Have you ever heard the expression, There is a special hell for……? It is true. There is a special kind of hell and a special kind of heaven for everyone. These experiences are custom made. The truth is, we make our own heaven and we make our own hell by the kind of energy we indulge in.
If we are constantly complaining, arguing, taking, lying or feeling victimized, this is the same vibration of energy we will attract. In a way, we are already entrenching ourselves in a private hell with these experiences, This life is a dress rehearsal for what happens when we cross the veil and slip out of the physical body.
The same is true with our heaven. Have you ever met someone that you seemed really shouldn’t be happy based on their outer circumstances? Yet they are always going out of their way to help others? They understand that what we are given as obstacles are merely in place to strengthen their integrity and resilience. It is us honing the ability to bring heaven where ever we go, It is a means of alchemy.
Do you know someone who makes you feel better merely by their presence? They are immersed in a higher vibration perhaps, and you get to partake of it by being around them. These people bring a little heaven here to earth. They are the ones that hold space for heaven in our every day world.
Animals and Nature naturally do this. You will never find a tree complaining. We should all be more like the trees. Think about our reason to be here, Did we really come to accumulate stuff? Or are we here to bring all our gifts of kindness, sincerity and integrity here to dilute the vibration of more harsh experiences. In a way, we are all here to bring a piece of heaven to earth. Perhaps it is a means to evaporate the hell others who are immersed in selfishness, try to inflict on us all.
I implore people to stop thinking of heaven as a stagnant state. They believe they get all their hearts desires for the mere entry, This belief is what keeps the filthy rich indifference of their affects on the world. It keeps the rest of us in a state of apathy just waiting to die because things will be better in heaven. You know who felt this way? Slaves. When we are waiting for a better life when we die, we are thinking like a slave. It is a slave mentality.
Do what you can now to raise your vibrations. Raising awareness; as in a disease, is not raising vibration but merely making space for more of the vibration of whatever you are raising awareness of. You can’t raise the vibration by adding more vibration of disease into the mix. This is the ploy that has kept us stuck in apathy. You raise vibration by focusing on the opposite of the issue. NOT on the issue.
For example, you can have as many races to cure a disease as you want. You can have picnics, celebrations for the victims who survive, memorialize those who have died of that disease and throw as much money at a disease as possible. This merely assures that the vibration of the diseases stays in relevant in mainstream society and our homes.
How about focusing on the opposite of a disease? How about exemplifying those who use natural abilities to dissipate the stagnant energy that is the precursor to physical illness? It is the issues that we carry around like laden fruit that finally drop to the ground of physicality that skilled practitioners can dissipate. They do all the time. Yet this is too preposterous to subscribe to. We demonize these people, and ignore their amazing results, Why? Because if they were acknowledged, they would take the mystique out of organized religion.
Did you know it only takes two proven miracles to be become a saint in the Roman Catholic Religion. Just two. Most gifted natural healers see miracles every day. Real life shifting results are happening. Yet the politics of religion has been to demonize these dynamic healers as flakes, phonies, or delusional as a means to prevent them from stealing the edge that organized religion has over people.
If one is able to discern for themselves, they will realize that Jesus came to earth specifically to address the mentality they are caught up in. Many times the person who is most Christ like, is the non christian.
I saw on the news people spitting venom at others and calling them non Christians. They could not see how the sincerity of their belief system was being manipulated by the hands of power. Many times the reason that the alternative healers and more Christ like behavior is on the fringe of society is because they do not take up arms against others to prop up their own purpose. They do not use others to cushion their own self importance. They more readily walk in the footsteps of Jesus than the tax collectors.
Don’t people realize that Jesus was a tree hugger? He respected and honored the wisdom of trees. Jesus would not have advocated for war. He would have been considered a hippy if he lived in the sixties, Or even worse, he would have been a draft dodger. He would not have advocated war. He loved all people. He would not mix love of God with service to war and country. God loves all people. He would not care about the color of their skin, what side of the border they were born or what they called him.
