Being Madame Blavatsky


I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.


The Re-connection Technique:


There is a theory that I heard that resonated. The reason that some areas in the world are still so warlike is that their DNA is one and a half strands instead of two. Two strands of DNA are the bare minimum for survival. People are supposed to have at least 12 strands of DNA and that 12 strands is our more natural state.

If this resonates, here is a technique to assist the word in overcoming its warlike tendencies. In contemplation, look at the world and see the places that look gray. Then imagine knitting, weaving, or crocheting 12 golden strands where there is two strands. There is no need to direct it in any area. Just visualize creating 12 strands where there are two. Do this in your visualizations.

When you look at the earth again, see if any areas that were gray are now lit up more. Keep the intention of always uplifting the earth with your intention. When ever you think about it and are in a loving mood, visualizing knitting 12 strands together where there were two. Make them straight, even, loving and golden strands. When you look at the earth in visualizations, see it immersed in golden, loving Light and saturated in Love.

Creating Balance Through Giving


When I give a gift, I don’t hover around and wait for a thank you. I allow the reverence of giving and the capacity to give, be the reward. I don’t stop the process of giving by waiting for a response. That interrupts the flow of giving. Only those who are out of the habit of giving do this. The rest of us understand the sanctity of our position.

The sun doesn’t micromanage who receives its light and warmth. It trusts that the gift will reach the receptive. The clouds don’t lament emptying themselves of all they are; in service. Giving is the cycle of life. The clouds will reinvent themselves over and over again and give all that they are to the process. The Universe runs on giving.

At some point, man interrupted the natural process of giving in himself. Probably because of his “great mind” he thought he knew better. It was probably around the same time he subjugated woman. Woman understands giving and nature, She is so giving that she has been overcompensating for man’s taking. For so long to she has been trying to maintain a balance through giving. It is not working. As much as female energy has given, male energy has taken more.

Male energy has taken so much that he has left the planet crippled. It does not quench his thirst for taking. He just uses his talents to figure out new ways to take. He loves to rape, He invents new and genitive ways to rape even the land. Those that protest get shouted down, subjugated or demonized. It is time for male energy to rest, so it can gain reason.

The way that male energy can be restored to the natural balance of nature, is to be met by female energy. She needs to teach male energy the benefits of giving. Everyone that gives happily; all that they are without trepidation or resentment; restores the natural balance of the world. Let all give with the accordance of their capabilities. May we all be stretched in our capacity and willingness to give. In doing so, we, as a species, return to nature and are made whole.

The Introduction to a Finer Vibration


There are sounds that are “heard” beyond the range of what the physical ear can perceive. They are inner sounds. They depict the vibration of different levels of consciousness. They are heard not with the ear but with more refined senses that are used in more subtle states of consciousness.

Some of the sounds of this world depict the sounds of these more refined vibrations. That is why it is so pleasant to hear the chatter of many birds, the lulling sound of flowing water, or the wind rushing through the trees or plains.

When I tap into these inner sounds, I know enough to pay attention. I stay as present with the sound and use the opportunity to visualize it expanding my atoms and scouring out all the dross of the physical world. These sounds are revealed when one is totally plugged into the moment. In this way, being centered in the moment is the literal plug to being present to these inner sounds.

People have been trained to think that they have to go somewhere and isolate to tap into the moment. But it is a state of reverence that is reached when one totally forgets the limitation of the self and withdraws from the pettiness of the mind. Some people strain in meditation, prayer or some ritualistic practice to “hit the mark” of the moment. Many times the failure to do so makes them feel incompetent and less worthy.

The way I stay in the moment is with simple kindness. Kindness keeps you present to the person you are listening to. Kindness keeps you aware of the needs of all around you. Kindness can be so emphatically honed, that one can perceive what another needs in the moment, even before they do. Kindness can keep one grounded in what they are doing but can open them up to the expanded consciousness of saints. Kindness. It doesn’t need to be any more austere or intense than simple kindness.

I woke up a little while ago to a strange new vibration in my perceptions. It is still in the middle of the night but this vibration is so cleansing and expansive, that it got my attention immediately. I am used to being washed in the inner sounds beyond the ears perceptions. But this one was more expansive. It is hard to describe but is sounds like an echoing pure emanation of a lucid instrument.

As I listened to it, I felt the lateral aspects of my brain being expanded. I felt the dormant state of awareness that my brain has settled in awakening. It is not without some unpleasantness. It is expanding consciousness even more so there is a dizzying affect that occurs. The dizziness is the process of being expanded in consciousness while trying to stay present in the linear world of this physical realm. It takes some skill to do both.

