Creating Balance Through Giving


When I give a gift, I don’t hover around and wait for a thank you. I allow the reverence of giving and the capacity to give, be the reward. I don’t stop the process of giving by waiting for a response. That interrupts the flow of giving. Only those who are out of the habit of giving do this. The rest of us understand the sanctity of our position.

The sun doesn’t micromanage who receives its light and warmth. It trusts that the gift will reach the receptive. The clouds don’t lament emptying themselves of all they are; in service. Giving is the cycle of life. The clouds will reinvent themselves over and over again and give all that they are to the process. The Universe runs on giving.

At some point, man interrupted the natural process of giving in himself. Probably because of his “great mind” he thought he knew better. It was probably around the same time he subjugated woman. Woman understands giving and nature, She is so giving that she has been overcompensating for man’s taking. For so long to she has been trying to maintain a balance through giving. It is not working. As much as female energy has given, male energy has taken more.

Male energy has taken so much that he has left the planet crippled. It does not quench his thirst for taking. He just uses his talents to figure out new ways to take. He loves to rape, He invents new and genitive ways to rape even the land. Those that protest get shouted down, subjugated or demonized. It is time for male energy to rest, so it can gain reason.

The way that male energy can be restored to the natural balance of nature, is to be met by female energy. She needs to teach male energy the benefits of giving. Everyone that gives happily; all that they are without trepidation or resentment; restores the natural balance of the world. Let all give with the accordance of their capabilities. May we all be stretched in our capacity and willingness to give. In doing so, we, as a species, return to nature and are made whole.

The Introduction to a Finer Vibration


There are sounds that are “heard” beyond the range of what the physical ear can perceive. They are inner sounds. They depict the vibration of different levels of consciousness. They are heard not with the ear but with more refined senses that are used in more subtle states of consciousness.

Some of the sounds of this world depict the sounds of these more refined vibrations. That is why it is so pleasant to hear the chatter of many birds, the lulling sound of flowing water, or the wind rushing through the trees or plains.

When I tap into these inner sounds, I know enough to pay attention. I stay as present with the sound and use the opportunity to visualize it expanding my atoms and scouring out all the dross of the physical world. These sounds are revealed when one is totally plugged into the moment. In this way, being centered in the moment is the literal plug to being present to these inner sounds.

People have been trained to think that they have to go somewhere and isolate to tap into the moment. But it is a state of reverence that is reached when one totally forgets the limitation of the self and withdraws from the pettiness of the mind. Some people strain in meditation, prayer or some ritualistic practice to “hit the mark” of the moment. Many times the failure to do so makes them feel incompetent and less worthy.

The way I stay in the moment is with simple kindness. Kindness keeps you present to the person you are listening to. Kindness keeps you aware of the needs of all around you. Kindness can be so emphatically honed, that one can perceive what another needs in the moment, even before they do. Kindness can keep one grounded in what they are doing but can open them up to the expanded consciousness of saints. Kindness. It doesn’t need to be any more austere or intense than simple kindness.

I woke up a little while ago to a strange new vibration in my perceptions. It is still in the middle of the night but this vibration is so cleansing and expansive, that it got my attention immediately. I am used to being washed in the inner sounds beyond the ears perceptions. But this one was more expansive. It is hard to describe but is sounds like an echoing pure emanation of a lucid instrument.

As I listened to it, I felt the lateral aspects of my brain being expanded. I felt the dormant state of awareness that my brain has settled in awakening. It is not without some unpleasantness. It is expanding consciousness even more so there is a dizzying affect that occurs. The dizziness is the process of being expanded in consciousness while trying to stay present in the linear world of this physical realm. It takes some skill to do both.

I knew instinctively (or I was being told) that this sound was being introduced to the world as an upgrade in consciousness. I understood that all of earth was being washed in this vibration, even if they didn’t realize it. As I lay partly awake, I took the opportunity to use this experience to the advantage of humanity. I introduced this sound frequency to different areas in the world that needed a quick upgrade. Perhaps my attention would assist in some way since my physical body is made of the same vibration of those that need tending.

Instead of laying there fascinated with how this vibration was affecting me, I realized that those who are sensitive would also be experiencing this sacred upgrade to humanity. But because they have less inner training perhaps, than myself, they would interpret it as a negative. They may get a sense of this beautiful opportunity to witness the expansiveness of consciousness, and interpret it as having something wrong with them.

I saw that even my most aware friends, would be feeling dizzy, nauseous or emotionally paralyzed and interpret it as a disease. I did not want them to miss the opportunity to plug into the monumental shift in consciousness that was occurring for them and all. To experience your brain feeling chills from within and to know that your awareness is awakening to new heights is incredible. But it could be a new sensation to some.

