Being Madame Blavatsky


I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.


Honor Gaia

The Retreat last weekend was so successful. There is so much enthusiasm to honor Gaia again this Mother’s Day weekend. Honor Mother Earth and Gaia energy by bringing your mother,, family and honoring yourself as mother and Gaia. Teach your family how to honor Gaia by accepting and allowing them to honor you. Please share. The by-product of each retreat is more love and truth in the world. Be a part of the awakening of humanity.



Within crusted walls of embedded emotion,
Bombarded by waves of perpetual commotion,
Is a permanent “me” determined to stand,
Slough off adversity like layers of sand.

Draw in the Light from a far away source,
To Stand firm in the Love; seems “par for the course”,
Reverberating in music; a most precious choir,
Break through the dross, confusion and mire.

Emanate, vibrate, reverberate, resound,
Be inundated with such beauty I unfurl and rebound,
Show others imprisoned what awakening can be,
Humbly resonating loving and Free.

Jen Ward 10/21/13


I had a dream recently where I was sitting in a very large church that was packed. I sat in the pews with everyone else and a few people I remember from a spiritual group I have been part of.
We were all watching a very entertaining movie that a spiritual group had put together a few years ago. But as everyone watched, the movie changed from sharing spiritual principles to being a recruiting tape for more people to join their group.
The pews emptied out. A few people stayed out of dedication to truth. But we were all laying down in the pews. We were tired but we were there for a reason.
The few who stayed, sprawled out in the pews. I got up and went into a back room. I was unscrewing a big capsule. My assistant Thérèse A. Kravetz came into the room to help me unscrew the big capsule. I woke up wondering what it exactly meant. An understanding came through inner channels.
The crowd in the pews represented humanity. They were transfixed in obedience to the teachings of society, religion, governments and even spiritual groups. Watching the big screen was the psychic practice of having them transfixed to the rules of different groups in obedience and compliance. At one point, these groups helped people, but it showed how they have become different forms of psychic manipulation to captivate people as they enslave them.
I was told that The taps and writings I share, coupled with my intention of assisting an upgrade to humanity, are actually working.  My exercises of tapping and writings are working to free people from the psychic control that have kept them entrenched in groups through the history of man. The spiritual upgrade that I am assisting humanity in awakening to; is about each individual enjoying their own empowerment. They can now be free  without having to heavily energetically tithe any group. Groups can no longer use individual’s energy to enslave them. That is why the pews were emptied.
The die-hard people in the pews were those who were more aware but used this incarnation to assist others in some spiritual way. But I left the pews. I had more work to do.  Dissipating all the psychic energy that left people feeling like their fate was written for them was just part of my purpose.
When I went into the other room, the capsule that I was dismantling was the atomic bomb. I was shifting the course of humanity from war being inevitable to veering it towards world peace. The psychic energies of war mongering for profit and power have been strong. Those have been dissipated. We are now moving towards world peace. The cold energies that we have been experiencing have been a vital form of protection. It seems that the psychic attacks intended for those of us who came here to dismatle power, are stopped in their track by the frigid weather.
The reason that it is my responsibility dismantle war is that Einstein learned his abilities to tap into truth and wisdom from reading my books in my past incarnation of Madame Blavatsky. Hitler also read my works and gleaned the ability to harness psychic energy of control from what I shared in my works. I am not proud of that. But truth doesn’t usually shine a halo on people. It also makes sense that the psychic energy of hate that has resurfaced is also showing itself so that It can me eradicated out of existence once and for all.
So the dream was a validation that the taps I share are indeed working to dissipate all the psychic energy of control and veering humanity away from war.
When I saw the Missile scare that happened in Hawaii today, a wisp of awareness came through explaining why it happened.
All the people it affected needed the scare of that attack because it was the script that was written for them before I began assisting an incredible shift in the fate of humanity.
If we had not the success of the higher intention of the work I do, that missile scare would not have been a false alarm. It would have been real. I know that only a handful of people will believe this. Maybe the people who have had healing experiences with me. But there is a lot of craziness happening in the world. That is the necessary reality of so many layers of illusion being ripped off of power and corruption.
But if what I write here gives anyone hope, reassurance, or the inspiration to tap into their own empowerment, then it is worth the trade-off of possibly being considered a crackpot by so many more. We were not designed to be human sheep. We have only been conditioned to believe that it is noble to be human sheep. It is not.
The truth and intentions that you are sitting on may be the spring-board for the multitudes to shine in higher consciousness. One person was not meant to save humanity single heartedly. We are all intended to do what we are capable of doing to empower, enthrall, uplift, enlighten, teach or heal the multitudes. What are you waiting for? The psychic scare tactics have been dismantled. You are safe and encouraged to now shine.
If you need a means to shine, perhaps one of my books will provide you a blueprint to your own empowerment.



If I had physical wings I would use them to shelter those who were stuck on the ground from the elements. For where would I go that would free me from knowing that others were being pummeled where they stand?

If I had a voice that could be heard around the world I would use it to sing in any key to those who have forgotten that they can sing as well. The scorn and judgement of those who belittle my gift would pale compared to the exhilaration of even one soul feeling empowered.

If I had might I would use it as a means of reminding all others what their empowerment looks and feels like.

If I had legs and arms to span the world, I would walk up to every heart that aches and hug them with my whole being so that they could remember what the warmth of kindness felt like.

Then maybe they could fly, sing, walk and hug others as well and awaken all souls from their unrest.

