Being Madame Blavatsky


I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.


The Re-connection Technique:


There is a theory that I heard that resonated. The reason that some areas in the world are still so warlike is that their DNA is one and a half strands instead of two. Two strands of DNA are the bare minimum for survival. People are supposed to have at least 12 strands of DNA and that 12 strands is our more natural state.

If this resonates, here is a technique to assist the word in overcoming its warlike tendencies. In contemplation, look at the world and see the places that look gray. Then imagine knitting, weaving, or crocheting 12 golden strands where there is two strands. There is no need to direct it in any area. Just visualize creating 12 strands where there are two. Do this in your visualizations.

When you look at the earth again, see if any areas that were gray are now lit up more. Keep the intention of always uplifting the earth with your intention. When ever you think about it and are in a loving mood, visualizing knitting 12 strands together where there were two. Make them straight, even, loving and golden strands. When you look at the earth in visualizations, see it immersed in golden, loving Light and saturated in Love.

Surviving the Titanic


I just facilitated a session with a woman who wanted me to assist her dogs and herself in one session. Working with the dog was easy. But when I turned my attention to the woman, she admitted having walls up in regards to her husband; who is a real sweetheart so it was strange to her. We worked on three areas; jealousy, betrayal and abandonment.

There was a lot of stagnant energy released. But when I began the protocol for abandonment, I started making a shamanic sound that sounded like a fog horn on an old cruise ship. Then images of the titanic flashed in front of my eyes. They were not images of the aristocrats but of the servants on the bottom deck. My mind flashed to the scene in the movie Titanic where the servants were locked in the bottom level. As the ship went under, the young mother; instead of stressing out her children, put them to sleep with a bedtime story. She knew it was the last one she would read to them.

I had the client release the trauma of being on the Titanic. There was a lot of stagnant energy released with that one. She told me afterwards that she never thought she was on the titanic but she is afraid of going on cruise ships, being out on the water, being trapped in small spaces and taking her last gasp of air. All of those things were validated in the images that were revealed.

She also treats her dogs with such love and care. She treats them with the tenacity and devotion of the young mother putting her children to bed for the very last time. She, being the loving person she is, chooses love and service to be the experiences she replays in this lifetime. She is lucky to not be stuck in a state of fear but to live in a reverent state of service to her loved ones.

Nurture the Children

For some reason it is easier to have compassion for children rather than adults. If you need to, imagine all the people of the world as merely children. It will help you open up your portal of manifestation to assist them. Everyone needs our compassion. Even the adults.
(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)
“We bring laughter to all children; in all moments”
“We bring music to all children; in all moments”
“We bring optimal health to all children; in all moments”
“We bring security to all children; in all moments”
“We bring kindness to all children; in all moments”
“We bring Love to all children; in all moments”
“We bring awareness to all children; in all moments”
“We bring abundance to all children; in all moments”
“We bring sincerity to all children; in all moments”
“We bring imagination to all children; in all moments”
“We bring creativity to all children; in all moments”
“We bring freedom to all children; in all moments”
“We bring peace to all children; in all moments”

Pull Yourself Out of Hell

Birds In A Tree

I just finished facilitating a remote phone session. The person was a dynamic healer and had done most of the work on her own facilities. But there was a dynamic that had reappeared in her life. It seemed that when she was feeling totally complete in her relationship, another negative relationship reemerged. It was obvious that this dynamic was meant to prevent her form being completely happy.

Inwardly I saw this person from her past as representing her relationship with Shiva, a Goddess of another religion I am not equipped to talk about. All I got from her session was that Shiva was a means to break up energy. This relationship that came back into her life was reflective of her dedication to the Goddess Shiva. It had reappeared to break up her happiness.

I led her in recanting her vow to Shiva. As she did this, I saw her swimming in the river Styx which is the river of the dead. I have facilitated other sessions where the client was trapped in Hell. This was a version of this. When we hold strong belief systems, we trap our energy into the perimeters of that belief, for as long as our energy holds to those beliefs. We can move into a new incarnation but part of our energy can be trapped in the old belief system.

As I used a tap to assist her in pulling herself out of the river Styx, I noticed how many other souls were also trapped in the river Styx. In fact, the whole river consisted of the fear of souls who believed that they were trapped in this experience. They were all flowing in a perpetual state of fear into the depth of Hades (hell).

