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Retreat Group Photo
 
I now realize that what happens at the retreats I facilitate is not a fluke. After the third one, they keep getting better and better. I would love to meet more of the friends that I hold so dear here on social media at the next one. The retreats are not going to be so intimate for too long. The time I am able to pour on each individual is not always going to be so guaranteed.
 
My favorite part of the retreats are:
 
Being able to watch the shifts happen within people and their families. When I bring two people to come up in the middle of the room, and share all they are in energy with the other. When a strong confident man pours dad energy into those who were desperate for that live. A sister downloads into a brother what it feels like to have your anatomy stared at. To have one who feels confident in her beauty feed it into one who can not fathom her own whiles.
 
Children as young as seven and as fickle as teenagers listen intently and responsive to what I am sharing with not a hint of boredom or disrespect.
 
The room enthralled in humor as I explain how to perceive in energy by demonstrating how people interact with me. Apparently those years of watching others be mocked was converted to the most gentle way to deliver spiritual principles to others in an entertaining way; without a hint of cruelty or diminishing of their spirit. I have become very funny and entertaining.
 
Watching strangers grow in loving and respecting everyone at the event. On breaks, it was so rewarding to see everyone loving on people they just met. That is because that is our natural inclination and when the walls are stripped away we are free to do that.
 
Seeing truth delivered to the heart of someone who was pushing it away as a defense. That they no longer have to walk around with a shield and sword; ready to pounce. They are free to engage others with the ease and confidence of an empowered victor. Yet with the kindness and a compassion of a one who rescues the weak and speaks to all souls in all forms with love.
 
Its amazing seeing how families are excited to be present, individuals understand the scope of my purpose and the world responds to the energy that was generated to uplift all souls and raise the vibration of the planet to hold the resonance of love and truth.
The next retreat will be happening on Mothers Day weekend. It is a means to honor Gaia or Goddess energy in all. It is a great way to gift the people in your life who mean so much to you. Think of it an intervention for the soul without the need to hitting rock bottom. You deserve to feel worthy and empowered. May you attend and may you and those you care about, awaken to your most cherished selves.

Gratitude For Keeping Me Alive

Ten years ago, I was laying on a cold basement floor resolved to die of starvation. I would wake up before sunrise and wait for the captor to give me the command to get dressed to prepare and work outside until after sunset. I would frantically dress and await for him to drill me about my dreams. He was looking for any information he needed on what the next step was in my demise.

Little did either he or I know, that my spirit guides were preparing me to have the strength to get myself out of there. They would show me the apartment that I would live in one short month later and showed me the new people who I would meet in my new life. Most everyone that I had known before the captivity would not accept me back into their world. Only a couple special gems would embrace me after disappearing for a year.

The captor could not possible know that every night, I was taken to this seminar-like atmosphere that was set up for many visitors. It was a recurring dream that I had every night. I would be in a hotel setting that was prepared to receive a lot of guests at this special event. Sometimes I sat in the seats like everyone else. But sometimes I was in a back hall with everyone waiting for me to appear.

In the first few months, there were only a few people who were sitting in the chairs. It comforted me that they were there. They seemed to make it easier to get through the waking days. A very few were people I knew were in the crowds. The rest I did not know who they were then but they were familiar to me. It comforted me to be with them. It was as if being with them in my dreams, kept me nurtured from an otherwise socially deprived existence.

Being with them kept me alive. At the ending of my captivity the group swelled to multitudes. Now I know who those people were. They were you. The people who kept me alive with their company are the people here who read my posts and support me in sharing my gifts. Since time and space are an illusion and all is happening at once, you are nurturing that starving, cold deprived version of me so I could get here to assist you in totally awakening.

The resort setting is the Hotel that I facilitated was my first retreat this May. I recognized the Hotel from my dreams when we went to check out the facility. The date was also chosen for me from a dream I had twelve years ago. It is at the same time as the international Lilac Festival in my home town of Rochester, New York. The Ancient ones who Guide me, have had an agenda for me all along. They were feeding me the details in my dreams.

The dreams during captivity were of my spirit guides showing me how many people I would help just by surviving and sharing my gifts. I needed all that encouragement to overcome the daily torture, brainwashing, starvation, harsh weather, sleep deprivation and sensory deprivation that I endured. Knowing on a subtle level, that I would know all of you and have your love and support, kept me alive.

Ten years ago, I will have made the journey to my freedom. I was half dead and terrified but alive and excited as well. All kind of fears and curses from the captor were met to get away from that experiences. It was surreal and unimaginable at the time. But it was done and the gifts that I now access, took a long time to be drawn out of a terrified brainwashed emaciated stupor.

The date of my escape is the only special day that I celebrate. I am mostly alone since my reemergence into society and live like a monk. I spend my days writing, doing healing work for individuals and the world and tending the needs of my furry family inside and out. This year, I am celebrating by opening up more and more to assisting others than I could not have possibly fathomed even knowing; except of course in my dreams. I came back to society thinking I was a retarded boy. As articulate as I write, that is the simple mentality that I operate from.

