The Sweetest Lemonade


The Christmas Spirit is not such an elusive thing. It is not a haphazard, hit or miss experience. It is also not guaranteed by throwing money at the holiday. The Christmas Spirit is more apt to be found in the quietude of the fallen snow, or the breath of a sleeping child, than it is in the mall.

When something horrific happens in the world, we want to react to it. That is exactly what the intention desires. I choose not to feed any situation with fear and drama. I am compelled to figuratively “drop to my knees” and tap into the moment where the elusive Christmas Spirit dwells and feed it like a pipeline to all who are brought to a reactionary mode.

A great way to handle the feelings that are prodded by the perpetrators of any horrific act is to maintain a detached stance and hunker down in one’s empowerment. Resolve to pour love into the situation to dampen the fire of hatred and loss. It robs the perpetrators of the frenzy they savagely crave. It robs them, of their pay off.

A good way to do this is by shifting your vantage point to one of distance. Pretend that the incident happened a while ago and use time to separate yourself from the drama. This is not done out of NOT caring. This is a means of going into warrior mode; but as a warrior for love and resolve and not revenge.

The perpetrators thrive on fear, revenge and drama. That is their payoff. I refuse to feed them. There is a way to pour all the healing love into those who were affected without feeding the perpetrators. This is done with an undercurrent of love. Just like there are powerful undercurrents running in a frozen river, there is a powerful undercurrent of love we can send to those who were targeted and at the same time while freezing out the perpetrators.

The human reaction is to worry about the future. Don’t. That is drama. When you want to indulge in fear, “drop down to your knees” and convert all that fear into love for those affected. Fear feeds the perpetrators. Love feeds those affected.

The beautiful thing about the world is that we are all observing it like our own private snow globe that we are also a part of. What a beautiful learning experience to be able to toggle both. We are no longer trapped in the conditions of the snow globe. We are watching, learning, changing and evolving.

We are gaining such a rich understanding of “Power’s” limited bag of tricks that we are able to snuff it out simply by changing our vantage point and resolve. We are observing power’s stance, not at its cowering mercy, but from an objective stance; from afar. With this rich vantage point, we can see it’s cowering ugly essence and not feed it with our awe.

This is a great moment to tap into the Christmas Spirit. The same spirit that every advertisement has tried to bastardize to sell product. But yet it remains organic and pure. Because it is tapping into the reverence and quietude of perpetual love. This is the pure place that I write from. This is where I am now. Please use my words as a lifeline to connect with the Christmas Spirit and lets send it as a care package to all souls everywhere that are in need or distress.

I know my love to be big enough to satiate all souls. This is what I practice doing as repetitively as an athlete training for a championship. But the championship in my case is the empowerment of all souls. This means the ultimate goal is Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom and Wholeness of all souls. There is no need to worry about the mechanics as to how this occurs. Your one assignment, if you agree with this intention is to do your own part. This will be difficult enough.

Your part is simple, control your primal impulses to retaliate in fear and instead, “drop to your proverbial knees”, tap into the moment and pour your love into the world. You can direct it towards any demographic, but just don’t limit it to one. Love is fluid and will go where it will. You as the instrument of love can merely point the hose.

By doing this, you will be gaining your spiritual empowerment.. It is the thing that you have been searching for all of your days. So if this horrific event, was the thing that brought you to awaken to your highest purpose, then it was not for naught. You will be making the sweetest lemonade that heaven has ever tasted. I love you for that. You are supported by the angels in giving out the love that you do. In fact, that is exactly what angels do. They love beyond all fathomable means. You and I are now doing the same.

The Frozen Tree Technique


Sometimes we are so frozen in our responses and our state of being that we are like a tree that has been coated with ice during a cold rain storm. Ice is just rain that has frozen due to lack of warmth (love, acceptance). Instead of rolling off, it creates invisible layers that enshroud the tree. It is heavy and brittle and if the temperature doesn’t change, the branches start to snap off; and if it continues, the whole trunk collapses as well.

