Being Madame Blavatsky


I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.


Pull Yourself Out of Hell

Birds In A Tree

I just finished facilitating a remote phone session. The person was a dynamic healer and had done most of the work on her own facilities. But there was a dynamic that had reappeared in her life. It seemed that when she was feeling totally complete in her relationship, another negative relationship reemerged. It was obvious that this dynamic was meant to prevent her form being completely happy.

Inwardly I saw this person from her past as representing her relationship with Shiva, a Goddess of another religion I am not equipped to talk about. All I got from her session was that Shiva was a means to break up energy. This relationship that came back into her life was reflective of her dedication to the Goddess Shiva. It had reappeared to break up her happiness.

I led her in recanting her vow to Shiva. As she did this, I saw her swimming in the river Styx which is the river of the dead. I have facilitated other sessions where the client was trapped in Hell. This was a version of this. When we hold strong belief systems, we trap our energy into the perimeters of that belief, for as long as our energy holds to those beliefs. We can move into a new incarnation but part of our energy can be trapped in the old belief system.

As I used a tap to assist her in pulling herself out of the river Styx, I noticed how many other souls were also trapped in the river Styx. In fact, the whole river consisted of the fear of souls who believed that they were trapped in this experience. They were all flowing in a perpetual state of fear into the depth of Hades (hell).

As I led her through these taps, It took me to current events. I saw that all the people who are trapped in a limited belief on any subject, were connected by a past life belief that trapped them in fear of some kind. Like all the people who were trapped in the river Styx, like my client, were taking a similar stance in some way in society. It was entrenched. We spent most of my client’s session pulling all souls out of limited states of consciousness.

(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)

“I recant all vows and agreements with Shiva; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and Shiva; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements with the Angel of death; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and the angel of death; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the River Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of fear; in all moments”
“I dry up the river Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the Cave of Adullam; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Hell; in all moments”                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the shadow of the valley of death; in all moments”                                                                                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the ground; in all moments”                                                                         “I pull all souls out of purgatory; in all moments”                                                                        “I pull all souls out of all pseudo heavens; in all moments”                                                        “I pull all souls out of mind loops; in all moments”                                                                      “I pull all souls out of drama; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of war; in all moments”
“I dry up the crusades; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of limiting belief systems; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the lower worlds; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the “Them vs Us”‘ mode; in all moments”‘
“I pull all souls out of the victim consciousness; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Matter, energy, Space and Time; in all moments”
“I free all souls; in all moments”


Honor Gaia

The Retreat last weekend was so successful. There is so much enthusiasm to honor Gaia again this Mother’s Day weekend. Honor Mother Earth and Gaia energy by bringing your mother,, family and honoring yourself as mother and Gaia. Teach your family how to honor Gaia by accepting and allowing them to honor you. Please share. The by-product of each retreat is more love and truth in the world. Be a part of the awakening of humanity.

Massive Post-retreat Jenuine Healing~ by Lara Wahl



What Jen Ward does is powerful beyond words. Why else are we here but to commit to experiencing this TRUEST of healings for ourselves? She creates MASSIVE shifts that help shave off MANY lifetimes worth of work that would have been spent in anguish. I just got back from the retreat with my whole family and this experiences has fundamentally changed our lives. I can’t tell you how powerful this work is when done with the WHOLE FAMILY, let alone oneself. This is my best attempt to try to put into words the EVER expansive dynamic work we experienced.

The best way I can put it is that when I alone started doing this work with Jen, she helped me become keenly aware of all those glass ceilings of unworthiness I put on myself my whole life. The limitations that told me I wasn’t deserving of a happy life, an INFINITELY supportive LOVING partner,and respect. The conditioning that reinforced that I didn’t deserve a loving community of kind friends, healthy boundaries respected by others etc.. I believed It was okay that I wasn’t happy or living my fullest, because it was my “sacrifice” for my family’s sake and I should just be thankful. I didn’t even realize how much I was sabotaging or SACRIFICING myself. I’m sure a lot of mothers can relate to this. Jen helped me realize all of this. True thankfulness is not about enabling takers. Genuine gratitude fosters mutual respect and reciprocity. Opening up to my own empowerment is not a selfish thing. It enables me to empower all those around me in a way that being an unfulfilled martyr does not. !!