As I led her through these taps, It took me to current events. I saw that all the people who are trapped in a limited belief on any subject, were connected by a past life belief that trapped them in fear of some kind. Like all the people who were trapped in the river Styx, like my client, were taking a similar stance in some way in society. It was entrenched. We spent most of my client’s session pulling all souls out of limited states of consciousness.

(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)

“I recant all vows and agreements with Shiva; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and Shiva; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements with the Angel of death; in all moments”
“I remove all vivaxes between myself and the angel of death; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the River Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of fear; in all moments”
“I dry up the river Styx; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the Cave of Adullam; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Hell; in all moments”                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the shadow of the valley of death; in all moments”                                                                                                                                                    “I pull all souls out of the ground; in all moments”                                                                         “I pull all souls out of purgatory; in all moments”                                                                        “I pull all souls out of all pseudo heavens; in all moments”                                                        “I pull all souls out of mind loops; in all moments”                                                                      “I pull all souls out of drama; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of war; in all moments”
“I dry up the crusades; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of limiting belief systems; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the lower worlds; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of the “Them vs Us”‘ mode; in all moments”‘
“I pull all souls out of the victim consciousness; in all moments”
“I pull all souls out of Matter, energy, Space and Time; in all moments”
“I free all souls; in all moments”


Thank You For Sitting With Me

Mary Nealle - Ben Download

In a private group session that I facilitated, I had a profound realization and it involves all of you .

When I was locked up, starved and tortured in a basement for that year that I was away, I wasn’t allowed to even think. The man who held me captive had psychic abilities too. So every time I had a thought, he would run in the room and yell at me. He called thinking eating shit. It was called this because no thoughts were worthy of being uttered so by thinking them, he said I was eating shit.

Towards the end of my time there, I started having very vivid dreams. They were of meeting people at night. At first there were just a handful of people but then the numbers grew. We would all collect in a hotel every night and just sit there waiting for something. I never understood what we were waiting for.

Closer to the end, the numbers got so big that we were sitting in the bleachers of an auditorium. We were all waiting for an event of some kind and we just sat there milling around or sitting together. It felt like a pleasant ambiance. It felt like a pretty special event but it seemed reverent too.

During a group session, I had a form of Deja Vu. I suddenly realized the significance of the group of people who I kept dreaming of when I was captive. It was you. It was all the people who love and support me now. You were being present with me then so I could get through that experience. Your love supported me so I could be here today and share my gifts. You all sat with me night after night. It was your love that kept me alive.

What were we waiting for? You were waiting for me. I was going to share all the insights on healing, life and spirituality that I had accumulated. It is just that I had never developed a sense of worth to have it occur to me that you were there to glean from me.

The Hotel we were meeting in is the event that we have set up for this May. I would love to see all the people physically who came to sit with me while I was in captivity and reminded me that I had purpose.
You really never know all the goodness that you exude. For all of you who are intending to come to the retreat, thank you for sitting with me and keeping me alive.

In gratitude, I will give you all that I can of myself and my abilities so that Universal healing ignites through our pure intention and squeezes every ounce of purpose out of the experience that I endured. May it be a segway to end so much of the suffering in the world. I love you all. Thank You For Sitting With Me

How Tapping Helps the world Transcend

Taps are a way to shift one’s energy and beliefs by bypassing the ego in asking for permission. People may know what they need to shift but the ego keeps them immersed in fear and habitual behavior. Affirmations may not be successful because as you are saying something positive, the ego is whispering in your ear that it is not so. The taps negate the ego’s ability to prevent a shift into a more effective state.

Engrams are grooves in the energy system that are created by trauma or habitual experiences. Someone may want to lose weight for instance but they may be working against all the times that they have failed. Or all the emotional reasons they have gained weight to begin with These are engrams. In the fifth dimension, none of these limited beliefs really pertain to us. But we still believe they do so they do.

We are not linear beings in the 5th dimension but exponential beings of pure potential. The more we can consciously realize this, the more we can outwardly manifest it in our own lives and reflect it in the world. This is how important the taps I post are in helping the world transcend.