A baby isn’t life until it breathes life, It is right in Genesis. God made the body out of dust and then blew life into it. So nobody is killing anything except the lie that people are killing babies by having abortions. It is a lie to perpetuate a white dominant Christian society. People have to stop being led around by these lies. I remember being killed and born many times.

I can’t be the only one who has awakened to myself. People need to wake up and take responsibilities for their actions in how they treat each other, what they create with their words and thoughts, how they are contributing to the dumbing down of humanity by not using common sense and just reacting when prompted on cue.

If people would stop using a woman’s personal choices as a distraction, then maybe this world wouldn’t have this issue to pit woman against woman. Because that is the real purpose for the demonizing those making a very private decision. It is to enslave the masses in a stale mate of morality.

Is any one tired of the hypocrisy of this issue? It is the western society’s form of a burka. Everyone has issues to deal with. Targeting women of childbearing age and forcing them to procreate is something from the dark ages.

Those who do things because someone tells them are cowards and weaklings, If someone is targeting women because their faith tells them to then their faith has been tainted by male lies. Simple as that. Once someone can remembers what happens after they die, this whole argument becomes moot. Those in power lose the ability to control you. That is why so many faiths are dependent on their flock not listening to anyone, They want to keep them in ignorance. This is what we have been conditioned into as a whole.

I am sorry to offend anyone but those who are kind and loving and practice truth and live conscious lives are having their freedoms trampled. Instead of some people caring, they are fixated on the red herring of the abortion issue. Wait until people cross over and realize how they have been duped. The people who judge and debase woman are going to have to face their actions. It is better to wake up now rather than wait.

The Lifeblood to a Kinder World

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Society has tried to enslave us all. It has failed. But it is still important for individuals to pull off the chains that they have been shackled in. It needs to be done or we make it very easy for the power mongers to continue. We are mostly on automatic Pilot of enslaving ourselves.

There is no free speech any more. Sure you can say the most vile things against anyone. But as soon as you talk about Universal love and a Universal peace and a means to empower individuals you will be censored or attacked. Or when you talk of natural healing.

I get attacked by some so-called healers because they feel the need to diminish what I say to hold a status of superiority. That is not being a healer. That is being programmed to diminish like the power mongers have taught. Belittling, minimizing or challenging others who are merely working to enlighten those who want to awaken to truth is not healing. They have just negated their whole status of healer when they do this.

Healers that are sincere and effective have no stomach to diminish others. They are too busy assisting others. They don’t get the recognition or appreciation that they deserve because they are not in the business of promoting themselves. They are too busy assisting others. It is a whole different energy flow.

People wonder why dynamic healers are not rolling in dough. This is why. They spend their energies in the selfless pursuit of bettering the quality of life for others and not wasting it on singing their own praises. It is a whole different “setting on the vacuum cleaner” to get acknowledged than it is to do the actual healing. People think I come off as needy by asking them to share how I have helped them. Yes it is a definite need. It is a need to perpetuate the validity of the whole concept of healing when the validity of it has all been squelched by a society whose biggest business is disease.

If you have had a positive experience with anyone who assisted you on a personal level, they are a healer. Those of us who rely on referrals and word of mouth endorsements to thrive, would benefit for people to understand this. We live in a society were it is illegal to claim that you can heal others; even if you can. There is no reliable means of referral into a practice that as been systemically demonized and debunked except word of mouth from a trusted friend.

People have to get over their coyness in talking about using a natural healer so that natural practices can thrive in a hostile society. Sometimes when people are afraid to tell their families and friends about their session with me, it leaves me feeling like the call girl on the side. The sessions are so beneficial to the individual but as soon as they get some distance from them, they question the validity of them; until they are in need again.

Diminishing the worth of healers was a calculated move perpetuated all through modern history to diminish the advancement of female energy. Because it is through female energy (we are not talking genitals) that healing is done. Notice how you do better when your doctor is compassionate? That compassion is them accessing female energy. Notice how compassion is not mandated in western medicine; only suggested?