I knew instinctively (or I was being told) that this sound was being introduced to the world as an upgrade in consciousness. I understood that all of earth was being washed in this vibration, even if they didn’t realize it. As I lay partly awake, I took the opportunity to use this experience to the advantage of humanity. I introduced this sound frequency to different areas in the world that needed a quick upgrade. Perhaps my attention would assist in some way since my physical body is made of the same vibration of those that need tending.

Instead of laying there fascinated with how this vibration was affecting me, I realized that those who are sensitive would also be experiencing this sacred upgrade to humanity. But because they have less inner training perhaps, than myself, they would interpret it as a negative. They may get a sense of this beautiful opportunity to witness the expansiveness of consciousness, and interpret it as having something wrong with them.

I saw that even my most aware friends, would be feeling dizzy, nauseous or emotionally paralyzed and interpret it as a disease. I did not want them to miss the opportunity to plug into the monumental shift in consciousness that was occurring for them and all. To experience your brain feeling chills from within and to know that your awareness is awakening to new heights is incredible. But it could be a new sensation to some.

All the newness. To understand that all the turmoil that we are witnessing in the world is merely a systemic calibration to world peace. To finally get a sense of that feeling of intimate family loyalty and experience it for all souls in existence. To finally realize we are not alone but all an aspect of one great soul that some of us call God. All these things could be mystifying without understanding.

I laid curled in bed while I “took” the expansiveness of what I was experiencing and overlaid it on areas in the world that needed an upgrade. To all the countries and areas where freedom was non existent and apathy was strong. I melt the chains of ignorance and resistance as easily as the sun dries up the morning dew. I did this with a pure intention and manifestation skills honed and rendered through an active imagination.

Developing the imagination used to be strongly advocated for in children. The reason creativity and imagination are so important to nurture in children is because these aspects are a jumping off point to understanding their own omniscience and omnipotence. But since omniscience or omnipotence isn’t advocated any more in humans, neither is the means to hone these skills. You will get a sense of a shift in humanity when you see, imagination, creativity, music and free thinking again become a priority in society.

This new vibration that I can feel emanating through out the world, is a key to higher consciousness for the multitudes. It feels like it is emanating through me to pour out into the world. It may be pouring out of everyone as well. We may all be keys to the awakening of higher consciousness. I don’t know. But I do know that the more people can accept that there is something greater happening under the surface rather than just write it off as an illness, the greater impact the shift in consciousness can make.

No one is going to micromanage you and explain what you are specifically experiencing. But if you are moody, complaining and off, it is more difficult to enjoy the wonders of an awakening new world. I got out of bed dizzy and hanging onto the walls to get out here to write to you. The outflow of sharing with you has taken me out of the symptom range. I still sense the inner sound and I still am experiencing shifts happening. But maybe forgoing turning them into a negative and helping others not turn them in to a negative is a huge upgrade to humanity in itself.

If you are experiencing sensations that seem negative, perhaps the way to address them comes from an oblique exercise. Try it. Simply be kind.


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Pull Yourself Out of Hell

Birds In A Tree

I just finished facilitating a remote phone session. The person was a dynamic healer and had done most of the work on her own facilities. But there was a dynamic that had reappeared in her life. It seemed that when she was feeling totally complete in her relationship, another negative relationship reemerged. It was obvious that this dynamic was meant to prevent her form being completely happy.

Inwardly I saw this person from her past as representing her relationship with Shiva, a Goddess of another religion I am not equipped to talk about. All I got from her session was that Shiva was a means to break up energy. This relationship that came back into her life was reflective of her dedication to the Goddess Shiva. It had reappeared to break up her happiness.

I led her in recanting her vow to Shiva. As she did this, I saw her swimming in the river Styx which is the river of the dead. I have facilitated other sessions where the client was trapped in Hell. This was a version of this. When we hold strong belief systems, we trap our energy into the perimeters of that belief, for as long as our energy holds to those beliefs. We can move into a new incarnation but part of our energy can be trapped in the old belief system.

As I used a tap to assist her in pulling herself out of the river Styx, I noticed how many other souls were also trapped in the river Styx. In fact, the whole river consisted of the fear of souls who believed that they were trapped in this experience. They were all flowing in a perpetual state of fear into the depth of Hades (hell).

As I led her through these taps, It took me to current events. I saw that all the people who are trapped in a limited belief on any subject, were connected by a past life belief that trapped them in fear of some kind. Like all the people who were trapped in the river Styx, like my client, were taking a similar stance in some way in society. It was entrenched. We spent most of my client’s session pulling all souls out of limited states of consciousness.

