Creating Balance Through Giving


When I give a gift, I don’t hover around and wait for a thank you. I allow the reverence of giving and the capacity to give, be the reward. I don’t stop the process of giving by waiting for a response. That interrupts the flow of giving. Only those who are out of the habit of giving do this. The rest of us understand the sanctity of our position.

The sun doesn’t micromanage who receives its light and warmth. It trusts that the gift will reach the receptive. The clouds don’t lament emptying themselves of all they are; in service. Giving is the cycle of life. The clouds will reinvent themselves over and over again and give all that they are to the process. The Universe runs on giving.

At some point, man interrupted the natural process of giving in himself. Probably because of his “great mind” he thought he knew better. It was probably around the same time he subjugated woman. Woman understands giving and nature, She is so giving that she has been overcompensating for man’s taking. For so long to she has been trying to maintain a balance through giving. It is not working. As much as female energy has given, male energy has taken more.

Male energy has taken so much that he has left the planet crippled. It does not quench his thirst for taking. He just uses his talents to figure out new ways to take. He loves to rape, He invents new and genitive ways to rape even the land. Those that protest get shouted down, subjugated or demonized. It is time for male energy to rest, so it can gain reason.

The way that male energy can be restored to the natural balance of nature, is to be met by female energy. She needs to teach male energy the benefits of giving. Everyone that gives happily; all that they are without trepidation or resentment; restores the natural balance of the world. Let all give with the accordance of their capabilities. May we all be stretched in our capacity and willingness to give. In doing so, we, as a species, return to nature and are made whole.

How Labels Are A Curse

A curse is simply inflicting your will onto the will of another and affecting their course of action. It doesn’t need to be malicious. A curse could be as simple as saying:
“You will never amount to anything if you go to art school”
“Nobody will love you as much as I do”
“You are going to be round shouldered if you don’t sit up straight”
“The whole situation is sad”
Deeming something sad is a form of a curse. It is also putting a label on it. If you deem something sad, it is a form of immersing it in energetic quicksand the likes it can never get our of. Deeming something sad is a manipulative ploy overused to put someone else at a disadvantage.
Of all the horrific experiences that I have been through, the worst was when someone took pity on me and gave me sympathy. Throwing around the word sad is as debilitating as anything else. Think about when you truly have compassion for someone. You don’t call them sad. You call them courageous, strong or a winner. Calling someone sad these days is a means to affect those you disfavor.
A label is a curse because it operates under the same principle as the word sad. It nails something in the coordinates of a limited time and space. When ever you call someone something, you preclude them from being anywhere outside of the box unless they work really hard to break out of those coordinates.
Once you say someone is never happy, it takes them so much more energy to show up outside of those perimeters you have set for them. All minds are a 3 D printer and are manifesting constantly. If someone is trying to change, it is more difficult if everyone else is manifesting for them to stay stuck in the perimeters that were inflicted on them.
Positive labels may seem like a way to remedy inflicting limitations onto others. But what about the person who is locked into a false sense of self because they always have to be the “good one”? What if one is deemed the strong one, the caretaker, the smart one or the baby? See how these limitations can create an identity crisis if people try to move out of the perimeters of these descriptions.
A pretty aware person wrote an article about the givers and takers. I just was saddened about this dismissal of people in being labeled so glibly. Some of the most selfish people in the world are those who give everything of a materialistic nature but refuse to receive.
If one refuses to receive then they really are never truly tapped into giving. One who cant receive is giving as a form of self medicating and not to honor those in which they give. If one can not realize the need in others to give, then all the giving they do is rendered a selfish act. If one is perceiving in energy and can depict the true value of exchange.
In a subtle way, separating people into givers and receivers is a haughty display of arrogance. The person labeling people surely believes they are in the virtuous position of giving and are judging the so called takers is some way. But one can only see through a limited lens.
Some who see me tired and listless some days may call me a taker. They may not realize that the reason I am tired is that I have given every ounce of myself to the advancement of humanity in the subtle realms. They would even scoff at me and consider me lazy perhaps. All the while I am retrieving beings from the depth of hell and returning them to a path where they can regain their empowerment. But to the physical eyes, its all about appearances.
If you see someone who does not resonate with you, simply allow them to have their experiences. We have all abused power at one point in our development and it is a necessary lesson. It is shortsighted to deny this experience to another. Those that abuse power and disrupt the natural cadence to the rhythm of life, are the ones who in turn will be the most dynamic healers some day.
Be grateful. Be grateful for who you are, who you are not, every experience that you have and every awareness that you accrue. You will no longer be enslaved to labels, curses and slights. You are determining the depth of your own empowerment by how much truth you are willing to ingest. You choose my friend. No one chooses for you. This is what freedom is.