The Dark Ages was the time in history when the practices of natural healing was squelched through the genocide of pagans. Natural healers basically had to go underground to survive. People have been told that the Dark Ages have ended. They have not. The Dark Ages end when female empowerment is as valued as much as male interests. In the eighteen hundreds any hospital in the United States that used natural practices to heal people with great results was shut down. This is not an enlightened practice. This is a calculated move to enslave society to western medicine practices; which as all been done.

I remember an intake appointment for a new doctor’s office a few years ago. The nurses were all very surprised that I was not on any medications at all. I was surprised that they were surprised. They became more interesting in looking for underlying symptoms that had fallen through the cracks of treatment. They were good,caring nurses. Yet they were conditioned to assume that everyone should be on some medication of some kind.

This mentality has been elevated with the push for mandatory vaccines. People who choose not to opt into vaccines have to fight the court system in some cases to maintain that right. Children can not attend public school if they don’t get many vaccines. This has been the drive of so much home schooling; which may not be a bad thing. Freedom will break out somehow.

I have seen beautiful gifted children develop learning disabilities after routine vaccines. There is a dispute whether vaccines cause autism. It is very clear that they don’t. I have listened very clearly to all the soundbites about the vaccinations not causing autism. That letter of the law may be true. But it was never stated clearly that the carrying serum for the vaccine didn’t cause autism. This is a splitting hair distinction that most of the populace may have missed.

This is why it is so important to question everything and learn to discern truth for yourself; so you can catch these things that those with an agenda pull over on the mass culture all the time. By the way, the whole concept of independent study is a fallacy. Someone is paying for the researchers time and talents. If we have learned nothing from current events is that anyone can be bought up and that there are the individuals out there rich enough to do it. Independent studies went the way of unbiased news and eight track tapes.

The first lesson we were taught in massage therapy school was to never claim that you can heal. It is actually against the law. It is also a lawsuit waiting to happen. That is why it is so important to introduce healing practices back into the population by talking about healing or pointing out natural healing practices. If by chance you have ever been assisted by a healer, it is important to tell others about it because they are not really allowed to toot their own horn.

What is interesting about alternative practices is that they are implemented and supported by one group. Have you seen those commercials for very expensive, high-end treatment centers for life threatening disease? They use alternative healing methods to gain such good result. They advertise that they treat the wholeness of an individual.

That is what an alternative practice does. They work with the conditions of the individual even as they are immersed in the dependency of western ways. They respect the individual using their instincts to find the best practitioners for themselves whether they are considered alternative or western medicine based. The rule of thumb is, love heals fear does not. Any practitioner who uses fear to get a point across, is not immersed in love.

The whole point of enlightening and awakening is to be more immersed in love, freedom and truth. These all resonate at a similar frequency. That is what we are all awakening to; love, freedom and truth. One can not have love and freedom without truth. My intention here is to clear the pathways for truth so that love and freedom can become mainstream too.

You can assist by perpetuating love and truth in as many ways as possible. In doing so, freedom is inevitable. It doesn’t happen by having a revolution. That form of freedom is a man-made concept with pretend boundaries and quantification. Freedom is a deep spaciousness of expansion within the very atoms of your being. It is the ability to move about the universe via your thoughts and intentions. It is forgoing the man made concept of evil as a barrier and traveling upon a light emanation or carried on a strain of music into beautiful realities beyond the imagination.

So many people worry about evil. Evil is merely an absence of love just as the dark is an absence of light. If you tell a god fearing person that there is no evil, they will get angry with you and start validating evil. They do not realizing they are perpetuating it with their insistence. All you need to do is merely deplete its fuel source; which is fear.

Some people’s god only exists in contract to evil. They need evil to exist so that their god can be important as the contrast to go-to. The less significant evil is, so is true of their god. This is worshiping still, in the lower worlds of duality. Love and the true source of all is beyond the realms of duality. It is a nothingness to a mind that needs course concepts to grab.

In fact, if some people experience this nothingness of God, they may interpret it as a negative because of the mind’s conditioning. You see this happen when someone perceives their mate as boring and unexciting simply because they have grown used to the sweet succor of their shared love. Perhaps some people who are very depressed are closer to god than anyone realizes. Perhaps the mind has no register for such a pure state so interprets it as a negative.

