Being Madame Blavatsky

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I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.

 

Surviving the Titanic

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I just facilitated a session with a woman who wanted me to assist her dogs and herself in one session. Working with the dog was easy. But when I turned my attention to the woman, she admitted having walls up in regards to her husband; who is a real sweetheart so it was strange to her. We worked on three areas; jealousy, betrayal and abandonment.

There was a lot of stagnant energy released. But when I began the protocol for abandonment, I started making a shamanic sound that sounded like a fog horn on an old cruise ship. Then images of the titanic flashed in front of my eyes. They were not images of the aristocrats but of the servants on the bottom deck. My mind flashed to the scene in the movie Titanic where the servants were locked in the bottom level. As the ship went under, the young mother; instead of stressing out her children, put them to sleep with a bedtime story. She knew it was the last one she would read to them.

I had the client release the trauma of being on the Titanic. There was a lot of stagnant energy released with that one. She told me afterwards that she never thought she was on the titanic but she is afraid of going on cruise ships, being out on the water, being trapped in small spaces and taking her last gasp of air. All of those things were validated in the images that were revealed.

She also treats her dogs with such love and care. She treats them with the tenacity and devotion of the young mother putting her children to bed for the very last time. She, being the loving person she is, chooses love and service to be the experiences she replays in this lifetime. She is lucky to not be stuck in a state of fear but to live in a reverent state of service to her loved ones.

Honor Gaia

The Retreat last weekend was so successful. There is so much enthusiasm to honor Gaia again this Mother’s Day weekend. Honor Mother Earth and Gaia energy by bringing your mother,, family and honoring yourself as mother and Gaia. Teach your family how to honor Gaia by accepting and allowing them to honor you. Please share. The by-product of each retreat is more love and truth in the world. Be a part of the awakening of humanity.

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Be a Surrogate for Peace

 

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Some of us, and many more, are starting to get an understanding that we are all connected. We are not separate units but exist in a love soup. It is a learning exercise for soul to believe it is separate so that it can stretch its awareness of itself as love.

Many of us get a sense of lifetimes of war. We want nothing to do with it. Because we have had such a thorough saturation of it in the past. We have known war so well. Maybe through osmosis, we can afford those still learning the lessons of it, an express pass to our resolve.

The more we intensify our inclination towards peace, maybe it is possible to draw everyone to peace. If this resonates with you at all;  please do the following taps as a surrogate for humanity. The ability of a loving intention to make a dramatic change in human history has only been tested a handful of times. Maybe we are kissing the world with a loving intention here. Maybe this is the tipping point to create internal and external peace for all.

(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)

“I declare myself a surrogate for Peace; in all moments”
“I infuse infinite loving intention for Peace into the heart of Humanity; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and war; in all moments”
“I remove all curses between myself and war; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and war; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, and limitations that war has put on me; in all moments” .
“I take back all the Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companions, Peace, Life and Wholeness that war has taken from me; in all moments” .
“I withdraw all the all my energy from war; in all moments”
“I release resonating with war; in all moments”
“I release emanating with war; in all moments”
“I remove all of war from my sound frequency; in all moments”
“I remove all of war from my light body in all moments”
“I shift my paradigm from war to Peace; in all moments”
“I shift my paradigm from war to Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Peace, Life and Wholeness; in all moments”
“I awaken my enthusiasm for and acceptance of Peace; in all lifetime”
“I make space in this world for Universal Peace; in all moments”
“I remove all blockages to Universal Peace; in all moments”
“I stretch my capacity to accept Universal Peace; in all moments”
“I add my loving intention to the cause of Universal Peace; in all moments”
“I am centered and empowered in Divine Love; in all moments”
“I am a conduit for divine love; in all moments”
“I uplift all of humanity with my love; in all moments”

Grow a Pair

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The puppet masters that control society are flawed because they promote the belief that we only live one life. I am not sure if this is their personal belief or if it is because it is easier to control others with this belief system. You see it reflected in our ads and in different subtle forms of programming. You hear statements over and over again like: “we only have one life, we need to make the most of it”. This is programming

Too many of us have memories of our past lives. So to us, those who are not aware of their past lives, show up as ignorant or easily influenced. I have not met one person who is not interested in knowing their past lives. Unless they are so fearful of the repercussions from even thinking this way; from their religious affiliations or family. But we are a compilation of our past live.