Jesus could perceive in energy at least as good as me. He would realize that any state of non movement is a stagnant state of consciousness. Stagnant states of consciousness are the precipice of disease. Closed borders, closed minds, closed hearts and closed business are all stagnant states of consciousness. Creating an environment where people are not able to live their purpose because they don’t fall into the right economic, political, religious systems is a stagnant state of consciousness. It also creates hell on earth. There are factions that are still trying to create hell on earth for so many as each individual is on the precipice of breaking free.
I remember a small part of the Book of Revelations where it said that there would come a time when it would be difficult to tell the devil from God. (something to that effect) That is what we are experiencing now, the predictions in the Book of Revelations. It is the ones who try to inflict harm and control on others who are really the servants of a dark force. What is so ironic is the people who are most devoted to their religions are the ones who are seem more susceptible to being duped.
I know that I offend some people with what I write. To me it is worth it if it pulls just one person out of apathy. Writing is my tool. It is what I have at hand. If anyone is disgusted by the current state of affairs and stays on the fence of indifference they are living in a private hell. If anyone refuses to speak truth out of fear of retribution, that is a private hell. If someone refuses to outgrow a system of conduct that was born in the Dark Ages they are in a private hell. If someone reacts so strongly to what I write here that is prompts them to hate, they are in a private hell.
May I suggest to anyone who has a strong negative reaction to this post to forego the energy used to attack me. Use in instead to turn inwardly to free the parts of yourself that are held stagnant in a certain belief. Doing so is a way of deep healing.
Don’t you ever wonder why we don’t talk about World Peace more? It is because it has been factored out of the equation by the similar factions that refuse to acknowledge global warming, natural healing, or even reincarnation. It was factored out long ago before we were all so savvy on how the narrative is slanted by those who benefit from mass ignorance.
We all see how those who want to continue to control world markets also control the media outlets to keep us enslaved to coal use. They buy up all technology that can advance sustainable energy and they slant the narrative to keep the populace ignorant of the possibilities beyond coal use. They will go so far as to buy up the political seats so that they can insert puppets into positions of power to support their agenda. This is what we are seeing played out at the highest office. Someone who serves only money magistrates and his own best interest against the promptings of majority.
Now that we are more privy to the game of power, we need to look back into our history and recognize the times this slanting of the narrative was induced to keep the populace in mass enslavement.
In the eighteen hundreds, when there were hospitals that were using natural means to heal the sick with great results, they were shut down. This was a standard practice. It was a successful way of instilling western medicine as the only means of healing. In modern times, it is illegal to call oneself a healer. It is good not to make false claims. But this is the mentality that prevents alternative practitioners from gaining the respect that doctors get, being able to get wide claim recognition, or to even feel comfortable being paid for their incredible gifts.
There was a recent survey asking what could the health system do to get younger, healthy people to opt into an optional insurance plan. The answer is very easy but those who are too obtuse and in the pocket of big lobbyists refuse to see it. Allow alternative practices to be insured under the same plan as western medicine. Not only allow people to pick their plan, also allow them to pick their form of healing.
But the power mongers of this world will never do that. The reason they are so rigid in their ability to come up with an answer to health is because the answer is already predetermined and they are trying to figure an equation for people to systemically believe in the wrong answer. They are trying to universally come up with the answer to an incorrect equation.
It is no different than telling the people that one plus two equals four. When the people reject that ridiculous equation, they pour all the money and influence they can in strong arming society into believing four is the only outcome. When people come forth and say, “but no. The answer is obviously three”, they are demonized, demoralized and ruined in some way or another.
This is not a new practice. Way back in the so called dark ages, (we are still in the dark ages as long as our reality is based on systemic lies) the clergy took all reference of reincarnation out of the holy scriptures so that they could sell passage into heaven. There are a couple passages they did not take out. Like the fact that John the Baptist came to proclaim that a great soul was incarnating again. Or when Jesus said that he knew a man who was caught up in the third heaven, or his statement that his father’s mansion has many rooms.
The world would run of its own accord, if this one truth about reincarnation was not extracted from universal agreement. But anything that stems from a lie, is still a lie. In fact, the reason that alternative practices are demonized to this day, is that through history, these practitioners were the ones that were more tapped into Source. Those who profit off western medicine, organized religion and coal production seem to hold more of the monetary wealth. They control what we focus our attention on. They are the ones who divert us off of truth.