The whole point to this is to love, and share truth as much as possible. But know the truth from an inner source and not what is force-fed to the human psyche continually through the commercial airways. Also, sense the degree of truth. Psychic influences can come through the subtle realms convincing us of a certain path. These are psychic commercials and should be distinguished from a deeper inner truth.

Also please realize that any source is fallible in the physical realms. Anything or anyone who expects an absolute from you is suspect. We are in an individual game now. The rules have changed. any group advancement is likened to be tainted with power mongers influence. Please trust the validity and fluidity of your own ability to discern and put more credence in yourself as opposed to a group.

Please advocate for the healers in every profession. They need to be encouraged to thrive. They are the lifeblood to a kinder world.



The World has not been right since the genocide of all pagans.This is what was the beginning of the dark ages. We have been told that the dark ages have ended. But no. They only end when the balance of male importance is matched by its female counterpart. Pagans have been demonized as savages. But they were the peaceful people who communicated with nature and honored trees and fairies as their brethren. They were the keepers of the doorway between the physical and more subtle reams.
The genocide of so many balsam trees at the holiday season has actually a more sinister meaning than the seemingly more innocent practice that they seem to depict. Cutting down so many trees each year is symbolically reliving the genocide of the pagan people. It is and was a barbaric act. It also represents the time when goddess energy was desecrated and women were demoted to inferior to men. This may sound ridiculous to so many who enjoy bringing a live tree into their homes. But there is a truth in what I say. And there is a better way.
This little tree I brought home, is still a vital living part of the ecosystem. He has all his roots in tact. He will be an honored guest in my home and then he will be taken outside and planted in my yard. He is the perfect size for a Christmas tree. I used to be one of those people who needed the biggest tree possible in my home. I realized that was actually a desperate craving to be out in nature. And as I was decorating this tree, it told me that needing the biggest tree is an example of the primal urge to conquer. One needs to be the best in their perpetual competition in life. Having the biggest tree is enforcing that need.
This tree was chosen before I knew I was going to have a Christmas tree this year. I “felt” a tree in my home and so remained open to hosting a tree in my home this year. I just got a nudge or an inkling to look for a nursery that carried trees with their roots in tact. I found a place that had many of them. It was encouraging that perhaps others would adopt the tradition of hosting a live tree in their home to. Instead of joining in the genocide of killing a tree for fleeting amusement, one can truly use the opportunity to honor Nature.
More and more as people awaken, they will realize that trees are aware beings. They are not dead energy at all. They are vital, loving, aware and wise. They add so much to the quality of life on earth. As humans continue to rape and desecrate the earth, trees continue to maintain a balance of sanity and calm to a chaotic existence. They are the calm in the storm of insanity. They are even more loving and kind than people fathom. If people realized what they actually are doing by disregarding the sanctity of trees, they would be horrified.
So as me, Therese Kravetze, Michele Morrison, Mike Kravetze and myself made space for this tree in my home, we found ourselves in a sacred ceremony to return all the energy to the fairy-kind and Nature that was taken from it. The depiction of Santa Clause as a head elf and the elves working to make toys for children is a form of depicting fairy kind being enslaved to the pleasures of humans. Lavishing gifts on human children has nothing to do with depicting the sanctity of life. It is more of a means of conditioning humanity to be selfish and indulged.
The ceremony we found ourselves naturally partaking in, was about returning the energy that was taken from the earth back to her. In returning the energy back to mother earth, it is a means to return the balance to the world. It is a means to support Gaia in being as honored and respected as any male counterpart. It is also a way of returning to fairies, trees and earth the dignity and respect they deserve. By raising the vibration on our intentions, we raise the vibration of the world. When this happens in returns to being a safe place for fairy-kind to live among us.
If you want to go through the motions of being a slave to commercialism, you can. It is expected of you. But if you want to break away from convention, do so in honoring a living tree. All the thoughtfulness and tender considerations that you carefully nurture, are a means of returning kindness and sacredness to the world. You will still receive the love and satisfaction. But it will be in knowing that you are returning love to all the fellow inhabitants of the world.
(Say this statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)
“”We return dignity, Love, and respect back to the earth; in all moments”
“We return dignity, love and respect to Gaia; in all moments”
“We hold space for the sacred sweetness of innocence and kindness; in all moments”
“We return balance back to the Earth; in all moments”
“We return to Fairy Kind all that has been taken from them; in all moments”
“We reclaim our Joy; in all moments”
“Universal Peace on earth; in all moments”
“We bury the dead; in all moments”
“Universal Joy; in all moments”
“Universal Love; in all moments”
“Universal Abundance; in all moments”
“Universal Freedom; in all moments”
“Universal Health; in all moments”
“Universal Success; in all moments”
“Universal Security; in all moments”
“Universal connection; in all moments”
“Universal perpetual exponential Life; in all moments”
“Universal Wholeness; in all moments”
“Universal Beauty; in all moments”
“Universal Enthusiasm; in all moments”
“Universal Contentment; in all moments”
“Universal Spirituality; in all moments”
“Universal Enlightenment; in all moments”
“Universal Confidence; in all moments”
“Universal Family; in all moments”
“Universal Intellect; in all moments”
“Universal Discernment; in all moments”
“Universal Empowerment; in all moments”