I reached a breaking point with personal struggles and when Jen came into my life through a friend, IMMEDIATELY her words and work resonated with me. I had studied healing lineages and work my whole life, but nothing was as poignantly truthful as her effortless way to perceive and PIERCE to the truth of the matter of all things. She has this way through her tremendous compassion and LOVE to tap into the grid that acknowledges and supports communications of pure and simple truth . Through her work with me in helping me see the glass ceilings that inundated me, we shattered them all!

I started even being able to “SEE” by tapping into direct truth, through opening with LOVE, now that I wasn’t so stuck in the muck of unworthiness which is part of the linear enslavement of 3-d. I was becoming VERY expansive in LOVE, honoring all beings as equal reflections of myself which one experiences at the 5th dimension. – THIS helped me help so much in my work of teaching seniors and others yoga. It helped me in my personal life dissolve all conditioned bad habits, gossip, boundary crossing, anger, cursing etc. It opened me up to tap directly into the truth that was reflected in everything that unfolded in my day-to-day from interpersonal relationships, to even complex concepts about ecology, the human body, and science!

Martina came with me the first time I met Jen in person, last October. Martina has a gift of being able to tap into truth in the same kind of way, but she suffered from speech delays and severe shyness about speaking up, even when she knew something wasn’t right whether in the world, or someone being mean etc. After that retreat we were both changed to our core, and all of Martina’s speech delays, shyness and aversion to speaking up were GONE. Jen treated her with the SAME exact respect as she does with the adults and with all beings. She validated her gifts, and empowered her genius! I can’t tell you how much this kid SHARES truth now. It’s incredible.

Soon I realized there was a schism that had to be addressed at home with my partner, Jason. He was no longer the man I had married. He used to be this great vibrant SUN in the middle of our community of friends. But lately he had been consumed with making money, work, and it felt like he was no longer kind or caring about anyone. It broke my heart to see how miserable he was, and I was starting to realize that the more empowerment and shifting I was doing, the more I could see truly ugly qualities in him that I could no longer bear. I couldn’t leave him behind so I encouraged him to do the work again and again, but he only saw it as nagging. Finally I reached a breaking point with him after I saw how truly horribly he was treating me with such lack of respect that I told him I had to leave him, and was starving for the love of a partner. This SNAPPED him into consciousness again like a defibrillator!

Of his own volition he started awakening and wanting to do the work. He feared losing his family and the love and life we had built if he didn’t. He knew that both our daughters, Zo and Martina, and I were going to Jen’s retreat this February with my mom, and he wanted to come. This SHOCKED ME. This man has NEVER done any spiritual work in his life and he was diving into the work of one of the most BAD ASS MASTERS of time, Space, Loving Graciousness, and healing I knew!

What I can say after an entire weekend with Jen of the deepest healing work any of us had ever done, is that I am SHOCKED and amazed at how QUICKLY Jason is also SEEING now all those glass ceilings of unworthiness and self sabatoge he had been perpetuating onto himself and others. They had been robbing so much from him. The way in which he was, as Jen says, “Buying money with happiness.” He saw how untrusting he was of others and me. It caused him to always keep me at bay, in fear of me hurting him. It was because of past trauma – that he FINALLY SUCCESSFULLY addressed and RELEASED with Jen! If I didn’t understand how it worked I would say it was ABSOLUTELY A MIRACLE!! It was MAGICAL!!! But now I know. It is neither of these things. It is the GRACE of ENLIGHTENMENT. That IS the TRUTH of what Jen is, ENLIGHTENED. And that is what she empowers ALL OTHERS to be, ENLIGHTENED.

By bringing the WHOLE family, we are able to SHIFT EXPONENTIALLY without leaving anyone behind. THIS WORK IS CONTAGIOUS of course. And when people COMMIT to learning from Jen’s work, EVERYONE in our radius is brought into expansion and awareness, but if anyone really wants to speed healing work along, with the whole family, I STRONGLY suggest bringing every person you can to do work with Jen, to get in on some of this! Imagine EVERYONE you know their happiest, most abundant, loving, empowered, effective selves! There is without a doubt 1,000% success rate!