If monetary wealth was not the ruling party, natural laws like reincarnation would readily be reincorporated. Because everything we are is a clue to our past lives. If we could adopt the reality of many lives, people would hold themselves more accountable.Maybe less people would be thrown into prisons inadvertently because of their lack of monetary value in society. The rich do not get locked up unless they make a demonstrative egregious act. In this society, I am considered eccentric. But in past eras, when healing was the law of the land, I would have been deeply respected.
People are afraid of speaking up because they remember and relive the trauma on a cellular level, of the times they were demonized for knowing truth. They were sent to the inquisitions, tortured until they recanted, or burned at the stake for being a witch. These people are not eager to step forward and share with others their higher perspective. What they don’t realize is that we are in the majority now and the power mongers numbers are declining. Meaning most of us have had this universal experience.
The same sort of factions that sent us to a painful death for not believing in their vengeful god are similar to the ones that show up on fox news and twist the truth so bad that it has no life force left in it. They say things like “God wants us to do this and God wants us to believe that”. They are arrogant enough to speak for God as if he anointed them personally. God speaks to us all through the inner promptings of our own depth. Here are some of the things that God has told me:
Man has twisted the concept of world peace with the failed concept of communism so as to prevent us from naturally evolving toward world peace. World peace is not a needy devoid state. It is everyone sharing their gifts to such an extent that they are too busy to judge or steal from anyone else. They are happy living their purpose.
Every person is a divine being with the capability of being omniscient. They should have a God complex. By means have a God complex. But also nurture that same condition in every other being.
Ignorance has been conditioned into us and is now self regulating through our fractured belief system and peer pressure. Know that whenever you feel the need to judge or persecute someone, that desire has been conditioned into you to keep you from addressing you own issues and seeing truth within yourself.
The concept of humility is a means to regulate humans from recognizing their worth. Humility is seeing the same greatness in others that you see in yourself.
We have never come out of the dark ages. We have just become more savvy in our ignorance. There can not be enlightenment as long as society is based on lies. The main lie is that male energy is superior to female energy. It is in female energy that we all glean our compassion, understanding and benevolence. We drop out of life as a competition and treat it more as a universal sisterhood; where we would do anything for our dear ones.
Women is general have not even been tapped into their female energy. They have learned to be women in male energy. That is why competing for male attention, wearing the female garb as if going to battle, and being power driven on a woman has been deemed so unattractive. They are expressions of male energy action. Male energy is more goal driven and linear. Female energy is expansive and exponential.
The world would be a better place if people wold go back to the understanding of their pas lives. Then they could do for themselves what I do for them now. Which is tap into their past life traumas to see how they are creating afflictions in the present body. People would hold themselves more accountable and stop taking the victim stance.
The mind is a 3-D printer and we are all manifesting by default if not consciously. A conscious intention is much more powerful than a default one. When I pour truth out to the world and intend for people to be Joyful, abundant, kind and free, it holds more impact than those who are manifesting complacency by default. My intention in writing, sharing, loving and healing others is to override their lack of awareness of their own empowerment. Eventually, and with the synergy of others, the world and all individuals can shift back into balance, wellness and sanity.
There is an awakening happening. We are no longer at the third dimension but we are at the fifth dimension. The reason we are not all happy and empowered yet is because we have brought our engrams of the third dimension with us as a comfort factor. They are falling away pretty quickly. That is why such dynamic healing is possible. The tapping exercises I share remove the old engrams sometimes immediately. It is an exercise in belief system. The reality of total Joy, love, abundance and freedom already exist.
Putting awareness on a cause only entrenches the cause deeper into our reality. It is a ploy to prevent us from being free of something. Why don’t we all raise awareness of Universal peace, the value of natures and trees, Kindness and the consciousness of all life forms.
The great divide left for man to conquer is the dividing line between animate and inanimate life. This belief that only animate life is valid is what keeps us in the trenches of a linear existence. Linear existence is the greatest form of slavery. It has kept us from our joy and empowerment for too long. We are not stick figures moving on a conveyor belt from birth to grave. We are exponential starbursts waiting to expound into out wonderment like over ripe seed pods.