There’s a special kind of Hell for…….


Have you ever heard the expression, There is a special hell for……? It is true. There is a special kind of hell and a special kind of heaven for everyone. These experiences are custom made. The truth is, we make our own heaven and we make our own hell by the kind of energy we indulge in.

If we are constantly complaining, arguing, taking, lying or feeling victimized, this is the same vibration of energy we will attract. In a way, we are already entrenching ourselves in a private hell with these experiences, This life is a dress rehearsal for what happens when we cross the veil and slip out of the physical body.

The same is true with our heaven. Have you ever met someone that you seemed really shouldn’t be happy based on their outer circumstances? Yet they are always going out of their way to help others? They understand that what we are given as obstacles are merely in place to strengthen their integrity and resilience. It is us honing the ability to bring heaven where ever we go, It is a means of alchemy.

Do you know someone who makes you feel better merely by their presence? They are immersed in a higher vibration perhaps, and you get to partake of it by being around them. These people bring a little heaven here to earth. They are the ones that hold space for heaven in our every day world.

Animals and Nature naturally do this. You will never find a tree complaining. We should all be more like the trees. Think about our reason to be here, Did we really come to accumulate stuff? Or are we here to bring all our gifts of kindness, sincerity and integrity here to dilute the vibration of more harsh experiences. In a way, we are all here to bring a piece of heaven to earth. Perhaps it is a means to evaporate the hell others who are immersed in selfishness, try to inflict on us all.

I implore people to stop thinking of heaven as a stagnant state. They believe they get all their hearts desires for the mere entry, This belief is what keeps the filthy rich indifference of their affects on the world. It keeps the rest of us in a state of apathy just waiting to die because things will be better in heaven. You know who felt this way? Slaves. When we are waiting for a better life when we die, we are thinking like a slave. It is a slave mentality.

Do what you can now to raise your vibrations. Raising awareness; as in a disease, is not raising vibration but merely making space for more of the vibration of whatever you are raising awareness of. You can’t raise the vibration by adding more vibration of disease into the mix. This is the ploy that has kept us stuck in apathy. You raise vibration by focusing on the opposite of the issue. NOT on the issue.

For example, you can have as many races to cure a disease as you want. You can have picnics, celebrations for the victims who survive, memorialize those who have died of that disease and throw as much money at a disease as possible. This merely assures that the vibration of the diseases stays in relevant in mainstream society and our homes.

How about focusing on the opposite of a disease? How about exemplifying those who use natural abilities to dissipate the stagnant energy that is the precursor to physical illness? It is the issues that we carry around like laden fruit that finally drop to the ground of physicality that skilled practitioners can dissipate. They do all the time. Yet this is too preposterous to subscribe to. We demonize these people, and ignore their amazing results, Why? Because if they were acknowledged, they would take the mystique out of organized religion.

Did you know it only takes two proven miracles to be become a saint in the Roman Catholic Religion. Just two. Most gifted natural healers see miracles every day. Real life shifting results are happening. Yet the politics of religion has been to demonize these dynamic healers as flakes, phonies, or delusional as a means to prevent them from stealing the edge that organized religion has over people.