To be ruled by laws that deny the reality of our past live is to be ruled by ignorance. It is so difficult for those of us who are aware. It is denying a huge aspect of ourselves. Those of us who are aware are lovingly trying to enlighten others so that they can be more comfortable in their skin and feel less like they are at the mercy of life.

That is why some political parties are so hellbent on war. The puppet masters control by fear. So to mandate a one life cycle belief system is so much easier to perpetuate fear. When we live in a fear based belief system it is reflected in the world at large.

America will be great again when it leads the world out of archaic practices of control and dysfunction. Focusing on humanity and self-responsibility is what every soul is capable of learning. Perpetuating war and fear mongering is beating a dead horse. So many of us remember our lifetimes of killing and dying for a petty cause that it sickens us to even watch it play out in the world again.

We have indulged immature souls enough in their war dance. It is time for new awareness. It is time to embrace the civility and humanity of enlightened souls and stop trying to legislate based on ignorance. That is the meaning of this quote:

1 Corinthians 13:11King James Version

11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

War, control, ignorance and power plays are childish things. Hoarding the wealth of the world for one’s self and controlling the lives and belief systems of the people is a childish thing. Getting pleasure out of manufacturing discord in the world and seeing how ignorant you can keep the inhabitants of a whole planet is a childish thing.

Wake up people. Stop being used, trivialized or diminished for the puppet masters personal satisfaction. Grow a pair. Suffering will end when you do.

IF YOU VALUE TREES…… HOW TO BE A WORLD SAVIOR

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If you value trees, you better stop being ashamed that you connect with them, they comfort you, you perceive their wisdom and they are sentient beings. The lens of the human consciousness is so rigid and dense that unless you help people turn their lens by sharing what you are aware of, theirs will stay in a closed position.

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Sure technology could synthesize air. That is what many companies may wish. So if you are shy about what you know about trees and how they have assisted you to thrive, that experience could be lost to us all. It may have been hard to imagine a few short months ago. But NOW your awareness may be detrimental is saving our planet.

Humans are very selfish beings when their lens is closed. You have to make them want what you have. That is the key. Be vocal about the intangible relationship you have with trees.. So much so that it will catch on to those yet awakened. Trees matter. Trees have a dynamic presence, wisdom and individuality in each. Trees have kindness and compassion that many humans seem incapable of. The beautiful poetry I write is actually the transcribes of certain trees. Some are more poetic than others.

I don’t care who thinks this is silly. I care about those who will find courage to speak about their dynamics with trees. Before trees are exploited to extinction. It really is up to you in getting over your fear of seeming strange. This fear was a calculated tactic to keep people enslaved. Why is it such a bad thing to be a tree hugger?

I created the page Wisdom of the Trees as an interface between trees and man. It never caught on because the humans could not fathom it. I started it when I started a forest in my kitchen and the trees and the saplings told me many things because of my efforts. They were excited when humans got social media because humans could finally understand how they communicate. It is similar to the computer as through their root systems.

But as humans upgrade in their abilities, they entrench in their ignorance They are afraid of evolving beyond their comfort zone so the hold on to old ideas and ideologies. One of them is that trees are lifeless beings. Another is; that it is dangerous to acknowledge trees. Yet one more that seems irrelevant to this topic but is not, is reincarnation.