Deem Yourself Worthy


You are so worthy. Love is our mainstay naturally. It took a lot of brow beating to hammer the innate organic trust and goodness out of us. That is why we all love animals. Their nature reminds us of us, before sincerity was extracted one painful experience at a time. Then the inability to trust was drummed in. It took a lot of effort to damage us all so profoundly.

It is taking dynamic healing to ease the burdens off of the backs of all who have suffered. To rub the feet of all those who have traveled across burning shoals merely to exist. The fact that so many of us still hold our willingness to love and trust is a miracle. Sure it is guarded and buried. But the ills and transgressions that have curled us all into a ball can be removed.

Healing can ensue. This is my purpose; to do this for you with no other agenda. May you feel my healing love and deem yourself worthy to accept. This is my intention and blessing for you. You matter.

Go Outside


Sorry television. You used to be a quaint way of entertaining the masses and placating them while their men folk were sent to war. We thought your advertising messages were endearing. We even embraced some of your spokespeople and icons as endearing.

But you have abused our good nature. Now you feed us little entertainment. You insult us with your vulgar programming that exemplifies the worst of human behavior. You provide milk toast entertainment with your formulas programming. Worst of all, you shamelessly brainwash us into being complacent about decisions of war, disease and side effects of horrendous medications. You dumb us all down to grade school intelligence.

We used to have though provoking shows. But now we have vapid personalities pimping shoes, celebrity gossip and their own persona. It’s time to go outside people. There is more truth in engaging one tree, than there is in watching all the programming that television offers.




If you value trees, you better stop being ashamed that you connect with them, they comfort you, you perceive their wisdom and they are sentient beings. The lens of the human consciousness is so rigid and dense that unless you help people turn their lens by sharing what you are aware of, theirs will stay in a closed position.


Sure technology could synthesize air. That is what many companies may wish. So if you are shy about what you know about trees and how they have assisted you to thrive, that experience could be lost to us all. It may have been hard to imagine a few short months ago. But NOW your awareness may be detrimental is saving our planet.

Humans are very selfish beings when their lens is closed. You have to make them want what you have. That is the key. Be vocal about the intangible relationship you have with trees.. So much so that it will catch on to those yet awakened. Trees matter. Trees have a dynamic presence, wisdom and individuality in each. Trees have kindness and compassion that many humans seem incapable of. The beautiful poetry I write is actually the transcribes of certain trees. Some are more poetic than others.

I don’t care who thinks this is silly. I care about those who will find courage to speak about their dynamics with trees. Before trees are exploited to extinction. It really is up to you in getting over your fear of seeming strange. This fear was a calculated tactic to keep people enslaved. Why is it such a bad thing to be a tree hugger?

I created the page Wisdom of the Trees as an interface between trees and man. It never caught on because the humans could not fathom it. I started it when I started a forest in my kitchen and the trees and the saplings told me many things because of my efforts. They were excited when humans got social media because humans could finally understand how they communicate. It is similar to the computer as through their root systems.

But as humans upgrade in their abilities, they entrench in their ignorance They are afraid of evolving beyond their comfort zone so the hold on to old ideas and ideologies. One of them is that trees are lifeless beings. Another is; that it is dangerous to acknowledge trees. Yet one more that seems irrelevant to this topic but is not, is reincarnation.

Humans carry in their DNA memories of their past lives. It is imprinted on the fetus that they will become and creates the background story of each baby that is born. That is why babies are so different. Some are born sickly, some are gifted. Many are in the average range. The experiences that a person has are influenced by the imprint on their DNA of past lives. It is why some children are so devastatingly more different from their parents or why an adopted baby gets exactly the right parents for them. The past lives create the framework for this life.