If one is able to discern for themselves, they will realize that Jesus came to earth specifically to address the mentality they are caught up in. Many times the person who is most Christ like, is the non christian.

I saw on the news people spitting venom at others and calling them non Christians. They could not see how the sincerity of their belief system was being manipulated by the hands of power. Many times the reason that the alternative healers and more Christ like behavior is on the fringe of society is because they do not take up arms against others to prop up their own purpose. They do not use others to cushion their own self importance. They more readily walk in the footsteps of Jesus than the tax collectors.

Don’t people realize that Jesus was a tree hugger? He respected and honored the wisdom of trees. Jesus would not have advocated for war. He would have been considered a hippy if he lived in the sixties, Or even worse, he would have been a draft dodger. He would not have advocated war. He loved all people. He would not mix love of God with service to war and country. God loves all people. He would not care about the color of their skin, what side of the border they were born or what they called him.

Jesus could perceive in energy at least as good as me. He would realize that any state of non movement is a stagnant state of consciousness. Stagnant states of consciousness are the precipice of disease. Closed borders, closed minds, closed hearts and closed business are all stagnant states of consciousness. Creating an environment where people are not able to live their purpose because they don’t fall into the right economic, political, religious systems is a stagnant state of consciousness. It also creates hell on earth. There are factions that are still trying to create hell on earth for so many as each individual is on the precipice of breaking free.

I remember a small part of the Book of Revelations where it said that there would come a time when it would be difficult to tell the devil from God. (something to that effect) That is what we are experiencing now, the predictions in the Book of Revelations. It is the ones who try to inflict harm and control on others who are really the servants of a dark force. What is so ironic is the people who are most devoted to their religions are the ones who are seem more susceptible to being duped.

I know that I offend some people with what I write. To me it is worth it if it pulls just one person out of apathy. Writing is my tool. It is what I have at hand. If anyone is disgusted by the current state of affairs and stays on the fence of indifference they are living in a private hell. If anyone refuses to speak truth out of fear of retribution, that is a private hell. If someone refuses to outgrow a system of conduct that was born in the Dark Ages they are in a private hell. If someone reacts so strongly to what I write here that is prompts them to hate, they are in a private hell.

May I suggest to anyone who has a strong negative reaction to this post to forego the energy used to attack me. Use in instead to turn inwardly to free the parts of yourself that are held stagnant in a certain belief. Doing so is a way of deep healing.

Gratitude From the Trees.

Today I was sitting out on the back patio and the most incredible aroma of fresh pine came wafting to be. I have lived here over two years and have never smelled this beautiful scent before. I looked around to find its source.
Over in the distance, near the train tracks is a beautiful tall pine. He is the one that the hawks visit. I looked at him and he seemed to saying, “yes it is me”.
I know from speaking with trees and foliage that smelling their aroma is how they give love and say thank you. This gigantic beautiful tree was saying thank you to me for writing the book Wisdom of the Trees and teaching other people how to communicate with trees.
The trees are so grateful for this opportunity to have a more interactive relationships with humans again. It used to be the mainstay before Goddess was desecrated and male energy ran amok on the planet. That is when the dark ages descended on the land.
We have still been in the dark ages, no matter what the so-called educated man says. As long as female energy is diminished and wise counsel of trees are ignored.. we are still in the dark ages. This book, The Wisdom of the Trees is an opportunity for humanity to awaken. Once you acknowledge the wisdom of the trees, it is then that you can accept your own worth.

Making Truth Fashionable


© 2017 Jenuine Healing. All rights reserved.

Don’t you ever wonder why we don’t talk about World Peace more? It is because it has been factored out of the equation by the similar factions that refuse to acknowledge global warming, natural healing, or even reincarnation. It was factored out long ago before we were all so savvy on how the narrative is slanted by those who benefit from mass ignorance.

