Surviving the Titanic


I just facilitated a session with a woman who wanted me to assist her dogs and herself in one session. Working with the dog was easy. But when I turned my attention to the woman, she admitted having walls up in regards to her husband; who is a real sweetheart so it was strange to her. We worked on three areas; jealousy, betrayal and abandonment.

There was a lot of stagnant energy released. But when I began the protocol for abandonment, I started making a shamanic sound that sounded like a fog horn on an old cruise ship. Then images of the titanic flashed in front of my eyes. They were not images of the aristocrats but of the servants on the bottom deck. My mind flashed to the scene in the movie Titanic where the servants were locked in the bottom level. As the ship went under, the young mother; instead of stressing out her children, put them to sleep with a bedtime story. She knew it was the last one she would read to them.

I had the client release the trauma of being on the Titanic. There was a lot of stagnant energy released with that one. She told me afterwards that she never thought she was on the titanic but she is afraid of going on cruise ships, being out on the water, being trapped in small spaces and taking her last gasp of air. All of those things were validated in the images that were revealed.

She also treats her dogs with such love and care. She treats them with the tenacity and devotion of the young mother putting her children to bed for the very last time. She, being the loving person she is, chooses love and service to be the experiences she replays in this lifetime. She is lucky to not be stuck in a state of fear but to live in a reverent state of service to her loved ones.

Intention in Attention

When the family pet comes over to you for affection, drop everything and give them the love that only you can provide. Once this becomes a healthy habit, realize it applies to children and other family members as well.
Before too long, it will become comfortable to give your undivided love and attention to friends, co-workers and any one you interact with. Even strangers on the street will be uplifted by merely interacting with you.
Eventually, you may be able to recognize you being kinder to yourself and giving yourself a higher quality of care as well.




Hey, Jen
I suppose this seems very random. But if there is any way you can send healing to my sister’s dog, Clyde, I would be endlessly thankful. He’s in emergency right now because he ate blanket stuffing, and we don’t know how much. If he needs surgery, he’ll have to be put down. I’m not sure what else I can do now that he’s getting x-rays.

OF COURSE!!!!! I will do my thing. Keep me posted

Thank you so, so much!! Right now, x-rays determined he’s got a bunch of stuffing in his stomach. So far, no intestinal blockage.
So they should be able to give him something to have him poop it out in one swoop or vomit! I’m really hoping. I think vomiting it might be better at this moment

Yes. Whichever end
As long as it comes out!

I’m not sure how to explain anything right now. It was a lot of info. There’s a chance Clyde could pass it himself, but it also might get stuck in his intestines. The fluff is in his stomach, but it might be stuck there, it might have moved since the time of the x-rays. We’re gonna take him home and get him fluids, since they’re mostly worried about dehydration. He might throw it up himself. There was a lot in there.
Surgery at the emergency vet is 3000 dollars. At the regular vet, probably 1500.

I know. I see where it is. I saw it pooping out. It seems it would be easier to throw it up but that is not what I see. I will use my intention to slide it out. Is there something you can give him to move it out faster. A sloppy food that it can bind to and also move it through? I see it working out. I see miracles all the time. They are things like this that could have worked out on their own and usually do

He’s getting homemade chicken broth… They’re mostly concerned about hydration right now.
He’s supposed to be fasting til his regular vet can see him tomorrow. I really, really hope he just passes it as you see.. I’m so scared

The fear tightens up the healing energy. Try to not do that. I had a HUGE stomach cramp today. I was feeling the wad he ate. LOL Try to relax

Oh… Any suggestions on how to relax? I’ve been crying on and off all day long

Crying is GOOD!!!! It is getting a lot of pain out. AWESOME!!! I highly endorse crying. This may have just been the reason for the emergency…to help you release so so much. It is all good. Oh…you can think of things to be grateful for. That will help. Really. It sounds corny but it is a deep energetic shift

Definitely grateful for my man, because I would’ve lost my shit without him. That man is incredible


JEN! The vet took some more x-rays this morning, and it looks like the stuffing is passing through!

I know. That is what I do

Your healing for his belly with the stuffing worked, though! The vet seemed confident, so I really thank you for that. Here is a picture of him now. He says quit talking pictures and take me outside! Clyde is doing great!
He’s running around and energetic like normal!
Thank *you*

The Amazing Feat


A man arrived at the pearly gates
Still shaken from his demise
St Peter greeted him graciously
He was pleasantly surprised

You are an inspiration here
As we watched your life unfold
Word spread fast about your feat
It was a blessing to behold

The man did a quick scan of his life
Not quite sure of his amazing task
Was it my excellence in business?
He summoned his courage to ask.