There was a moment I was worried about the money for the retreat. But I can tell you that the moment my two little girls stood in the center of the room and Jen helped show Zoe HOW much Martina needs her big sister’s LOVE and protection, and KINDNESS- and having ZOe REALLY get that……., seeing the shift in them both- that ALONE made it worth it. The work was evident EVEN in the car ride home with Jason- seeing him BE genuinely a GIVER, a KIND LOVING human that I feel supported by again! Having him GENUINELY GET IT and breakthrough, and apologize to me, speak to me with an energy of GENUINE mutual RESPECT and reciprocity-is priceless! It is so worth it to see him realize the work he needs to do!!! I can’t even tell you how many Millions of dollars THAT would be worth! And her retreats and sessions are so affordable. Jen gives and gives, and all she wants is to help MORE people. All she wants is to help the ENTIRE WORLD shift from the complacency of suffering, male hierarchies, linear limitations, unworthiness and oppression TO the RESPLENDENT STATE of LOVE, compassion, Abundance, Kindness, and INFINITE EMPOWERMENT we all experienced this weekend, and WILL CONTINUE to benefit from.

We are FINALLY all-seeing how much we were depriving of ourselves. We are FINALLY able to KNOW WE ARE WORTHY of an infinitely HAPPY LIFE, We are LOVED, and We are POWERFUL with Love at helping others.

I know I’ll be writing about this experience for many years to come. We covered so much. So many ROOT issues were addressed. So many people got such DEEP insight in their own family dynamics! So many individuals with vastly different issues than ours… without even saying a word, Jen “reads” people in energy and knows exactly where the issues and stagnation are that need to be addressed and released! It is a GIFT TO BEHOLD. I am always AMAZED watching her work. So many happy tears were shed watching her free person by person of all their pain, like beautiful phoenixes rising from ashes with resplendent wings into their happiest freest selves!! It was so beautiful.

So many lifetimes of work was addressed… SO many will benefit from the ripple effect. It has an incalculable magnitude beyond the millions. It is inevitable, but at the same time I URGE those who are not fully happy to RISE to the call that has been desperate for it to be heard, for them to free themselves. And to know that you have a BAD ASS MOTHER of All exponential Healers in Jen Ward, available to all, who can really help you so deeply and expedient. Things I never knew possible with Jason and with my kids, were achieved this weekend.

Jen, All the happiness you’ve helped us reclaim and realize that we are worthy… We just love you so much. You are an invaluable treasure on this earth.

(Pictured: My family with Jen’s fur babies, “Buster and Bernie” enjoying a beautiful winter wonderland walk with a post retreat glow.)

Releasing Anger


Recently I facilitated a private remote session with a regular client who liked to swear. Since she is so spiritually aware and understands that words carry a vibration, we never directly addressed the issue. She knows completely that words affect the atmosphere of the environment, yet she still chose to use them as an effective tool in expressing herself. Freedom of expression is very important to her so the subject was never broached,

She was so aware, in fact that when she did use an expletive, she would “pull back” the vibration of the words so that they would not harm the listener. In her sessions, we delved into real deep issues. But the swearing was like a “sacred cow”. I knew enough to leave it alone as we worked around it to reveal incredible truths in her sessions.

In the middle of my day, my Spirit Guides showed me what she was doing to herself with the swearing. I saw her body as a domed home with an extra layer of protection over it. Whenever she swore, it was like shooting a weapon off right outside her home and having the ammunition bounce off an invisible force field and pelt the house. The house was all dented because of this. Her energy had all these little dent marks in it. Just in case my guides were being too subtle, they showed me someone firing a really powerful rifle and being knocked on the butt by the kick back. This is what she was doing to herself. The issue needed to be addressed. I was not looking forward to doing this.

In the session, my client felt the truth of what I was explaining to her. But she also felt that nothing expressed what she was feeling as accurately as swearing. She sincerely felt that swearing was imperative to her sense of freedom and expression. But as we started releasing the issue, a past life opened up for her where she was exhausted from the battle and surrounded by snipers. The anger that she could summons was the only fuel she had to keep going. Anger to her meant survival. To relinquish it meant death. This was a revelation to her. This is what we needed to release.

Energetically, I saw the anger creating an extra pseudo body of protection over her physical body. It buffered her yes, but it had outlived it’s purpose and she did not need it anymore. It was impinging on her freedom. An interesting side note was revealed. This extra layer of anger was so hellbent on surviving, that it would actually lead us away from addressing it my allowing us deep access into parts of her psyche that we may not have gotten to address otherwise. That is why the Spirit Guides did not have us address the issue sooner. Because it was an effective tool in her own empowerment until that point. But it no longer had no use except to keep her from freedom.