People think that DNA is set in stone. But this is not true. It is a fluid system as well. Imprints can be dented out. Some people can evolve quicker or break out of their framed experiences the more they think for themselves, are positive and go off autopilot. This actually changes their genetic propensity. Genetic diseases are the opposite of positive. They are merely an emotional issue that gets stored in the DNA and is then passed down to the baby.

These issues can be released in hindsight and the genetic diseases can clear up. Technology probably already has an understanding of this. But along with fossil fuel, and a belief in just one life time, we are shackled to these issues for someone to make a profit and to control the masses. So sustainable energy, alternative healing practices and the concept of reincarnation are all demonized for the benefit of control. It is up to the individuals to challenge such things so a tipping point can happen in the course of humanity and we can transcend the ridiculousness. Even Jesus talked about reincarnation way back then.

The primal fear in standing up for trees comes from an era when the druids and pagans communicated with trees and had a deep interconnection with them. These peaceful people were lumped into one group with barbarians who plundered the land. It was an easy genocide for those who were killing in the name of God to get rid of pagans.

This is where so much hesitance comes in about not challenging someone’s religious beliefs. It is not always respect but fear. One may fear speaking their truth if they hold the memory of being tortured and killed as a heretic for not following Jesus Christ and for loving trees. Also those who were on the side of the genocide, may have an aversion to alternative practices because it triggers in them, that primal hate of pagans.

When someone calls someone a tree hugger, they are poking a stick at this past life wound of being a peaceful tree lover. They were really so easy to kill off. It made ruthless men feel empowered at its ease. That ruthless power comes to the surface still when they mock someone for being a tree hugger. They are basically saying, “We killed you in the past for talking to trees. We will do it again”.

So these fears of talking to trees is earned honestly. So is the ruthless mocking of what one does not understand. Both sides have painful pasts to tend with if we ever do acknowledge such things. Perhaps the drive to stay in denial about one’s own actions makes it easier to not acknowledge reincarnation. Everyone wants to be the innocent. With the concept of one life securely in place, no one ever has to be held accountable for how their past transgressions led to the current state of the world.

But for those of us who believe that the world is worth saving, we will do what ever we can do to awaken the masses. Maybe by stepping out of our comfort one and admitting our special relationship with trees, we will be healing an old wound and overcoming an ancient fear. Perhaps by simply being present in our own understanding of truth, we will help sway public understanding of trees, natural healing and reincarnation. Perhaps in this way, we can all consider ourselves world saviors.


