intention are considered enemies of the group.
People who believe that truth is absolute try to make everyone subscribe to what works for them. This is similar to the vantage point of a small village that eats its unwelcome guests.
Lack of awareness of cause and effect and indifference to how our actions affect others.
Stunted DNA in some warring factions give them only one and a half strands of DNA. This has hard-wired some for destruction.
Greed amongst those who have the capabilities of assisting others. Lack of understanding that there are many types of abundance. Monetary wealth is merely a byproduct of abundance. It is not the actual abundance. Those who have accrued wealth realize that it is not enough and so they search for happiness in power and control. They become a black hole of need and they pull as much of the world into themselves as possible.
People are programmed to give up their power through interactions with deranged power mongers lifetime after lifetime. They forget how to formulate an original thought and distract themselves from their apathy with crude forms of entertainment.
Lack of connection to the simple premise of reincarnation. This absolves an indifferent soul from realizing that what they put out in this present life is what they will be creating for their future incarnations. Too many bloated white men believe they are going to heaven after they are done energetically raping the earth, so they have little sense of accountability.
Lack of accountability. Many people have outgrown the selfish and petty God that was established years ago. God didn’t make man in his own image. Man made God in his own image and it is very limiting.
The great news is that many of us are outgrowing these old states of being. We understand that we are all connected and that isn’t just the butterfly effect that we share. We are of the same heart. On a deep level, many of us are awakening to the realization that the pain we inflict is the same that we feel.
We have lost our taste for power. We have lost our fight. We have repaired our DNA and spontaneously repair others with the power of our love. We have shifted vantage points to see the value in all ways. We have conceded to kindness. We have fed ourselves from the inside out so the feast of power, carnage and wealth do not appeal to us.
We sip sweetly from the divinity of our own innate goodness. It pools within us like a delicate aged wine. It is time for everyone to learn their own distilling process. This is the awakening that is happening within. There is no other sustenance that is as sweet as the accomplishment of one’s own kind acts.
Thank you Pat Hoffert
How many of us have been Jen Ward’s friend on FB? Or how many of us have the privilege of being a friend of hers in real life? I think that Jen is quite a gem in life. How many of us know that she is a published author? She shares many important tidbits with us daily, or almost daily. I found out about a month ago that Jen is a published author. At that time I purchased 2 of her books. To say that they are amazing would be an understatement. My first 2 books are “Letters of Accord” and “Perpetual Calender”. I can’t begin to tell you that even my husband who is not into this “woo woo” stuff could tell that there is something different about these books. Jen poured her heart into these books, and there are just no adjectives to describe them. I highly recommend these books for your own learning in life, and for your own heart. I know that you will feel what I felt, and to feel what Jen felt, and wants us to learn and have in our hearts and our life. We take so much learning from Jen, let us start to repay her. She gives freely of her knowledge. Let’s start by paying Jen back by purchasing her books. Not all 8 at once. Let’s just do 1 at a time. I don’t remember the site that Jen sent me, so perhaps Jen can put that site up on FB. I need to order another one of her books, so I will be waiting. I promise that Jen’s books will not disappoint!!!
Animal Healing and Communication Book
Self Help Book For Survivors of Abuse, Rape, incest and All Forms of Being DIminished
Release Your Primal Relationship with Food and Food Issues
Case Studies with SFT Taps to Accompany Them. A Great Self Help Book and Reference Book For Practictioners
An Upgrade in Truth Channeled Directly From The ANCIENT ONES
Poetry to Assist the reader in Awakening to their Own Spiritual Omniscience
369 Days of SFTs (Spiritual Freedom Techniques) Taps to provide a grounding practice for those who Choose not to Practice Meditation/Prayer/Yoga But wnat a Daily Practice to Empower Them
Book of Quotes and Insignts to Upgrade the Reader’s Perpective on Truth