Lara’s Epiphany


From: Lara Wahl

I know people are freaking out right now about what the fear mongers and news anchors want to make out to be the total apocalypse. Many people are buying it and tail spinning rather than checking WITHIN to what they KNOW to be true.

I want to tell you nothing happens in a vacuum. I just drove back from Rochester last night from meeting Jen Ward who without a doubt is enlightened. She has simply awakened to her subtle senses to perceive truth of all things. I know. It’s a big statement but it’s the truth. She is enlightened and is teaching others how to percieve using awakened subtle senses. Not to escape this world, but to enjoy and create the heaven that is possible within this world, in ourselves, and in every experience we share. We do this naturally when we understand the truth of all things… Which we have been purposefully conditioned to forget.

She is available to help people remember. It’s not like with yoga, or meditation, or other male approved as acceptible modalities of healing that get taken seriously.  This is about awakening and accepting what society has perpetually denied and robbed from us. The robbed us of wakening using the modalities of female energy so that we CAN move out of the 3D of linear hierarchy to expansive empowerment for ALL.

Have you wondered why things that bring freedom have been so oppressed and diminished? You know why if you knew how powerful what I am saying is for ALL beings. Even spiritual healers diminish and have forgotten how powerful divine female energy is for ALL.  In BOTH Male and female. Males have been starving for this too! The playfulness and childlike wonder has been so robbed from men in the 3 d. We have all suffered. Female empowerment and healing modalities of divine feminine is so powerful that we have been taught that it should not be taken seriously on purpose. Because 3 d is a land of enslavement. But Female empowerment is THE KEY and the missing Other piece of the WHOLE…

As far as the phenomena the world is experiencing:

Put faith in this: all are experiencing exponential shifts in healing and a wisdom upgrade.  That would be all of us, everywhere, in all moments. All who are willing to listen and trust what we know to be true about how expansive and aware we have become.  Know that these natural phenomena are helping release the stagnant corrupted energies that enslaved humanity. It shaking the world free of corruption where energies have stagnated.

Think of how easy it was in Boston to unite in love and unity when the call was received after Charlottesville. Think of how expansive and empowered that felt;
dimensionally roomy for all. That’s LOVE That was displayed. 5th dimension is what it is being called. It’s simply living more expansively at the vibration of LOVE.
Think of our more primal selves living in hierarchy like a pyramid.  Think three,  3rd dimension as LINEAR and a patriarchal pecking order.  Its our capacity of loving. that’s what people mean by that. We don’t GO anywhere, we just expand in awareness using love.

Think now of the way most the world viewed Texas. Think how much resistance was in that state that needed to shift! How much it clung to patriarchael heirarchy. Now think how much unity and love and EXPANSIVEness was experienced after that shift there. IT HAD to be a powerful incident to break up so much of the stagnant energy there. That is what the earth is doing in different ways for us and through us. It is doing it IN THE FORM and ways it needs to in different areas of the world. It takes the form that needs to shake things up literally for us to release the heirarchy and power mongering that had its claws in places!

Trump is a godsend because it’s become so obvious to us where the consolidated greed and power is. Before Trump, it was more subtle and more tricky and hidden. He is so arrogant that it’s so out in the open. Thank god for him “speaking his mind” so we can all see the ugly truth of what we have been living under.

We are well. We are more than well. We are GLORIOUSLY upgrading in expansion~ We know this. The Earth is healing itself and us. This is isn’t naivety or blind optimism. This is TRUTH. And you can perceive it too if you tune into your subtle senses and step away from the news and just go outside and FEEL. What’s happening.
In fact, even in the news you can see truth emerging. Notice how anchors are NOT getting the reactions they want of fear from people. Only love and unity. Or how they are starting to give consideration to PETS! During Katrina the news said nothing about warning people to take measures to protect their pets.

This can all happen more easily if we don’t resist the shift and open in trust to love and to nature. Jen Ward can help. I have studied with masters from all over the world. All in Male lineage modalities. What Jen offers is something different. I am no fool and I am not duped into ANYTHING. anyone can tell you this that knows how rebellious and independent I am and Autonomous. She empowers people to be DYNAMIC individuals of who they ARE, of who they always were and have been conditioned to forget of how DYNAMIC they are.

She rips off layers of institutionalized and systemic fear conditioning so we can see again, hear again, feel again and thus help the whole world and universe. You can choose to be victim or you can choose to be the healer. That’s it. That’s your only options. And when we become healer we do it in our own live’s joyful true purposeful way. It has never felt better to LIVE my truth out in the open of who I have ALWAYS been. Unafraid.
I never felt more connected to who I am and have always been than this weekend.

Even Music festivals can’t touch the bliss and joy and FREEDOM and EMPOWERMENT I felt this weekend. receiving truth and PERCEIVINg truth at Jen’s retreat. Martina came with me. And she said “Mama, I will always remember this moment.” It freed her. It fed her. It made me realize how oppressed we all were and how feeling oppressed is purposeful to keep us in the 3-D hierarchy of linear oppression. Jen’s retreat helped me so much to be a better mother and to not hand down that kind of subtle enslavement to my own children. My children will know the freedom and bliss and empowerment of the 5-D. They are truly fortunate children!

Put your faith in what you know to be true. World peace is the reason for how quickly we are shifting. IT IS attainable now. It’s inevitable. And Those who want to be afraid and who have been let down and are more comfortable clinging to fear and cynicism won’t believe me or will want to resist, or diminish this TRUTH and maybe even comment on how I’m wrong and this and this, and this is why, and lay their opressive dimnishing slant on this. The only person it’s hurting is themselves to live so enslaved to powerlessness. I can see clearly now. and I will never stop encouraging you of how powerful we are.