Jen Ward


The Sweetest Lemonade


The Christmas Spirit is not such an elusive thing. It is not a haphazard, hit or miss experience. It is also not guaranteed by throwing money at the holiday. The Christmas Spirit is more apt to be found in the quietude of the fallen snow, or the breath of a sleeping child, than it is in the mall.

When something horrific happens in the world, we want to react to it. That is exactly what the intention desires. I choose not to feed any situation with fear and drama. I am compelled to figuratively “drop to my knees” and tap into the moment where the elusive Christmas Spirit dwells and feed it like a pipeline to all who are brought to a reactionary mode.

A great way to handle the feelings that are prodded by the perpetrators of any horrific act is to maintain a detached stance and hunker down in one’s empowerment. Resolve to pour love into the situation to dampen the fire of hatred and loss. It robs the perpetrators of the frenzy they savagely crave. It robs them, of their pay off.

A good way to do this is by shifting your vantage point to one of distance. Pretend that the incident happened a while ago and use time to separate yourself from the drama. This is not done out of NOT caring. This is a means of going into warrior mode; but as a warrior for love and resolve and not revenge.

The perpetrators thrive on fear, revenge and drama. That is their payoff. I refuse to feed them. There is a way to pour all the healing love into those who were affected without feeding the perpetrators. This is done with an undercurrent of love. Just like there are powerful undercurrents running in a frozen river, there is a powerful undercurrent of love we can send to those who were targeted and at the same time while freezing out the perpetrators.

The human reaction is to worry about the future. Don’t. That is drama. When you want to indulge in fear, “drop down to your knees” and convert all that fear into love for those affected. Fear feeds the perpetrators. Love feeds those affected.

The beautiful thing about the world is that we are all observing it like our own private snow globe that we are also a part of. What a beautiful learning experience to be able to toggle both. We are no longer trapped in the conditions of the snow globe. We are watching, learning, changing and evolving.

We are gaining such a rich understanding of “Power’s” limited bag of tricks that we are able to snuff it out simply by changing our vantage point and resolve. We are observing power’s stance, not at its cowering mercy, but from an objective stance; from afar. With this rich vantage point, we can see it’s cowering ugly essence and not feed it with our awe.

This is a great moment to tap into the Christmas Spirit. The same spirit that every advertisement has tried to bastardize to sell product. But yet it remains organic and pure. Because it is tapping into the reverence and quietude of perpetual love. This is the pure place that I write from. This is where I am now. Please use my words as a lifeline to connect with the Christmas Spirit and lets send it as a care package to all souls everywhere that are in need or distress.

I know my love to be big enough to satiate all souls. This is what I practice doing as repetitively as an athlete training for a championship. But the championship in my case is the empowerment of all souls. This means the ultimate goal is Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom and Wholeness of all souls. There is no need to worry about the mechanics as to how this occurs. Your one assignment, if you agree with this intention is to do your own part. This will be difficult enough.

Your part is simple, control your primal impulses to retaliate in fear and instead, “drop to your proverbial knees”, tap into the moment and pour your love into the world. You can direct it towards any demographic, but just don’t limit it to one. Love is fluid and will go where it will. You as the instrument of love can merely point the hose.

By doing this, you will be gaining your spiritual empowerment.. It is the thing that you have been searching for all of your days. So if this horrific event, was the thing that brought you to awaken to your highest purpose, then it was not for naught. You will be making the sweetest lemonade that heaven has ever tasted. I love you for that. You are supported by the angels in giving out the love that you do. In fact, that is exactly what angels do. They love beyond all fathomable means. You and I are now doing the same.


My Guides will not allow me to promote my work or anything I do in the personal realm. It seems all my attention is directed at paralyzing all attempts to thwart the attempts of power to enslave humanity. They are not able to enslave people like they are used to. They are not capable of stealing people’s energy anymore.
Their attempts are limited now to people giving up their energy willingly. We who are aware are assisting those who are playing catch up from giving up their empowerment easily. Their energy can then be used to run power to the ground. That is what we are seeing happen right now.
If you appreciate my work and what I say here resonates with you, perhaps you would like to support me by purchasing a book and gifting it to someone. The more people who read my work and do the taps I post, the more we loosen the grip of power from humanity,
I have published Nine books in the past two years. All have the purpose of freeing individuals and humanity from the grips of power. Please consider purchasing one of my books and sharing it with someone. As my books become mainstream, so does the intentions behind them; Universal Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Enlightenment and Wholeness.
Here is the links to my books and how the benefit
The_Wisdom_of_the_Tr_Cover_for_KindleWISDOM OF THE TREES
Learn how to communicate with nature and gain a greater respect for trees.
Learn how to develop a greater understanding of animals
Gain greater connection with the DIvine through Poetry
Experience Case studies and tapping exercises of dynamic shifting of personal energy. Learn how direct correlation between emotional and physical pain
  grow where you planted  GROW WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED
Access quotes that depict spiritual insights that will turn on light bulbs of awareness
Access tapping exercises that address anyone who has been raped, abused or taken advantage of in any way. This is also a great book for the professional victims. This is the book that empowers the divine female so as to bring balance to all life.
perpetual calender     PERPETUAL CALENDAR
For those who would like a daily grounding practice but are not into yoga, meditation or prayer, this book of daily tapping exercises will validate anyone in their quest to feel and be empowered
letters of accord      LETTERS OF ACCORD
For people who realize that the truth has been hidden from the masses for the benefit of control, they will love this book that rips off layers and lifetimes of lies and conditioning and calibrates humanity back to truth. This is a private discord with the Ancient Ones
For those who have tried every diet but still feel like there is something innately wrong with them because of their dependency on food. Address the primal relationship with food and how it represents safety, love and empowerment