We all see how those who want to continue to control world markets also control the media outlets to keep us enslaved to coal use. They buy up all technology that can advance sustainable energy and they slant the narrative to keep the populace ignorant of the possibilities beyond coal use. They will go so far as to buy up the political seats so that they can insert puppets into positions of power to support their agenda. This is what we are seeing played out at the highest office. Someone who serves only money magistrates and his own best interest against the promptings of majority.

Now that we are more privy to the game of power, we need to look back into our history and recognize the times this slanting of the narrative was induced to keep the populace in mass enslavement.

In the eighteen hundreds, when there were hospitals that were using natural means to heal the sick with great results, they were shut down. This was a standard practice. It was a successful way of instilling western medicine as the only means of healing. In modern times, it is illegal to call oneself a healer. It is good not to make false claims. But this is the mentality that prevents alternative practitioners from gaining the respect that doctors get, being able to get wide claim recognition, or to even feel comfortable being paid for their incredible gifts.

There was a recent survey asking what could the health system do to get younger, healthy people to opt into an optional insurance plan. The answer is very easy but those who are too obtuse and in the pocket of big lobbyists refuse to see it. Allow alternative practices to be insured under the same plan as western medicine. Not only allow people to pick their plan, also allow them to pick their form of healing.

But the power mongers of this world will never do that. The reason they are so rigid in their ability to come up with an answer to health is because the answer is already predetermined and they are trying to figure an equation for people to systemically believe in the wrong answer. They are trying to universally come up with the answer to an incorrect equation.

It is no different than telling the people that one plus two equals four. When the people reject that ridiculous equation, they pour all the money and influence they can in strong arming society into believing four is the only outcome. When people come forth and say, “but no. The answer is obviously three”, they are demonized, demoralized and ruined in some way or another.

This is not a new practice. Way back in the so called dark ages, (we are still in the dark ages as long as our reality is based on systemic lies) the clergy took all reference of reincarnation out of the holy scriptures so that they could sell passage into heaven. There are a couple passages they did not take out. Like the fact that John the Baptist came to proclaim that a great soul was incarnating again. Or when Jesus said that he knew a man who was caught up in the third heaven, or his statement that his father’s mansion has many rooms.

The world would run of its own accord, if this one truth about reincarnation was not extracted from universal agreement. But anything that stems from a lie, is still a lie. In fact, the reason that alternative practices are demonized to this day, is that through history, these practitioners were the ones that were more tapped into Source. Those who profit off western medicine, organized religion and coal production seem to hold more of the monetary wealth. They control what we focus our attention on. They are the ones who divert us off of truth.

If monetary wealth was not the ruling party, natural laws like reincarnation would readily be reincorporated. Because everything we are is a clue to our past lives. If we could adopt the reality of many lives, people would hold themselves more accountable.Maybe less people would be thrown into prisons inadvertently because of their lack of monetary value in society. The rich do not get locked up unless they make a demonstrative egregious act. In this society, I am considered eccentric. But in past eras, when healing was the law of the land, I would have been deeply respected.

People are afraid of speaking up because they remember and relive the trauma on a cellular level, of the times they were demonized for knowing truth. They were sent to the inquisitions, tortured until they recanted, or burned at the stake for being a witch. These people are not eager to step forward and share with others their higher perspective. What they don’t realize is that we are in the majority now and the power mongers numbers are declining. Meaning most of us have had this universal experience.

The same sort of factions that sent us to a painful death for not believing in their vengeful god are similar to the ones that show up on fox news and twist the truth so bad that it has no life force left in it. They say things like “God wants us to do this and God wants us to believe that”. They are arrogant enough to speak for God as if he anointed them personally. God speaks to us all through the inner promptings of our own depth. Here are some of the things that God has told me:

Man has twisted the concept of world peace with the failed concept of communism so as to prevent us from naturally evolving toward world peace. World peace is not a needy devoid state. It is everyone sharing their gifts to such an extent that they are too busy to judge or steal from anyone else. They are happy living their purpose.

Every person is a divine being with the capability of being omniscient. They should have a God complex. By means have a God complex. But also nurture that same condition in every other being.

Ignorance has been conditioned into us and is now self regulating through our fractured belief system and peer pressure. Know that whenever you feel the need to judge or persecute someone, that desire has been conditioned into you to keep you from addressing you own issues and seeing truth within yourself.