Man is in a self regulating state of slavery with all he thinks, says and does. Every statement is a negative. If something good happens to him, he tells himself he can’t believe it. He is mandating his own creative wonderful mind, not to believe the good things. If you point this out to him, his feelings get hurt. The average man walks around like an over emotional doomsday machine. When you try to assist him, you are deemed the enemy.
Truth is an inside job. One must look at it or they will too easily dismiss it. Most of what I write is not seem by too many. Because truth is not welcome in this land of bullshit. But I must keep putting it out there because some day truth is going to become fashionable again.
The reason reincarnation is not openly accepted is because it directly challenges the importance of procreation. Endorsing large families is a form of control. Yet until the dark ages, reincarnation was written about in the Bible. Jesus even mention about a man who was caught up in the third heaven. Purgatory; an on and off again teaching; is actually talking about reincarnating back to earth. I figured this out when I was four years old.
In the dark ages, the clergy were corrupt and would sell passageway into heaven. They took out all references of reincarnation from the bible because it made their case stronger to sell passage into heaven. They realized that if people knew they would reincarnate, they would be less afraid and less willing to pay for preferential treatment. I learned this in sixth grade social studies class.
Groups are energetic Ponzi schemes. They take in all the energy of the members and dole it out to those who need it as proof that the group is working for them. A group needs more and more energy to keep up the illusion of wealth. There are two ways to get more energy; by converting others or by creating more followers through having children. That is why the indoctrination of the next generation is important. The rules must be strong and fear based to keep people from going elsewhere. But the groups have reached a tipping point. There are fewer people left in the world to convert. So the main way to get more members is to have more children within the group.
Unless children are born within groups, those groups will eventually dwindle down to nothing. That may seem terrifying to some. That is the whole purpose of pushing for pro-life. The groups are in survival mode and will do anything they can to survive; even use its members as pawns to keep its levels up. Not that this is done consciously, but energetically.This truth needs to be said out loud. Those of us who know, know. The people who are taught that babies are being killed through abortion are being used as pawns to keep numbers high. They are creating a ground swelling of emotional drama that grid locks the joy, love, abundance, freedom, quality of life and wholeness for all.
There is no shame in having an abortion. I am actually proud of myself for listening to my inner guidance that prevented me from bringing an unethical person into the world. Ever since I was a child, I wanted to have babies. So when I got pregnant by my first boyfriend, I was so happy. I was too young and insecure to realize what a truly selfish person he was. After we broke up, all his friends told me that he only seemed nice, the time he was with me.
When I got pregnant, I was planning to have the baby out of the emotional desire to be a mother. I would have had to go on welfare and burden society with the cost of raising the child. I was fractured back then by all I had already endured in life. I would not have had the stamina to get out from under being a single mother. But I still was emotionally attached to having a baby. When a young person wants something, it is hard to get through to them.
But then my Spirit Guides, which were the only connection that was actually truth to me, showed me the akashic records of the baby that would be born. My boyfriend, the father, was a juvenile delinquent. He bragged how he set fires on trains and stole money from the elderly. I was shown how this baby was a karmic connection to the father; not me. The father needed the relationship with this baby and it would be like him. It would be selfish and manipulative and drain me of all resources and leave me depleted.
My boyfriend happily scheduled an abortion for me. When we went to the clinic, I was given a waiting room with another woman. She was from India so she had the same point of view I did on the matter. I knew I wasn’t killing anybody, Even in the Bible it said that God made the body of man THEN breathed life into it. I also had been shown so many of my past lives that I knew that we lived regardless of the physical body. It was just an uncomfortable inconvenience.
The young Indian woman and I sat and chatted. We were not emotionally wrenched like in all the other rooms. I am not certain if this is true; but she told me that in India, woman who got pregnant by their husbands, have abortions because they prefer to have babies by their lovers. She spoke of this as a by-product of arranged marriages. It was very funny to me. We were giggling and staff kept poking their heads in. We were the only room that wasn’t energetically charged with gloom. The staff would stick their head in, and you could see them lighten when they saw us engaging in light banter. Their heaviness lifted.