Humans carry in their DNA memories of their past lives. It is imprinted on the fetus that they will become and creates the background story of each baby that is born. That is why babies are so different. Some are born sickly, some are gifted. Many are in the average range. The experiences that a person has are influenced by the imprint on their DNA of past lives. It is why some children are so devastatingly more different from their parents or why an adopted baby gets exactly the right parents for them. The past lives create the framework for this life.

People think that DNA is set in stone. But this is not true. It is a fluid system as well. Imprints can be dented out. Some people can evolve quicker or break out of their framed experiences the more they think for themselves, are positive and go off autopilot. This actually changes their genetic propensity. Genetic diseases are the opposite of positive. They are merely an emotional issue that gets stored in the DNA and is then passed down to the baby.

These issues can be released in hindsight and the genetic diseases can clear up. Technology probably already has an understanding of this. But along with fossil fuel, and a belief in just one life time, we are shackled to these issues for someone to make a profit and to control the masses. So sustainable energy, alternative healing practices and the concept of reincarnation are all demonized for the benefit of control. It is up to the individuals to challenge such things so a tipping point can happen in the course of humanity and we can transcend the ridiculousness. Even Jesus talked about reincarnation way back then.

The primal fear in standing up for trees comes from an era when the druids and pagans communicated with trees and had a deep interconnection with them. These peaceful people were lumped into one group with barbarians who plundered the land. It was an easy genocide for those who were killing in the name of God to get rid of pagans.

This is where so much hesitance comes in about not challenging someone’s religious beliefs. It is not always respect but fear. One may fear speaking their truth if they hold the memory of being tortured and killed as a heretic for not following Jesus Christ and for loving trees. Also those who were on the side of the genocide, may have an aversion to alternative practices because it triggers in them, that primal hate of pagans.

When someone calls someone a tree hugger, they are poking a stick at this past life wound of being a peaceful tree lover. They were really so easy to kill off. It made ruthless men feel empowered at its ease. That ruthless power comes to the surface still when they mock someone for being a tree hugger. They are basically saying, “We killed you in the past for talking to trees. We will do it again”.

So these fears of talking to trees is earned honestly. So is the ruthless mocking of what one does not understand. Both sides have painful pasts to tend with if we ever do acknowledge such things. Perhaps the drive to stay in denial about one’s own actions makes it easier to not acknowledge reincarnation. Everyone wants to be the innocent. With the concept of one life securely in place, no one ever has to be held accountable for how their past transgressions led to the current state of the world.

But for those of us who believe that the world is worth saving, we will do what ever we can do to awaken the masses. Maybe by stepping out of our comfort one and admitting our special relationship with trees, we will be healing an old wound and overcoming an ancient fear. Perhaps by simply being present in our own understanding of truth, we will help sway public understanding of trees, natural healing and reincarnation. Perhaps in this way, we can all consider ourselves world saviors.

 

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The Psyche of a Soul -Speaking for the Unborn

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Pro Lifers always say they are advocating for the unborn. But they are not. They have no compassion for them. They don’t understand or they would stop advocating for such cruelty. I speak for the unborn.
 
I remember my past lives. I remember being killed in battle. I remember being murdered by my husband. I remember dying at a young age of influenza and having to slip away from my desperate loving parents. But there are two experiences surrounding death that instill the most dread in me.
 
The first experience is not knowing I was dead and being put into the ground. Watching myself be buried and discovered by crawly things. Not realizing that fear and ignorance was not allowing me to pull away from the experience. The other most dreadful experience is gestating in the body of and being born to a woman who hates me.
 
A woman, who all the time I am trying to grow a body, was configuring how to get rid of me by any limited means available to her. I formed my little body knowing her intention of using a hanger, falling down stairs or drinking herself to oblivion just to be free of me. That is embedded in the psyche of this life’s and my definition of a mother’s love. So is being Cursed on my birth. Also, being born into this loveless experience. Spending a childhood learning how to be normal without the love and guidance that others are given freely.
 
Between the two experiences, the second is more horrific. It creates more lasting scars on the psyche of a soul.