Lara’s Epiphany


From: Lara Wahl

I know people are freaking out right now about what the fear mongers and news anchors want to make out to be the total apocalypse. Many people are buying it and tail spinning rather than checking WITHIN to what they KNOW to be true.

I want to tell you nothing happens in a vacuum. I just drove back from Rochester last night from meeting Jen Ward who without a doubt is enlightened. She has simply awakened to her subtle senses to perceive truth of all things. I know. It’s a big statement but it’s the truth. She is enlightened and is teaching others how to percieve using awakened subtle senses. Not to escape this world, but to enjoy and create the heaven that is possible within this world, in ourselves, and in every experience we share. We do this naturally when we understand the truth of all things… Which we have been purposefully conditioned to forget.

She is available to help people remember. It’s not like with yoga, or meditation, or other male approved as acceptible modalities of healing that get taken seriously.  This is about awakening and accepting what society has perpetually denied and robbed from us. The robbed us of wakening using the modalities of female energy so that we CAN move out of the 3D of linear hierarchy to expansive empowerment for ALL.

Have you wondered why things that bring freedom have been so oppressed and diminished? You know why if you knew how powerful what I am saying is for ALL beings. Even spiritual healers diminish and have forgotten how powerful divine female energy is for ALL.  In BOTH Male and female. Males have been starving for this too! The playfulness and childlike wonder has been so robbed from men in the 3 d. We have all suffered. Female empowerment and healing modalities of divine feminine is so powerful that we have been taught that it should not be taken seriously on purpose. Because 3 d is a land of enslavement. But Female empowerment is THE KEY and the missing Other piece of the WHOLE…

As far as the phenomena the world is experiencing:

Put faith in this: all are experiencing exponential shifts in healing and a wisdom upgrade.  That would be all of us, everywhere, in all moments. All who are willing to listen and trust what we know to be true about how expansive and aware we have become.  Know that these natural phenomena are helping release the stagnant corrupted energies that enslaved humanity. It shaking the world free of corruption where energies have stagnated.

Think of how easy it was in Boston to unite in love and unity when the call was received after Charlottesville. Think of how expansive and empowered that felt;
dimensionally roomy for all. That’s LOVE That was displayed. 5th dimension is what it is being called. It’s simply living more expansively at the vibration of LOVE.
Think of our more primal selves living in hierarchy like a pyramid.  Think three,  3rd dimension as LINEAR and a patriarchal pecking order.  Its our capacity of loving. that’s what people mean by that. We don’t GO anywhere, we just expand in awareness using love.

Think now of the way most the world viewed Texas. Think how much resistance was in that state that needed to shift! How much it clung to patriarchael heirarchy. Now think how much unity and love and EXPANSIVEness was experienced after that shift there. IT HAD to be a powerful incident to break up so much of the stagnant energy there. That is what the earth is doing in different ways for us and through us. It is doing it IN THE FORM and ways it needs to in different areas of the world. It takes the form that needs to shake things up literally for us to release the heirarchy and power mongering that had its claws in places!

Trump is a godsend because it’s become so obvious to us where the consolidated greed and power is. Before Trump, it was more subtle and more tricky and hidden. He is so arrogant that it’s so out in the open. Thank god for him “speaking his mind” so we can all see the ugly truth of what we have been living under.

We are well. We are more than well. We are GLORIOUSLY upgrading in expansion~ We know this. The Earth is healing itself and us. This is isn’t naivety or blind optimism. This is TRUTH. And you can perceive it too if you tune into your subtle senses and step away from the news and just go outside and FEEL. What’s happening.
In fact, even in the news you can see truth emerging. Notice how anchors are NOT getting the reactions they want of fear from people. Only love and unity. Or how they are starting to give consideration to PETS! During Katrina the news said nothing about warning people to take measures to protect their pets.

This can all happen more easily if we don’t resist the shift and open in trust to love and to nature. Jen Ward can help. I have studied with masters from all over the world. All in Male lineage modalities. What Jen offers is something different. I am no fool and I am not duped into ANYTHING. anyone can tell you this that knows how rebellious and independent I am and Autonomous. She empowers people to be DYNAMIC individuals of who they ARE, of who they always were and have been conditioned to forget of how DYNAMIC they are.

She rips off layers of institutionalized and systemic fear conditioning so we can see again, hear again, feel again and thus help the whole world and universe. You can choose to be victim or you can choose to be the healer. That’s it. That’s your only options. And when we become healer we do it in our own live’s joyful true purposeful way. It has never felt better to LIVE my truth out in the open of who I have ALWAYS been. Unafraid.
I never felt more connected to who I am and have always been than this weekend.

Even Music festivals can’t touch the bliss and joy and FREEDOM and EMPOWERMENT I felt this weekend. receiving truth and PERCEIVINg truth at Jen’s retreat. Martina came with me. And she said “Mama, I will always remember this moment.” It freed her. It fed her. It made me realize how oppressed we all were and how feeling oppressed is purposeful to keep us in the 3-D hierarchy of linear oppression. Jen’s retreat helped me so much to be a better mother and to not hand down that kind of subtle enslavement to my own children. My children will know the freedom and bliss and empowerment of the 5-D. They are truly fortunate children!

Put your faith in what you know to be true. World peace is the reason for how quickly we are shifting. IT IS attainable now. It’s inevitable. And Those who want to be afraid and who have been let down and are more comfortable clinging to fear and cynicism won’t believe me or will want to resist, or diminish this TRUTH and maybe even comment on how I’m wrong and this and this, and this is why, and lay their opressive dimnishing slant on this. The only person it’s hurting is themselves to live so enslaved to powerlessness. I can see clearly now. and I will never stop encouraging you of how powerful we are.