We are all dynamic healers and the younger people who aren’t cynical and oppressed. We are no longer railroaded into buying into a blind hell where everyone is powerless.  KNOW THIS! So many babies are being born with this upgrade. It’s BEAUTIFUL to behold. all we need is a little shedding of the tangles and the glass ceilings and we can perceive the empowerment of what is happening right now! And if souls are lost it’s painless and they will slip into the next baby body of a wise awakened 5th dimensional body. It’s beautiful.

How dynamic and innovative, and intelligent, and aware, and expansive we can become. See how empowered we are to give that and pour it into the world for the benefit of all. We benefit the animals and trees, humans, and water, earth and sky. I can hear the trees again. I heard birds talking to me this morning and I sent them love and reassurance. Your guides have been STARVING for you to see be happy and free and to reclaim love and truth. to Expand with love rather than resorting to fear. It doesn’t have to be so painful.

Jen is a Shaman and can help. Go to her! don’t wait!!! She has waited many lifetimes to emerge from the midst into her own enlightenment, and I have waited SOOO many lifetimes to stop giving my power away by needing male validation.  It is so liberating to actually go to a Woman to learn from!

Great Mother has waited for me to come home too. It’s symbolic, I have returned to Mother and I’ve never felt more whole and sage and safe. So many are waiting to do this. Don’t wait! It’s so easy and wonderful. and it is the missing piece of what we needed. Jen helped me to HEAR what is so abundantly in plain sight for us now! It is amazing. Put faith in this shift of love ❤️ Thank you is not adequate Jen Ward.
I’m mailing you bird seed for you and your apple tree dear Jen. Thank you also for allowing me the privilege to see your magical abundant garden. We feel moved and blessed beyond measure. From Martina and I and all Beings~ on behalf of all of humanity

Your Dance of Life


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Don’t allow anything to interfere with your dance of life. In fact,, if you think about it, that is the pearl in all your lessons. Because your dance of life is how you emanate divine Joy, Love,  and beauty.

(Say each statement 3 times out loud while CONTINUOUSLY tapping on the top of your head at the crown chakra and say it a fourth time while tapping on your chest at the heart chakra. Say each word deliberately. They are not just words but a vibration that you are initiating to shift energy. Pause after each word. Say them all.)

“I remove all physical interference with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I remove all astral interference with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I remove all emotional interference with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I remove all past life interference with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I remove all Akashic interference with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I remove all mental interference with my dance of lifein all moments”
“I release allowing my thoughts and beliefs to interfere with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I release allowing my concepts of God to interfere with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I release allowing concept of self to interfere with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I release allowing the illusion of separateness to interfere with my dance of life; in all moments”
“I shatter all limitations on my exponential dance of life; in all moments”
“I am centered and empowered in my exponential dance of life; in all moments”

Balance Out the Yin and Yang of Your Yin and Yang


Many people realize that our energy system is made up of two opposing forces of energy. They are known as the Yin and Yang. Yang represents male energy; which is direct and focused. Yin represents female energy; which is expansive and all-encompassing

Each of these two forces are balanced by the opposing forces within them. Those in turn are balanced by the dance of the opposing force within them. So balancing our Yin and Yang isn’t a linear thing. It an intricate dance of opposing equal forces. A visual to represent this would be how a mobile of yin-yang symbols would look. To balance your Yin and Yang, it is more insightful to address all layers, or generations of the Yin and Yang within you.

(Say this statement 3 times while tapping on your head. Say it a fourth time while tapping on your chest)

“I balance the Yin and the Yang of my Yin and the Yang, in all generations of My Yin and Yang: in all moments.”

This one simple tap, can take you off the track of linear reality and expound you into exponential existence.

Recognize Your True Self


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Toss your Atoms in the ether

Catch them on the wind

Scatter them beyond all reason

Where time and space begin


Throw your voice into the sky

To worlds beyond the night

Follow it to that ageless place

Where your true self first took flight.


Twirl and revel in your joy

Dance partner with a star

Realize the personified love

That you really are.


Jen Ward 4/29/14



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Smile like you are melting dark clouds with your kindness

Sing as if your song is your pulpit and with it, you are helping others find their way.

Dance as if you command the atoms around you to dance with you

Send them out to entice others to awaken to their joy.

Speak as if the reverence of the Universe is leaning in to listen; because it is

Dream as if you open up the heart of humanity with your intention.

Hug as if you are drawing in all the children of the world to partake of their own innate innocence.

Love with such tenderness that it leaves you vulnerable and exposed.

Forgive all as if you are pardoning a saint.

Set your inner compass by such a tender place that tears well even at it’s broach.

See yourself as I see you; a smoldering ember of divine love ready to set humanity ablaze with inspiration.


Jen Ward


The Stain

dance james and mellisa

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Carry me beyond the realms

That are loosely veiled in lies

Gently stroke my purpose

And rip off my disguise


Pour some sugary syrup on me

Seep it in my heart

Whisper in your softest Voice

That we never more shall part


Give me reassurance

That I’m the one for you

Convince me I’m more special

Than the others you once knew


Let us blend our purpose

Let us be enthralled

As we live beyond all measure

Where every soul is called


Lets just dance forever

We never more shall part

Seer your love into me

And stain it on my heart


Jen Ward 6/1/17

A Portal of God


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To Dance upon the Horizon All through the night

To live in the exhilaration of an Eagle’s 1st flight


To pursue a purity all other’s abscond

To breathe in each moment forever and beyond


To dive into the heavens as your own private pool

To see life from the vantage point of a perpetual school


To be the Lover, the Teacher, the Healer of man

living in the moment where all ends and began


To rise to the surface of humanity’s cream

To support each beings purpose; their intimate dream


To cheerlead all others and actually applaud

Is the moment you become a portal for God.


Jen Ward