The concept of humility is a means to regulate humans from recognizing their worth. Humility is seeing the same greatness in others that you see in yourself.

We have never come out of the dark ages. We have just become more savvy in our ignorance. There can not be enlightenment as long as society is based on lies. The main lie is that male energy is superior to female energy. It is in female energy that we all glean our compassion, understanding and benevolence. We drop out of life as a competition and treat it more as a universal sisterhood; where we would do anything for our dear ones.

Women is general have not even been tapped into their female energy. They have learned to be women in male energy. That is why competing for male attention, wearing the female garb as if going to battle, and being power driven on a woman has been deemed so unattractive. They are expressions of male energy action. Male energy is more goal driven and linear. Female energy is expansive and exponential.

The world would be a better place if people wold go back to the understanding of their pas lives. Then they could do for themselves what I do for them now. Which is tap into their past life traumas to see how they are creating afflictions in the present body. People would hold themselves more accountable and stop taking the victim stance.

The mind is a 3-D printer and we are all manifesting by default if not consciously. A conscious intention is much more powerful than a default one. When I pour truth out to the world and intend for people to be Joyful, abundant, kind and free, it holds more impact than those who are manifesting complacency by default. My intention in writing, sharing, loving and healing others is to override their lack of awareness of their own empowerment. Eventually, and with the synergy of others, the world and all individuals can shift back into balance, wellness and sanity.

There is an awakening happening. We are no longer at the third dimension but we are at the fifth dimension. The reason we are not all happy and empowered yet is because we have brought our engrams of the third dimension with us as a comfort factor. They are falling away pretty quickly. That is why such dynamic healing is possible. The tapping exercises I share remove the old engrams sometimes immediately. It is an exercise in belief system. The reality of total Joy, love, abundance and freedom already exist.

Putting awareness on a cause only entrenches the cause deeper into our reality. It is a ploy to prevent us from being free of something. Why don’t we all raise awareness of Universal peace, the value of natures and trees, Kindness and the consciousness of all life forms.

The great divide left for man to conquer is the dividing line between animate and inanimate life. This belief that only animate life is valid is what keeps us in the trenches of a linear existence. Linear existence is the greatest form of slavery. It has kept us from our joy and empowerment for too long. We are not stick figures moving on a conveyor belt from birth to grave. We are exponential starbursts waiting to expound into out wonderment like over ripe seed pods.

Man is in a self regulating state of slavery with all he thinks, says and does. Every statement is a negative. If something good happens to him, he tells himself he can’t believe it. He is mandating his own creative wonderful mind, not to believe the good things. If you point this out to him, his feelings get hurt. The average man walks around like an over emotional doomsday machine. When you try to assist him, you are deemed the enemy.

Truth is an inside job. One must look at it or they will too easily dismiss it. Most of what I write is not seem by too many. Because truth is not welcome in this land of bullshit. But I must keep putting it out there because some day truth is going to become fashionable again.

Pro Love


© 2017 Jenuine Healing. All rights reserved

The reason reincarnation is not openly accepted is because it directly challenges the importance of procreation. Endorsing large families is a form of control. Yet until the dark ages, reincarnation was written about in the Bible. Jesus even mention about a man who was caught up in the third heaven. Purgatory; an on and off again teaching; is actually talking about reincarnating back to earth. I figured this out when I was four years old.

In the dark ages, the clergy were corrupt and would sell passageway into heaven. They took out all references of reincarnation from the bible because it made their case stronger to sell passage into heaven. They realized that if people knew they would reincarnate, they would be less afraid and less willing to pay for preferential treatment. I learned this in sixth grade social studies class.

Groups are energetic Ponzi schemes. They take in all the energy of the members and dole it out to those who need it as proof that the group is working for them. A group needs more and more energy to keep up the illusion of wealth. There are two ways to get more energy; by converting others or by creating more followers through having children. That is why the indoctrination of the next generation is important. The rules must be strong and fear based to keep people from going elsewhere. But the groups have reached a tipping point. There are fewer people left in the world to convert. So the main way to get more members is to have more children within the group.