Visualize yourself as a tree that is covered in ice. Imagine the beautiful brilliant sun coming out and warming the climate. The cold ice pellets now become laced beauty that shroud you for an instant before it all melts into beautiful diamonds of crystal. Acknowledge you own beauty, even in this heavy state of endurance.

Now, feel the weight on you lighten as the water rolls off your trunk. Feel your branches return to a limber state. Feel how your branches reach up to the sky and how the warmth of the sun warms the sap inside you. Feel the sap run through your inner channels. Feel your roots secure you deep within the earth. Feel grounded,strong and supported by the vastness of the earth’s depth.

Feel how strong and solid you really are. Everything that transpires is transitory compared to your vast existence planted deep in the earth and warmed by the brilliance of the sun. All life sings in your branches or dances at your base. Chaos may blow around you but you stay nimble and grounded in the earth. You welcome experiences. See them as plentiful and natural as growing the leaves on every extension of your being.

Your experiences, like the leaves, serve a purpose for a season, but when you have learned the lesson, they all blow away. You do not hang on to them and cry because you lost a leaf. You rejoice because their departure signifies another cycle of growth, another ring of expansion defined in your core.

You are a wise tree. With deep roots like the oak and flexible branches like the willow. You are aromatic like the Spruce, and form a majestic silhouette on the horizon. Feel your strength.. Feel your wisdom. Feel your endurance. Rejoice at the cycles of life. Feel the warmth of the sun sustain you and know all the experiences that you endure, keep you interested in continuing to grow and expand and to be the majestic being that you are.

The Light, Sound and Love of Your Purpose

The vibrations of your higher purpose can easily manifest now that all the old ways of doing things have fallen short and have left humanity incomplete. The world is thirsty and starving for your creative energy to emerge. So it is no longer needing the encouragement to live your true purpose. It is a matter of releasing residual fear that has been instilled in old consciousness.
Individuals are like abused animals being coaxed out of their cage. Those of us who understand this do all we can to invite them out. For some people, that is their whole purpose. It feels like that is mine. Everything I write, share and do, is evidence of that one purpose. Thank you for supporting my purpose; as I support yours.
That is the problem with group dynamics. If you think about it, all group dynamics have “ever so subtly” veered you off of living your purpose so as to support the purpose of the group. That is true of every group, religion, government and even spiritual group. As soon as there is a blanket mandate, and a directive, people have given over their empowerment as a noble act of supporting a group.
The group does not enter through the eye of the needle with you. The group does not auto correct when it has mandated an outmoded directive. The group does not cross over with you when it is time for you to forgo your physical skin. All these things you do alone. It is best to listen to your own inner censor. It is the one that always advocates for you. It is the one that you use to refine your own spiritual directive. It is the one that has no outer agenda.
It is love and love alone that then mandates your course.
You are then awaken to the subtle ways of how to communicate in energy. Light, love and the sweet sounds of life are your native tongue. The waterfall, the way the sun falls gently upon the land, the sweet call of the birds, the hum of nature or a babbling brook. These are the experiences that fill your soul. As the tin clamor of the “shoulds” and the “musts” fall away.
Jen Ward

The Jewels


It is primal behavior to conform. The one that exists on the fringe, is the one that is picked off by the predators. The one that is different, was ostracized by the clan. Conformity was vital to survival. This is primal. But if we stayed in primal mode, we would have never been able to utilize fire as a tool. It is primal behavior to be afraid of fire. We were able to get over that one okay. Because the gain outweighed the loss.

Conformity is now a thing of the past. It is what is choking the creativity of the world, the genius of our passion and the drive to improve as a society. Conformity is a mental slavery. It is dying a slow death but it is going the way of 8 tracks.

Those individuals who are different, even if they don’t understand who they are, are jewels. They are bumping against the glass ceiling of conformity and pounding on its ceiling. They are chipping away at the chiseled indifference to break through the floor of a new awakening. It is those that live their messy passion, follow their crooked path dreams, and scatter chaos in the rigid cubicles of expectation that create a new norm for us all.