All the newness. To understand that all the turmoil that we are witnessing in the world is merely a systemic calibration to world peace. To finally get a sense of that feeling of intimate family loyalty and experience it for all souls in existence. To finally realize we are not alone but all an aspect of one great soul that some of us call God. All these things could be mystifying without understanding.

I laid curled in bed while I “took” the expansiveness of what I was experiencing and overlaid it on areas in the world that needed an upgrade. To all the countries and areas where freedom was non existent and apathy was strong. I melt the chains of ignorance and resistance as easily as the sun dries up the morning dew. I did this with a pure intention and manifestation skills honed and rendered through an active imagination.

Developing the imagination used to be strongly advocated for in children. The reason creativity and imagination are so important to nurture in children is because these aspects are a jumping off point to understanding their own omniscience and omnipotence. But since omniscience or omnipotence isn’t advocated any more in humans, neither is the means to hone these skills. You will get a sense of a shift in humanity when you see, imagination, creativity, music and free thinking again become a priority in society.

This new vibration that I can feel emanating through out the world, is a key to higher consciousness for the multitudes. It feels like it is emanating through me to pour out into the world. It may be pouring out of everyone as well. We may all be keys to the awakening of higher consciousness. I don’t know. But I do know that the more people can accept that there is something greater happening under the surface rather than just write it off as an illness, the greater impact the shift in consciousness can make.

No one is going to micromanage you and explain what you are specifically experiencing. But if you are moody, complaining and off, it is more difficult to enjoy the wonders of an awakening new world. I got out of bed dizzy and hanging onto the walls to get out here to write to you. The outflow of sharing with you has taken me out of the symptom range. I still sense the inner sound and I still am experiencing shifts happening. But maybe forgoing turning them into a negative and helping others not turn them in to a negative is a huge upgrade to humanity in itself.

If you are experiencing sensations that seem negative, perhaps the way to address them comes from an oblique exercise. Try it. Simply be kind.


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Pull Yourself Out of Hell

Birds In A Tree

I just finished facilitating a remote phone session. The person was a dynamic healer and had done most of the work on her own facilities. But there was a dynamic that had reappeared in her life. It seemed that when she was feeling totally complete in her relationship, another negative relationship reemerged. It was obvious that this dynamic was meant to prevent her form being completely happy.

Inwardly I saw this person from her past as representing her relationship with Shiva, a Goddess of another religion I am not equipped to talk about. All I got from her session was that Shiva was a means to break up energy. This relationship that came back into her life was reflective of her dedication to the Goddess Shiva. It had reappeared to break up her happiness.

I led her in recanting her vow to Shiva. As she did this, I saw her swimming in the river Styx which is the river of the dead. I have facilitated other sessions where the client was trapped in Hell. This was a version of this. When we hold strong belief systems, we trap our energy into the perimeters of that belief, for as long as our energy holds to those beliefs. We can move into a new incarnation but part of our energy can be trapped in the old belief system.

As I used a tap to assist her in pulling herself out of the river Styx, I noticed how many other souls were also trapped in the river Styx. In fact, the whole river consisted of the fear of souls who believed that they were trapped in this experience. They were all flowing in a perpetual state of fear into the depth of Hades (hell).

As I led her through these taps, It took me to current events. I saw that all the people who are trapped in a limited belief on any subject, were connected by a past life belief that trapped them in fear of some kind. Like all the people who were trapped in the river Styx, like my client, were taking a similar stance in some way in society. It was entrenched. We spent most of my client’s session pulling all souls out of limited states of consciousness.

(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)

“I recant all vows and agreements with Shiva; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and Shiva; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements with the Angel of death; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and the angel of death; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the River Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of fear; in all moments”
“I dry up the river Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the Cave of Adullam; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Hell; in all moments”                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the shadow of the valley of death; in all moments”                                                                                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the ground; in all moments”                                                                         “I pull all souls out of purgatory; in all moments”                                                                        “I pull all souls out of all pseudo heavens; in all moments”                                                        “I pull all souls out of mind loops; in all moments”                                                                      “I pull all souls out of drama; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of war; in all moments”
“I dry up the crusades; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of limiting belief systems; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the lower worlds; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the “Them vs Us”‘ mode; in all moments”‘
“I pull all souls out of the victim consciousness; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Matter, energy, Space and Time; in all moments”
“I free all souls; in all moments”


The Sanctity of Life


It is the arrogance of man that values a human life over the life of an animal. It is the ignorance and arrogance that deems one life more precious than another. That belief keeps us all stuck in apathy. Ignorance and Arrogance are both found in finding fault with anyone who loves in any way. That is a problem. In fact arrogance and ignorance are fraternal twins who argue over which one was born first.