The World has not been right since the genocide of all pagans.This is what was the beginning of the dark ages. We have been told that the dark ages have ended. But no. They only end when the balance of male importance is matched by its female counterpart. Pagans have been demonized as savages. But they were the peaceful people who communicated with nature and honored trees and fairies as their brethren. They were the keepers of the doorway between the physical and more subtle reams.
The genocide of so many balsam trees at the holiday season has actually a more sinister meaning than the seemingly more innocent practice that they seem to depict. Cutting down so many trees each year is symbolically reliving the genocide of the pagan people. It is and was a barbaric act. It also represents the time when goddess energy was desecrated and women were demoted to inferior to men. This may sound ridiculous to so many who enjoy bringing a live tree into their homes. But there is a truth in what I say. And there is a better way.
This little tree I brought home, is still a vital living part of the ecosystem. He has all his roots in tact. He will be an honored guest in my home and then he will be taken outside and planted in my yard. He is the perfect size for a Christmas tree. I used to be one of those people who needed the biggest tree possible in my home. I realized that was actually a desperate craving to be out in nature. And as I was decorating this tree, it told me that needing the biggest tree is an example of the primal urge to conquer. One needs to be the best in their perpetual competition in life. Having the biggest tree is enforcing that need.
This tree was chosen before I knew I was going to have a Christmas tree this year. I “felt” a tree in my home and so remained open to hosting a tree in my home this year. I just got a nudge or an inkling to look for a nursery that carried trees with their roots in tact. I found a place that had many of them. It was encouraging that perhaps others would adopt the tradition of hosting a live tree in their home to. Instead of joining in the genocide of killing a tree for fleeting amusement, one can truly use the opportunity to honor Nature.
More and more as people awaken, they will realize that trees are aware beings. They are not dead energy at all. They are vital, loving, aware and wise. They add so much to the quality of life on earth. As humans continue to rape and desecrate the earth, trees continue to maintain a balance of sanity and calm to a chaotic existence. They are the calm in the storm of insanity. They are even more loving and kind than people fathom. If people realized what they actually are doing by disregarding the sanctity of trees, they would be horrified.
So as me, Therese Kravetze, Michele Morrison, Mike Kravetze and myself made space for this tree in my home, we found ourselves in a sacred ceremony to return all the energy to the fairy-kind and Nature that was taken from it. The depiction of Santa Clause as a head elf and the elves working to make toys for children is a form of depicting fairy kind being enslaved to the pleasures of humans. Lavishing gifts on human children has nothing to do with depicting the sanctity of life. It is more of a means of conditioning humanity to be selfish and indulged.
The ceremony we found ourselves naturally partaking in, was about returning the energy that was taken from the earth back to her. In returning the energy back to mother earth, it is a means to return the balance to the world. It is a means to support Gaia in being as honored and respected as any male counterpart. It is also a way of returning to fairies, trees and earth the dignity and respect they deserve. By raising the vibration on our intentions, we raise the vibration of the world. When this happens in returns to being a safe place for fairy-kind to live among us.
If you want to go through the motions of being a slave to commercialism, you can. It is expected of you. But if you want to break away from convention, do so in honoring a living tree. All the thoughtfulness and tender considerations that you carefully nurture, are a means of returning kindness and sacredness to the world. You will still receive the love and satisfaction. But it will be in knowing that you are returning love to all the fellow inhabitants of the world.
(Say this statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)
“”We return dignity, Love, and respect back to the earth; in all moments”
“We return dignity, love and respect to Gaia; in all moments”
“We hold space for the sacred sweetness of innocence and kindness; in all moments”
“We return balance back to the Earth; in all moments”
“We return to Fairy Kind all that has been taken from them; in all moments”
“We reclaim our Joy; in all moments”
“Universal Peace on earth; in all moments”
“We bury the dead; in all moments”
“Universal Joy; in all moments”
“Universal Love; in all moments”
“Universal Abundance; in all moments”
“Universal Freedom; in all moments”
“Universal Health; in all moments”
“Universal Success; in all moments”
“Universal Security; in all moments”
“Universal connection; in all moments”
“Universal perpetual exponential Life; in all moments”
“Universal Wholeness; in all moments”
“Universal Beauty; in all moments”
“Universal Enthusiasm; in all moments”
“Universal Contentment; in all moments”
“Universal Spirituality; in all moments”
“Universal Enlightenment; in all moments”
“Universal Confidence; in all moments”
“Universal Family; in all moments”
“Universal Intellect; in all moments”
“Universal Discernment; in all moments”
“Universal Empowerment; in all moments”

I Wish Everyone Could Have My Dreams

I just woke up from a dream where all my friends and I were at this very beautiful resort. There was tall grass and it was near the water. It was a great vacation spot except that there were people hunting us.
We were all friends but we knew not to hang out together. That made us a bigger target. I was running in the grass and all of the sudden, I was being shot at. It was a lot of rounds being peppered at me from far away. Whew. The shots were very close to where I was running. I don’t know why I didn’t get hit.
I got up. Was I on the ground? Why did I fall? And then I headed in the other direction. I met up with a very puny little teenager. I would never hang out with him usually but since I knew him, we met up and started walking together. We weren’t anxious any more. Why were we so willing to leave everyone else? We just headed up the shore and headed home.
When I woke up, I realized I just experienced being hunted down and killed. I have had dream memories of dying in war and being murdered, so I knew the symbolism of the water and heading home. I also have experienced that dynamic of not realizing I was killed when I was a soldier in a past life.
This experience tapped me into the reality of so many animals living in nature today. I get to do this.I get to experience what it feels like to be hunted in real time. I would like to think that I am experiencing something horrific so the harsh reality of it can be pumped into mass consciousness.
That way those who have given little thought to the plight of others can feel what it is like to be hunted down as a prize, sold as property, be thrown away in a prison for something that the multitudes have done, or be exploited as a sex toy for the power whores who feed their arrogance.
If it helps anyone awaken from their apathy, I am happy to have these dreams. In a way, I wish everyone could have my dreams too. It is not telling anyone how to live or what is right or wrong. But once you experience something in real time, it gives people the information to really know for themselves, what is the right thing for them to do.