It is scary for some to surrender the past, their ideal of how things should be, or to understand why change is necessary. There is no way to bring them along except to ask them to choose love over their sense of reason. Love your child no matter how sideways they seem to be to you. They are adored by the universe and you are the one who will miss out. Their wounds that you have inflicted on them will heal because they realize ignorance can only create a shallow cut to the heart of reason. But ignorance itself scars more than those it is inflicted on.

Because they are gifted with expression of song, Light, Genius and individuality. They themselves are the gift and they will come to that understanding more easily than ignorance can be dropped. They are blessed and respected by all who understand.

Wisdom of the Sapling Forest


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There are over three hundred little terracotta pots in my care. They all want me to give them individual attention. They thrive on it. Every day I have to scan each one to see if they have enough sunlight, enough water, are feeling validated. It is important. It isn’t enough to treat them as merely a whole unit and be done with it. They would all start to wither in groups.

It occurred to me that these little pots are kind of like all the cells in the body. They need individual attention to thrive and so do the cells of the body. Maybe there is a lot of healing in just giving ll the cells in the body a nod of approval each day. Maybe it is a way of keeping them plugged in and feeling validated.

Each day in contemplation, scan the whole body very slowing and send love to each cell. Look at each one as if you were scanning a magnifying glass over it and enlarging it, See how they all feel and look. Start with the feet and make certain the cells of each toe and all the heel get a quick look at. Send all parts love.
Go through the whole body this way.

You may feel tingling, warmth or a magnetic sensation. It is the energy being stimulated in the body. It is evidence that what you are doing is effective. You may get real tired or real energized. Feeling the energy will affect people differently and will not always be consistent.

Scan your body this way every time you think of it. If you find lumpy energy, break it apart. If there are dark spots, pour light into them. You may surprise yourself what you find and what you are capable of tending to. This is what a medical intuitive does and you can do it for yourself.It is just one more opportunity for self empowerment.


I asked my sapling forest and the big trees to tell me one of their secrets. They showed me in images how silly man is by chopping up existence into different outfits. They showed me a man mowing his lawn in boxers and a tee and they showed me a man in a power suit. They think it is silly how the different outfits change the whole feeling of the man. They believe it is silly that the outfits mandate the mood or that people define themselves by clothing.

Won’t You Dance With Me?


© 2017 Jenuine Healing. All rights reserved.

I Am Soul
an unadulterated atom of breath-giving Love
Existing in a sea of pure bliss
Yet to become aware of myself in the higher worlds, I created movement
I acknowledged myself as a frequency of sound woven together with an emanation of light.
I now knew how to maneuver the light by riding the sound.
Yet I wanted to realize everything that I already knew
I decided to go into the most coarse vibrations.
I delved down into the arena’s of the mind
Everything was confusing.
I got disoriented as thought matter collected upon me
I could not tell the difference between these thoughts and myself
They were now my identity.
I kept going into denser existence
I saw experiences that were harsh and incredulous.
But somehow thrilling.
What was this that thing collecting on me that made pain and trauma feeling exhilarating?
I wanted to see more and more of it.
I kept going into darker regions.
These things collected on me that made me react so inconsistently
Crying, Screaming, Anger, Pain. They seemed to bring anguish to me yet were fascinating.
These capabilities became a part of me. I could control them or not
It was exciting at first to experience how such coarse matter expresses itself
I went to the most harshest vibration possible
It encased me in a tomb of flesh.
There was little movement, no expansiveness
It was like being imprisoned in a sarcophagus
The only movement now came in the sporadic, inconsistent bursts of emotion
The woven tapestry of light and sound was encased in layers of dross matter
All seemed hopeless
The one saving grace was the heart
It seemed that the only way to forget how imprisoned I was, was to love
It wasn’t easy because everything else was encased in course matter too
But when I was able to show thoughtfulness to another, it allowed me access to more freedom
Love was so so difficult
All those encased in their flesh tombs were in the same predicament
To get themselves free, two souls agreed to love the other person to create freedom for them.
It worked.
Loving another seemed to be the key
This worked for eons.
But souls got complacent
They flitted around making agreement with others to love them and leaving others behind.
This created more great pain and more lessons.
Sometimes two original souls kept their agreement
They are called soul mates.
Sometimes they got separated and then life became about searching for them instead of realizing how to love
In a desperate attempt to get free souls tried to love themselves to get themselves free
There was no loss or let down, Only the programming of unworthiness to break through
I found that when I loved all others, I loved myself more
And when I loved myself I was able to love all others as well
I realized that when I loved, I was no longer lonely. I felt connected
Indeed I was connected to all others!
All the thoughts and feelings and inertia fell away
I was liberated
Now I am still in the coarse matter but with a purpose
I have a sense of who I am as an atom of love ensconced in light and sound
My purpose is to help everyone realize themselves as an atom of love as well
To love them beyond their own capacities to realize who they are as soul
To free them all by loving them all
And in turn helping them realize the freedom and liberation of loving other souls
This is who I am today
This is who you are
We are greater than our emotions and mightier than our thoughts
We are more expansive than any experience we use to define ourselves
We are woven tapestries of light and sound interweaving in a dance of blissful joy
As more and more awaken to love the dance becomes more exhilarating
With every post, every exchange and every outpouring of love comes the unspoken request…..
Won’t you dance with me?