Let people love whom and what they choose; even causes. Love is love. Anyone who loves is not your enemy. If you make them an enemy it just shows that you are aching for a fight yet too scared to take on a real opponent. These people who love animals more than people are not your enemies. You are on the same side of love. To deny someone the validation to love animals until the plight of man is solved, is missing the whole point of humanity.

We are all one. Not just with other humans but with all life. This is what all animals know and what nature whispers to us in our sacred communes with it. Once everyone figures this out, we will be positioned in a better place of awakening.

Honor Gaia

The Retreat last weekend was so successful. There is so much enthusiasm to honor Gaia again this Mother’s Day weekend. Honor Mother Earth and Gaia energy by bringing your mother,, family and honoring yourself as mother and Gaia. Teach your family how to honor Gaia by accepting and allowing them to honor you. Please share. The by-product of each retreat is more love and truth in the world. Be a part of the awakening of humanity.

Short List

Retreat Group Photo
I now realize that what happens at the retreats I facilitate is not a fluke. After the third one, they keep getting better and better. I would love to meet more of the friends that I hold so dear here on social media at the next one. The retreats are not going to be so intimate for too long. The time I am able to pour on each individual is not always going to be so guaranteed.
My favorite part of the retreats are:
Being able to watch the shifts happen within people and their families. When I bring two people to come up in the middle of the room, and share all they are in energy with the other. When a strong confident man pours dad energy into those who were desperate for that live. A sister downloads into a brother what it feels like to have your anatomy stared at. To have one who feels confident in her beauty feed it into one who can not fathom her own whiles.
Children as young as seven and as fickle as teenagers listen intently and responsive to what I am sharing with not a hint of boredom or disrespect.
The room enthralled in humor as I explain how to perceive in energy by demonstrating how people interact with me. Apparently those years of watching others be mocked was converted to the most gentle way to deliver spiritual principles to others in an entertaining way; without a hint of cruelty or diminishing of their spirit. I have become very funny and entertaining.
Watching strangers grow in loving and respecting everyone at the event. On breaks, it was so rewarding to see everyone loving on people they just met. That is because that is our natural inclination and when the walls are stripped away we are free to do that.
Seeing truth delivered to the heart of someone who was pushing it away as a defense. That they no longer have to walk around with a shield and sword; ready to pounce. They are free to engage others with the ease and confidence of an empowered victor. Yet with the kindness and a compassion of a one who rescues the weak and speaks to all souls in all forms with love.
Its amazing seeing how families are excited to be present, individuals understand the scope of my purpose and the world responds to the energy that was generated to uplift all souls and raise the vibration of the planet to hold the resonance of love and truth.
The next retreat will be happening on Mothers Day weekend. It is a means to honor Gaia or Goddess energy in all. It is a great way to gift the people in your life who mean so much to you. Think of it an intervention for the soul without the need to hitting rock bottom. You deserve to feel worthy and empowered. May you attend and may you and those you care about, awaken to your most cherished selves.

Go Forth and Multiply

When the bible quotes God as saying, “go forth and multiply”, He was not telling them to procreate. He was telling them to spread wisdom, compassion, kindness and truth throughout the world.
The world consisted mostly of those in ignorance. They were stuck in primal mode and they were more enthralled with fighting their brethren than bringing peace and higher understanding to the world.
Those who have come as messengers, all have had the same purpose. They have come to coax the masses out of the Brute mentality. They told those who were apt to fight, to turn the other cheek and to practice humility.
Those who use this message to their advantage, use it to get their members to procreate to perpetuate their own agenda. This is a silly notion. God asking people to procreate at the mercy of all the species they thin out by their massive presence, is ridiculous.
God loves all the species of the world. It is man who is totally enthralled with himself. It is man who believes he is superior. It is man who guts and rapes the great world that God created for all beings to enjoy.
If you have the awareness, go back and challenge the things to have been taught as a child and accepted as unconditional truth. We are all having a great demonstration of how truth can be manipulated by those with an agenda. This is not a new practice. We are merely seeing old things with new eyes.
Use these new eyes to discern the wisdom out of the statements that have been used to bend the will of the world in a particular way. Do indeed go forth and multiply. Multiply the love. Multiply the truth. And definitely multiply the kindness and compassion.
The vibration of these things still, to this day, thousands of years later; still need to be ignited into universal existence.