As soon as we got back to the apartment, with no regard for me, my boyfriend got on the phone to his two friend who had pregnant girlfriends and was telling them how easy it was. He was showing me how little he cared for me. Why did I not see that earlier? After more late night drug use and one broken rib over my heart, we separated. I am so grateful that my spirit guides got through to me when no one else could. I have regretted not having children in this life but never regretted not having that one.
I. being the youngest of ten sometimes fantasized about being aborted. I resent that I was brought into such harsh living conditions when there was only contempt for me. My father got a lot of leverage and bragging rights out of having ten children. It was his only sense of accomplishment in this life. Both my parents were dynamic people whose ability to be great was squelched by the responsibility to keep us clothed and alive. Many nights we spent in the dark because the utilities were turned off. Many times we went hungry. Clothing and furniture were all other people’s throw aways. I grew up feeling like a non person.
I understand that there is a physiological transference that happens between the mother and the fetus. In a recent Body Talk session, it was revealed that I was infused with such hatred at 6 weeks of conception because my mother resented the thought of another child. She did had nightmares of being pregnant way before I came along.
I have always felt that anger for me. It is even more invalidating to be imbued with a resentment that can’t be named. Being my mother’s literal nightmare has affected my psyche this whole lifetime. Also the lack of close nurturing has left be pretty devoid of intimate relationships. In my most private thoughts, I am grateful for the Spirit Guides, trees and nature for loving me when no human had it in them to love me. It is by divine intervention, my own perseverance and random kindnesses that prevented me from going the route of a sociopath, I think. I am grateful to be over kind and loving and be compelled to indulge in this extreme than the opposite.
But I still wonder what it would be like to be born to someone, anyone, wanting me.
I figured out the correlation between judgement and people who still believe that they only live one life. Do people realize that this belief, that we only live once, was instilled during the dark ages as a form of control? You can see the different fiber of those who are entrenched in the belief of only one life and those that have gone past that belief. It is the difference between huddling in the darkness or opening a door and venturing out into the light.
If I believed I only had one life, I would be more panicked about making this one count. If I felt confined by the restrictions on this life, I would feel cheated and desperate about what I did not have and others had. I would be petty and resentful. I would feel unworthy; that would be my option, I would try to salvage all that I can from this lifetime by putting all my hopes in an afterlife. It would be my saving grace to salvage the disappointments in this life.
I would cling more desperately to the hopes of a better after life. I would panic that I may be wrong in my fantasies of a better after world. I would want to reassure myself by making sure everyone else believed the way I did. I would desperately want that reassurance; so would look for it in people of authority; like my politicians. I would judge others who didn’t believe like me. I would reject any talk of there being more than one life because that would burst my bubble of having a better afterlife for suffering in this one.
I would take to judging others who didn’t believe as I did and demonize them just to shut them up and to keep up the facade that helps me get through this existence. I would pull them down to my laws and standards. I would desperately need others to believe as I do so that I can feel secure about my assessments. I would demonize those who did not. I would ridicule others who were multi-life believers. Not because they were bad people but because their viewpoint put a monkey wrench in my ideal of the world.
This is where we are in the world. So many of us have awakened to our own past and so have reassurance of our continuation. Others belief system has conditioned them to block out all that they once were and put all their hopes and dreams into this life. To overcompensate for this limited vantage point, they overcompensate by making laws and assumptions to bind all people to their limited beliefs.
Those of us who have “been there, done that” have incredible compassion for their learning curve. What we don’t have compassion for is that learning curve being exploited by those in power to wield control over others. There are some incredibly visible hypocrites using what is sacred in others to use them as pawns for ill gain. It is despicable to observe.
All people are becoming savvy enough to see past the lies and ill intentions of others with an agenda for them. The cloak of illusion is falling away. We are slated to come out of the dark ages. As everyone approaches the light of their own limitless self, may they know that the freedom is worth breaking through the fear, control and facade. The love is incredible when you embrace yourself as an ancient being. Please feel the love.