(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)

“I recant all vows and agreements with Shiva; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and Shiva; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements with the Angel of death; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and the angel of death; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the River Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of fear; in all moments”
“I dry up the river Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the Cave of Adullam; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Hell; in all moments”                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the shadow of the valley of death; in all moments”                                                                                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the ground; in all moments”                                                                         “I pull all souls out of purgatory; in all moments”                                                                        “I pull all souls out of all pseudo heavens; in all moments”                                                        “I pull all souls out of mind loops; in all moments”                                                                      “I pull all souls out of drama; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of war; in all moments”
“I dry up the crusades; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of limiting belief systems; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the lower worlds; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the “Them vs Us”‘ mode; in all moments”‘
“I pull all souls out of the victim consciousness; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Matter, energy, Space and Time; in all moments”
“I free all souls; in all moments”


Not an Indulgence

If my books were about me getting attention and accolades for being a writer I would never have the self esteem to even ask. Life has beaten me down this whole leg of the journey. I don’t say that for sympathy. I say it for understanding. My very survival was ordained so that I could share the truths that are revealed in my writings and now book(s).

The resistance to this awareness, that I share, getting out is incredible. It is pouring new truth into the consciousness that has been stripped from mainstream. This doesn’t happen lightly. I have been gestated in the womb of a very determined woman to get rid of me and flush me out of her body. All the time I was working to create my physical self, she was working to destroy me. To me that is a profound way to explain the incredible resistance that I endure as my mainstay so that I can gift humanity with truth.

You don’t have to ascribe to an agenda, you don’t have to pay dues to a group, you don’t have to debase yourself for a lifetime in a monastery and you don’t have to wait for snippets of truth to gain understanding of yourself in relationship with the Universe. You don’t even have to buy the book. All you have to do is be on my page. Having the book manifested is a great way to anchor such truth in the mainstream of this Universe. That is the purpose of my passion for my book being accepted and even embraced.

In the short time that my first book has been manifested, my dream state has upgraded in how I engage society. The truth of the matter is that the politicians aren’t going to change the world much. They are merely a reflection of the changes that are transpiring on the inner levels. If you believe in dreams, if you opt for a higher awareness in this world, if you put your intention on joy and prosperity for all, choose the candidate that reflects that higher vision. Choose the one that reflects your highest intention for the world. That is a better way to use your manifestation abilities of intention.

It is us individuals that understand the interplay of thoughts and things that will move the world to peace. It is us who afford our dream time to uplifting humanity in very crucial ways. When I sleep, I do not rest. I am engaging third world countries and empowering them with innovation and encouragement. I am meeting with children and empowered souls in communities so they can be conduits for change in specific ways. I am feeding the hungry, healing the sick and empowering the masses. I am loving this world and all souls in it.

This would all seem so narcissistic if I truly thought I was doing it alone. These are the things we do in the inner worlds while others are feigning off nightmares. Yet the more we do this consciously, the more that it is done Universally. This is the truth and reality that is afforded in helping my book be a success. I understand that people want a hard copy. That is my dream for everyone too. But it has taken all my endurance, patience, survival skills and abilities to get it to this point. It is an incredible punch to the gut of status quo mainstream to even have it in existence.

I just spent the night empowering two little boys and their dynamic mother from a third world country to survive, thrive and grow in a politically unstable arena. I was assisting in bringing calm and peace to places that are of warring factions. The devastation seen in this physical filter of world view was changed to a subtle competition as innocuous as competitions that happen between schools in gymnasiums. Everyone had their bright colors on and this depicted celebration. The different groups had special colors on. This meant celebrating together.

This is the kind of shift that having my book manifest can support. I am not withholding any understanding or meaning from anyone. I write higher truths so they can be understood by all. I am not here to make a dishonest buck. I could have converted my skills a long time ago into a means to make tons of money. I am not here to be worshipped. That in itself is a trap. I am not here to start a movement or create a religion.

I am here for all individuals to take back their empowerment in real and tangible ways and utilize their gifts to empowering other. It is profound what we do here. Lets drench the world with sincerity, integrity and kindness. I am still awakening to my own purpose and in doing so wish to awaken you to yours. Your purpose is no less profound than my own.

Please support my books in some way. Your encouragement, enthusiasm and balm are a balm for this weary soul and fuel for empowerment of the masses. I love you all in the real sense. Thank you.

The Sanctity of Life


It is the arrogance of man that values a human life over the life of an animal. It is the ignorance and arrogance that deems one life more precious than another. That belief keeps us all stuck in apathy. Ignorance and Arrogance are both found in finding fault with anyone who loves in any way. That is a problem. In fact arrogance and ignorance are fraternal twins who argue over which one was born first.

Let people love whom and what they choose; even causes. Love is love. Anyone who loves is not your enemy. If you make them an enemy it just shows that you are aching for a fight yet too scared to take on a real opponent. These people who love animals more than people are not your enemies. You are on the same side of love. To deny someone the validation to love animals until the plight of man is solved, is missing the whole point of humanity.

We are all one. Not just with other humans but with all life. This is what all animals know and what nature whispers to us in our sacred communes with it. Once everyone figures this out, we will be positioned in a better place of awakening.