It is a very vulnerable way to live. It took me ten years to build up the courage to be physically present with others. It is no less than a miracle that I am reaching you all with these words. It took so much endurance and resilience merely to live in a sea of people where there was no love for me. How ironic that I teach others how to love beyond all outer limitations and in all situations. My insights have been developed and honed honestly through a personal quest to experience love.

As a way to reach more and more of the community that has kept me alive, more and more venues have been created to allow me to assist as many souls as I can in the world. Since I have returned, many people have experienced energetic shifts in themselves that have experienced great transformations. They have seen great shifts in the world as a result of my group sessions geared to benefitting all of humanity.  My goal is that everyone overcome whatever limitations that may hinder them in any way. May they access their gifts and talents as a way to pour their incredible love into the world

One of the side affects of surviving being starved and tortured nearly to death is the ease in which I am able to love. This love pours out into everything I write and you are all benefactors of that great resource now. My books are not merely worlds but a conduit and an equation to reach higher consciousness. Another way to connect deeper to those I love is the group sessions that I facilitate weekly. They are accessible to those who really want to realize their own omnipotence in the world.

These are a couple of the ways you have access to me and my love and gratitude and specially honed gifts. I am fearless in speaking truth and empowering others because I went through the process of enlightenment and know that I was kept alive to do exactly what I do. I am grateful to have such purpose and am completely immersed in sharing all my gifts so that you can uncover all of yours.

My next retreat is this September 8th and 9th. The one in May was a reunion of souls who have never met in this life before. The love and transformation were incredible. In this upcoming retreat, we will be blurring the line between animate and inanimate life. As this line is what keeps people enslaved to linear limitations. I will also be reintroducing the attendees to their childlike wonder through releasing their resistance to play. It will be dynamic energy work disguised in play.

I would love to see you at the retreat. You can register to attend here. http://www.jenuinehealing.com/

MIND BLOWING LOVE

19679553_10156435926199741_1133637518_nYesterday’s group call was so amazing!  I closed my eyes, really tuned into everyone’s voices and energy and I felt as though I was transported back to the room we were in at Woodcliff, with all those beautiful souls I have known through many, many life times.  Thank you Jen for bringing us together in May, and for the refresher yesterday.
Some things Jen said during the call stuck with me, and I could not get them out of my head.  I have never really parented with boundaries.  I don’t strictly enforce times such as wake up time, when we eat, or when bed time is, etc. This isn’t necessarily the best approach, I know.
What I realize now that I am working with Jen is, I have fought making official times for all those things because deep down I knew that when we force our kids to be too linear – get up at a certain time, eat every day at a certain time, go to bed at a certain time, etc. – it prevents them from exploring their exponentiality.  When we rush them from this thing to that – just like Jen was talking about when we book appointments back to back, it’s making them conform to linear existence.  Some people think kids thrive on structure.  It doesn’t appeal to me, and that’s probably because I am not linear.  We can have a tendency to rush our kids through life.  In being so regimented, we too as parents can miss the beautiful experiences that could happen if we were not so fixated on linear existence.
This refresher session was also a big break through to me in terms of many of my relationships that I have struggled with.
I can fully accept that others are not exponential…it’s nice to finally have words to describe what makes you different.  However, to others, if sometimes feels you are not linear, you are wrong.  I have spent too much time in my life being told I am wrong.  I exert way too much effort trying to deal energetically with anger and tension from people who think they are always right and their way of doing things or seeing things is right.  Working with Jen is helping me to free myself from the need for validation from others, because I realize I am not going to get it from people operating in a linear reality.  The denial of validation from them is not malicious, we are just operating differently in energy.
It is mind blowing and so freeing to experience the love I do working with Jen, and it is even more powerful and life changing to continue to feel the love and the deep sense of connection that I did in May at the retreat Jen facilitated.  To think we will all come together again, be interconnected with other souls and keep repairing and restoring one another and humanity!  Jen, your work is amazing and life changing!
The Exponential Empowerment Retreat is the next event facilitated by Jen Ward. It is September 8-9 in Rochester New York. All who come will be changed forever in a profound way. Changes may range from subtle to dynamic and profound. But whatever the attendees experience, will be theirs to own. Everything experienced is given with no indoctrination or obligation.

Helping Children

I just wanted to thank Jen for helping my 12 year old Grandson, he was experiencing heightening anger, depression and withdrawing from everyone. Much to my surprise he was very receptive to Jen’s work. The amazing transformation after just one session was just unbelievable, I spent the day with my grandson and he went from a kid with his head down and hat over his face, to the talkative loving young man he used to be. Every time I have reached out to Jen I have been in awe of how life changing her work is. Thank you Jen, Thank you for seeing the good in our lad. Thank you for lovingly bringing him back into a comfort zone, your amazing and you really know how to communicate with young people. I highly suggest anyone having problems with their youth, animals or yourself to reach out to her. Much love and bright bright blessings to you Jen.