(Say each statement 3 times out loud while CONTINUOUSLY tapping on the top of your head at the crown chakra and say it a fourth time while tapping on your heart Chakra)

“I release using anger as a crutch; in all moments”
“I release depending on anger to survive; in all moments”
“I release confusing relinquishing anger as death; in all moments”
“I release using anger as fuel to exist; in all moments”
“I release having a lifeline to anger; in all moments”
“I release being tapped into anger; in all moments”
“I release feeding off anger; in all moments”
“I release supplying anger to others; in all moments”
“I release confusing anger for life; in all moments”
“I release confusing anger for resiliency; in all moments”
“I release the belief that there is nothing beyond anger; in all moments”
“I release the fear of relinquishing the anger; in all moments”
“i release being a mouthpiece for anger; in all moments”
“I release inflicting anger on myself; in all moments”
“I release inflicting anger onto others; in all moments”
“I release pummeling myself with anger; in all moments”
“I release hiding anger from myself; in all moments”
“I release defending anger; in all moments”
“i release being in denial about anger; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and anger; in all moments”
“I remove all curses between myself and anger; in all moments”
“I release my special bond with anger; in all moments”
“I release considering anger a friend; in all moments”
“I release being duped by anger; in all moments”
“I release feeding power through anger; in all moments”
“I release using anger to defend myself; in all moments”
“I release empowering anger; in all moments”
“I release enabling power through anger; in all moments”
“I remove all blessings between myself and anger; in all moments”
“I release using anger to squelch innocence; in all moments”
“I release confusing anger for freedom; in all moments”
“I disarm anger; in all moments”
“I release being blissfully unaware of the effects of anger; in all moments”
“I release teaming with anger; in all moments”
“I release the belief that I need anger; in all moments”
“I release creating an anger body; in all moments”
“I release empowering the anger body; in all moments”
“I sever all strings and cords between myself and the anger body; in all moments”
“I collapse and dissolve the anger body; in all moments”
“I sever all strings and cords between myself and anger; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and anger; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, limitations, engrams, masks, walls, armor and layers that anger has put on me; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, limitations, engrams, masks, walls, armor and layers that anger has caused me to put on all others; in all moments”
“I take back all the joy, love, abundance, freedom, health, success, security, companion, creativity, peace, life, wholeness, beauty enthusiasm, contentment, spirituality, enlightenment, confidence, comfort, intellect and ability to discern that anger has taken from me; in all moments”
“I give back all the joy, love, abundance, freedom, health, success, security, companion, creativity, peace, life, wholeness, beauty enthusiasm, contentment, spirituality, enlightenment, confidence, comfort, intellect and ability to discern that I have taken from all others due to anger; in all moments”
“I sever the connection between anger and power; in all moments”
“I release anger feeding power; in all moments”
“I release using anger to feed fear; in all moments”
“I release empowering power by creating fear; in all moments”
“I release being clouded by anger; in all moments”
“I release clouding others with anger; in all moments”
“i release manipulating others with anger; in all moments”
“I release enabling anger in others; in all moments”
“I dry up all anger; in all moments”
“I release channeling anger in all moments”
“I release being inspired by anger; in all moments”
“I release losing my reason to anger; in all moments”
“I release seeing anger as strength; in all moments”
“I release resonating with anger; in all moments”
“I release emanating with anger; in all moments”
“I extract all anger from my sound frequency; in all moments”
“I extract all anger from my light body; in all moments”
“I shift my paradigm from anger to joy, love, abundance, freedom, health, success, security, companion, creativity, peace, life, wholeness, beauty enthusiasm, contentment, spirituality, enlightenment, confidence, comfort, intellect and ability to discern in all moments”
“I transcend anger; in all moments”
“I am centered and empowered in divine love; in all moments”
“I resonate and emanate divine love; in all moments”