Was it my donations to the poor?
Or how I stood my ground?
Was it always giving sound advice?
Or how I worked a crowd?

You are all those things, that is correct
All the attributes we here coven
But all here are at least that good.
Those traits are a dime a dozen

Yet you are honored above the rest
And this I do applaud
You brought a piece of heaven to earth
In how you loved your dog.

Jen Ward 1/28/14

The Collapsing of Time


When I was isolated in the basement, I still had an incredible desire to Love. It was way beyond the need to BE loved but just the hunger to Love was so strong. I was conditioned to believe that the world itself hated me and that there was nothing that wanted my love and so I was disconnected in such an incredible way; and yet the desire to Love remained.

I had few possessions but a set of flannel sheets got passed by being scrutinized and taken away. One pillow case I used as a sack to carry my work tools up and down the steep hill; which was priceless. The other one I would curl up into a pretend animal shape and love it like a child would love a stuffed animal. It was a great comfort to me.

I remember waking up in harshest of mornings with my spirits running very high for some reason. I was really happy inside and felt with a conviction that I was going to survive this experience. I wasn’t allowed to interact with my dog and so that bond between us was broken but I knew somewhere in myself that I would live through this experience and that there was another dog in my future. I got a sense of her. She was calm and black and not overly excitable.

It wasn’t until I had been back for a while that I remembered knowing that I would have a dog in the future and that somehow she had sent me love and support in my bleakest moments. She is my cherished friend now. Her name is Simha and she has an incredible ability to tolerate my need to love her. When we cuddle in the night, she and I go to the me in that past experience and feed her with the Love that sustained her in that encapsulated moment. I may not always do it enough in real-time, but I do it for when it mattered most and was vital. Simha and I kept me alive.

It is a great technique: Think of a time when you were at a low point. Go to yourself and pour the love into you that needed it then. It will have the effect of collapsing time and feed you with incredible strength and resiliency in the present. It works! I am living evidence that it works!

An Extension of Your Own Face


When I worked extensively with dogs, I realized how attached they were to their collars. When their owner would drop them off to be bathed, it was obvious that the collar was their connection to their human. They would get anxious as their collar was removed. It made them feel that they were losing their connection to their human. It was their security and connection to their life.

As I took off their collar, I would praise it, no matter how tattered it was. I would reassure them that their human loved them and how special they were because they had a beautiful collar that was given to them. The whole point was to reassure them that they were not going to have to give up their collar, that they were only being separated from it temporarily and being free of the collar did not mean that they were abandoned. They were still loved and safe regardless of whether they were wearing their collar or not.

This is a similar dynamic that I see people experience in relationship to their persona. They identify so strongly with their image and presence that they want to be reassured over and over that it is a good one. Having their image praised is their way of being reassured that they are loved, valued and safe. If people need to have their image; or some aspect of them; praised to feel validated, what is the harm in giving it to them. I see validating other people as rewarding as validating the little dog who needed to be reassured that its owner was coming back to him. Why can’t we do this for others?

It is because we were programmed to quantify ourselves in relationship to others in a pecking order. We were taught that if we rated someone else with positive traits that we were also rating ourselves in relationship to them and maybe it would mean at a lower status than them. This is the lie and limitation of linear thinking.

In actuality, we are seeing our own traits mirrored for us in others. More people have an understanding that this is true. What this means is that if one goes around proclaiming others as unattractive, undesirable or being catty towards them in any way, it actually reveals and ugliness in the person making such observations. One who sees beauty and goodness in others is revealing their own beauty and goodness. Practicing this simple awareness could create an evolution of blossoming individuality.

There is no need to diminish anyone’s collar. It is so much more admiral to secure the confidence of others with your words and thoughts. Just think of others as an extension of your own face. In doing that, you will be transcending archaic programming and will be promoting a huge healing shift in consciousness within yourself and others. You are the beauty that you see in others. Seeing beauty in others is finding it within yourself.

More Than Family


Listen close

And you will “hear”

Constant reassurance

A sympathetic ear


A lick of the face

In agreement I suppose

The surprising delight

In an ice cold nose


The wag of a tail

The warm spot in your bed

The unbridled acceptance

From that tail to the head


Toenails that tap

As paws scamper on the floor

They are not here to obey

They are here to adore

Jen Ward, continued


They are closer than family

We chose them from the start

They are more than a friend

They are an extension of our heart.


Jen Ward