Unless children are born within groups, those groups will eventually dwindle down to nothing. That may seem terrifying to some. That is the whole purpose of pushing for pro-life. The groups are in survival mode and will do anything they can to survive; even use its members as pawns to keep its levels up. Not that this is done consciously, but energetically.This truth needs to be said out loud. Those of us who know, know. The people who are taught that babies are being killed through abortion are being used as pawns to keep numbers high. They are creating a ground swelling of emotional drama that grid locks the joy, love, abundance, freedom, quality of life and wholeness for all.

There is no shame in having an abortion. I am actually proud of myself for listening to my inner guidance that prevented me from bringing an unethical person into the world. Ever since I was a child, I wanted to have babies. So when I got pregnant by my first boyfriend, I was so happy. I was too young and insecure to realize what a truly selfish person he was. After we broke up, all his friends told me that he only seemed nice, the time he was with me.

When I got pregnant, I was planning to have the baby out of the emotional desire to be a mother. I would have had to go on welfare and burden society with the cost of raising the child. I was fractured back then by all I had already endured in life. I would not have had the stamina to get out from under being a single mother. But I still was emotionally attached to having a baby. When a young person wants something, it is hard to get through to them.

But then my Spirit Guides, which were the only connection that was actually truth to me, showed me the akashic records of the baby that would be born. My boyfriend, the father, was a juvenile delinquent. He bragged how he set fires on trains and stole money from the elderly. I was shown how this baby was a karmic connection to the father; not me. The father needed the relationship with this baby and it would be like him. It would be selfish and manipulative and drain me of all resources and leave me depleted.

My boyfriend happily scheduled an abortion for me. When we went to the clinic, I was given a waiting room with another woman. She was from India so she had the same point of view I did on the matter. I knew I wasn’t killing anybody, Even in the Bible it said that God made the body of man THEN breathed life into it. I also had been shown so many of my past lives that I knew that we lived regardless of the physical body. It was just an uncomfortable inconvenience.

The young Indian woman and I sat and chatted. We were not emotionally wrenched like in all the other rooms. I am not certain if this is true; but she told me that in India, woman who got pregnant by their husbands, have abortions because they prefer to have babies by their lovers. She spoke of this as a by-product of arranged marriages. It was very funny to me. We were giggling and staff kept poking their heads in. We were the only room that wasn’t energetically charged with gloom. The staff would stick their head in, and you could see them lighten when they saw us engaging in light banter. Their heaviness lifted.

As soon as we got back to the apartment, with no regard for me, my boyfriend got on the phone to his two friend who had pregnant girlfriends and was telling them how easy it was. He was showing me how little he cared for me. Why did I not see that earlier? After more late night drug use and one broken rib over my heart, we separated. I am so grateful that my spirit guides got through to me when no one else could. I have regretted not having children in this life but never regretted not having that one.

I. being the youngest of ten sometimes fantasized about being aborted. I resent that I was brought into such harsh living conditions when there was only contempt for me. My father got a lot of leverage and bragging rights out of having ten children. It was his only sense of accomplishment in this life. Both my parents were dynamic people whose ability to be great was squelched by the responsibility to keep us clothed and alive. Many nights we spent in the dark because the utilities were turned off. Many times we went hungry. Clothing and furniture were all other people’s throw aways. I grew up feeling like a non person.

I understand that there is a physiological transference that happens between the mother and the fetus. In a recent Body Talk session, it was revealed that I was infused with such hatred at 6 weeks of conception because my mother resented the thought of another child. She did had nightmares of being pregnant way before I came along.

I have always felt that anger for me. It is even more invalidating to be imbued with a resentment that can’t be named. Being my mother’s literal nightmare has affected my psyche this whole lifetime. Also the lack of close nurturing has left be pretty devoid of intimate relationships. In my most private thoughts, I am grateful for the Spirit Guides, trees and nature for loving me when no human had it in them to love me. It is by divine intervention, my own perseverance and random kindnesses that prevented me from going the route of a sociopath, I think. I am grateful to be over kind and loving and be compelled to indulge in this extreme than the opposite.

But I still wonder what it would be like to be born to someone, anyone, wanting me.