My Guides will not allow me to promote my work or anything I do in the personal realm. It seems all my attention is directed at paralyzing all attempts to thwart the attempts of power to enslave humanity. They are not able to enslave people like they are used to. They are not capable of stealing people’s energy anymore.
Their attempts are limited now to people giving up their energy willingly. We who are aware are assisting those who are playing catch up from giving up their empowerment easily. Their energy can then be used to run power to the ground. That is what we are seeing happen right now.
If you appreciate my work and what I say here resonates with you, perhaps you would like to support me by purchasing a book and gifting it to someone. The more people who read my work and do the taps I post, the more we loosen the grip of power from humanity,
I have published Nine books in the past two years. All have the purpose of freeing individuals and humanity from the grips of power. Please consider purchasing one of my books and sharing it with someone. As my books become mainstream, so does the intentions behind them; Universal Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Enlightenment and Wholeness.
Here is the links to my books and how the benefit
The_Wisdom_of_the_Tr_Cover_for_KindleWISDOM OF THE TREES
Learn how to communicate with nature and gain a greater respect for trees.
Learn how to develop a greater understanding of animals
Gain greater connection with the DIvine through Poetry
Experience Case studies and tapping exercises of dynamic shifting of personal energy. Learn how direct correlation between emotional and physical pain
  grow where you planted  GROW WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED
Access quotes that depict spiritual insights that will turn on light bulbs of awareness
Access tapping exercises that address anyone who has been raped, abused or taken advantage of in any way. This is also a great book for the professional victims. This is the book that empowers the divine female so as to bring balance to all life.
perpetual calender     PERPETUAL CALENDAR
For those who would like a daily grounding practice but are not into yoga, meditation or prayer, this book of daily tapping exercises will validate anyone in their quest to feel and be empowered
letters of accord      LETTERS OF ACCORD
For people who realize that the truth has been hidden from the masses for the benefit of control, they will love this book that rips off layers and lifetimes of lies and conditioning and calibrates humanity back to truth. This is a private discord with the Ancient Ones
For those who have tried every diet but still feel like there is something innately wrong with them because of their dependency on food. Address the primal relationship with food and how it represents safety, love and empowerment


Harvesting the Fruit of Humanity


I received an emergency message from a client who was disturbed by a dream she had. She felt very bad and wanted clarity. She is very open to my work but is also concerned about the way she is perceived if she endorses me openly.

In the dream, her basement was slightly flooding. She tried to find the controls on the right side but when she did, a sheriff from her old house came and in and restrained her. She was helpless and begged the officer to let her go. She swore on her husbands life that if he let her go, she would be complacent. (this is the part of the dream that disturbed her). Then she saw millions of tomatoes rotting and was thinking of what a shame it was. The dream left her very sad.

Here is the interpretation. The basement flooding was the flooding of the world issues into her home. She is one that does not like to speak her truth because she doesn’t want to provoke anyone. But in not speaking her truth, she thinks she is safe. She confuses speaking her truth with being confrontational. But by not speaking her truth, she is agreeing to the terms of power. She retreats within herself; which is her haven and believes all will be well; but also gets an uneasy feeling that it will not be.

Her looking for the controls is her using the ego to fix the situation. The controls being on one side symbolize that she is not centered. Since she identifies strongly with being a female, she relinquishes embracing the male counterpart within herself; which creates and imbalance. The officer represented the old paradigm of male dominated power. That old paradigm is making one last ditch effort to restrain female energy; which is evident the current events of atrocities inflicted upon woman and female children.

Her begging on the life of her husband was actually her being pushed up against the wall to finally embrace her male energy. It is the position we are all in. We can either concede to the current treatment of woman in the world or we can “man up” literally by embracing the balance between our own female-male energy. We can take a more balanced stance in our own empowerment.

Her seeing the tomatoes everywhere and watching them rot is symbolic of seeing all the wasted potential in people everywhere rot from lack of use. Tomatoes are a fruit that is not considered a fruit. The hearts and intentions of all the individuals in the world is also a fruit that are not considered. She was scanning the world and grieving that the fruit of humanity was being wasted. She saw the decay of wasted potential.

So many people say they like my posts and say how I have miraculously helped them. But do not share this truth with others. They even go to lengths to hide it; even from themselves. They are like my client in the dream. They feel the truth of my posts and my purpose; but retreat within themselves and hide it as a secret. They have a disconnect in their control panel as she did in the dream.

Every time i see this disconnect in people who have benefited from my assistance or point of view and I have shared my heart with; I can’t lie; I am disappointed. It is such a gift to experience such a lifetime where individuals are able to regain their individual power and to be shown a simple yet powerful way to do it. Wouldn’t you want this for all those you love? Wouldn’t it be worth the risk of the possibility of rebuke?

The more you share truth, the more you poke through all limitations and breath new life into the planet. It is not done through arguing. It is done by standing in your own center. We as a group of individuals will be collectively manifesting greater love for all life. Lets not waste another crop of sacred potential. Let’s salvage the crop in the field. Let’s break down the walls of resistance in the world to to divine love and kindness.

Every step you take in the advancement of your personal empowerment and truth is a leap forward in the advancement of humanity. Feel the empowerment of sharing! I certainly do by sharing truth with you. Feel my love and gratitude as well.

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