Shattering the Dark Prism


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In the past, I facilitated a very powerful private remote session. Sometimes when people have been working on themselves but still have things to work on, the sessions can get real surreal. This was one of those times.

In the session, we went to a lifetime when she was not from earth. In fact she seemed to still have contempt for humans. There was a dark energy that she had some kind of allegiance to. It was some kind of succubus energy that ate Light. It was the source of trapping a lot of souls into it and it was affecting people on earth.

It is difficult to explain the imagery that I see in the sessions. Some of the darker based movies touch upon it. It is better to leave it alone and not give it form. But interesting things happened during the session. I led my client through a lot of taps on releasing this thing called the dark prism. It was very difficult for us to connect But the moment she got through the one tap about shattering the dark prism, the phone connection was crystal clear.

Also, as she did these taps, I seemed to get some sort of happiness returned to me. My energy field became very magnetic. It was if many were being released from this subjective enslavement. My client felt the intensity and magnitude of doing these taps. Many more benefit from doing them.

Say each statement out loud 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest.

“I release the belief that humans are barbarians; in all moments”
“I release worshiping the dark prism; in all moments”
“I eliminate the first rule in acceptance of the dark prism; in all moments”
I eliminate the initial cause of the formation of the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release being manipulated by the dark prism in all moments”
“I release trapping souls in the dark prism in all moments”
“I release all souls trapped in the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release drawing upon the dark prism; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I remove all curses between myself and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release using the dark prism to curse others; in all moments”
“I remove all curses that I have put on all others for the dark prism; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between all others and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I withdraw all my energy from the dark prism; in all moments”
“I shatter the dark prism; in all moments”
“I awaken all the souls that have been trapped in and by the dark prism; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, limitations, darkness and engrams that the dark prism has put on me; in all moments”
“I remove from all others all the pain, burden, limitations,darkness and engrams that I have put on them for the dark prism; in all moments”
“I take back all the Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life and Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Confidence, Spirituality, Light and Enlightenment that the dark prism has taken from me; in all moments”
“I give back to all others all the Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life and Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Confidence, Spirituality, Light and Enlightenment that I have taken from them for the dark prism; in all moments”                                                                                      “I send all energy matrices of the dark prism into the Light and Sound; in all moments”  “I command all complex energy matrices of the dark prism to be escorted into the Light and Sound; in all moments”
“I release resonating with the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release emanating with the dark prism in all moments”
“I remove all of the dark prism from my sound frequency; in all moments”
“I remove all of the dark prism from my body; in all moments”
“I shift my paradigm from the dark prism to Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life and Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Confidence, Spirituality, Light and Enlightenment; in all moments”
“I transcend the dark prism; in all moments”
“I transform the dark prism into light in this reality in all moments”
“I dissipate the dark prism; in this reality; in all moments”
I am centered and empowered in Light, Music, Beauty and song; in all moments”