We are all dynamic healers and the younger people who aren’t cynical and oppressed. We are no longer railroaded into buying into a blind hell where everyone is powerless.  KNOW THIS! So many babies are being born with this upgrade. It’s BEAUTIFUL to behold. all we need is a little shedding of the tangles and the glass ceilings and we can perceive the empowerment of what is happening right now! And if souls are lost it’s painless and they will slip into the next baby body of a wise awakened 5th dimensional body. It’s beautiful.

How dynamic and innovative, and intelligent, and aware, and expansive we can become. See how empowered we are to give that and pour it into the world for the benefit of all. We benefit the animals and trees, humans, and water, earth and sky. I can hear the trees again. I heard birds talking to me this morning and I sent them love and reassurance. Your guides have been STARVING for you to see be happy and free and to reclaim love and truth. to Expand with love rather than resorting to fear. It doesn’t have to be so painful.

Jen is a Shaman and can help. Go to her! don’t wait!!! She has waited many lifetimes to emerge from the midst into her own enlightenment, and I have waited SOOO many lifetimes to stop giving my power away by needing male validation.  It is so liberating to actually go to a Woman to learn from!

Great Mother has waited for me to come home too. It’s symbolic, I have returned to Mother and I’ve never felt more whole and sage and safe. So many are waiting to do this. Don’t wait! It’s so easy and wonderful. and it is the missing piece of what we needed. Jen helped me to HEAR what is so abundantly in plain sight for us now! It is amazing. Put faith in this shift of love ❤️ Thank you is not adequate Jen Ward.
I’m mailing you bird seed for you and your apple tree dear Jen. Thank you also for allowing me the privilege to see your magical abundant garden. We feel moved and blessed beyond measure. From Martina and I and all Beings~ on behalf of all of humanity

Adding Truth to the Mix


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You know how different people have different levels of awareness and understanding? People with a more experienced awareness see things from a broader viewpoint. They see it from such a broader viewpoint that they understand that everyone needs their crutches and they don’t try to coerce others to think like them. As a results, those who do need company in their stance or use it to abuse power have run this world to the ground. We are run by the lowest common denominator; which is “them vs. us mentality” and take at all cost.

Those with understanding have felt comfortable sitting back and allowing the more base natures to run the operation. That was fine for a while. But now there a renaissance happening of very enlightened souls incarnating into this experience. It is more difficult for them to be born into unenlightened realities. They have an innate awareness for truth that the reality of this world does not provide.

Generation after generation, the highly aware watch as the youth are conditioned in brute reasoning and barbaric rituals, Anything that dishonors one soul is brute and barbaric. It is time for the highly aware to step out of the self-induced shadows and show their empowerment. They must be a way shower for the future generations to thrive. We must break the cycle of complacency in regards to systemic poisoning of our waters and food supply, mass shootings and desecrating of life in all possible ways.

When you share your truth; NOT Opinions but truth; you are adding more truth to the pond of humanity. When you support higher truths (like this one) instead of treating them like secrets to confiscate, you encourage others to do the same. When you forego standing on the sidelines and add your voice to the mix, you raise the volume on truth. When your forgo hiding because of the habit of ignorance to scream its stance, you can shout down ignorance with a whisper.

The pond is primed to flip. The depth of awareness is coming to the surface.. It is easier now to abide by higher truths and feel company in doing so. The element of Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom and Wholeness is more accessible to all this way.

Reborn to Love


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Just when you feel pushed beyond your limit,

Have given beyond your endurance

‘Been mocked, ridiculed, defiled and ignored

Unappreciated, underestimated, undervalued and misunderstood.

When you are curled in a ball of exhaustion

Clutching deeply to that last nerve

Or kneeling in a crumpled heaving mound of tears

Know you are not alone

Know that every great soul who has used every ounce of their beingness to  ignite a passion in man…


Every great leader, savior, teacher and innovator knows the journey that you walk

Understands the doorway through which you pass

Has willed themselves over a very similar threshold.

Took a respite in the comfort of their faith

Until the last layer of illusion was stripped off them

And they stood stark naked before truth

Their bones picked clean of guilt, want and pride

Unencumbered, unabashed, unafraid

Determined to give more, determine to thrive, determined to be free

This is the shine.

Gleaning from within

Empowered from within

Awakened and alive!

Reborn to Love

Realized in Love

Enlightened to Love





Jen Ward 2/23/14


Energetic Rainmaker


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I try to think of ways to help others understand what I do for others and how it is unique to myself. I was given the term “Rainmaker” by my guides. It fits.

When someone works with me, they feel empowered. It is not about them sitting at someone’s feet and trying to glean a few morsels of awareness to contemplate. It is me providing a saturation of a spiritual flow that leaves them not only feeling fulfilled, but also capable and empowered to tap into the source themselves.

So many people want to be the big “head cheese”. My purpose is to see everyone who wants to be empowered find the strength and means to do so. I know what it is like to sit in the crowd of people and have a better understanding of the cogs than the person who is propped up as the expert. I would never want to inflict that frustration on someone else.

In fact, I believe that the means out of the current mess the world got itself in is for everyone to take up the staff of their own empowerment. The remedy is for everyone to give the gives that they have so abundantly been entrusted with. That is why I give so many techniques, different forms of healing sessions, a different way to look at things and so much encouragement to others.

If you are ready to be empowered, you may want to seriously do the taps that I post, read one of my books or even attend one of my retreats. That intangible feeling of empowerment.