Beyond a Broken Heart

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If people realized what wonders were beyond the broken heart, they would give in more easily. The truth is, the heart is resilient beyond all measure. It is tapped into the infinite source that knows, no matter what outer appearances seem, love will prevail. Even if it is after the illusion has halted through the decay of the physical body. love will prevail.

This is the mainstay of life. If we did not all believe this on some level, we would not continue to exist. We would not try. We would not prevail. We would not succeed.
Love is inevitable and will have its way in the end.. This is not a question, The question is not if, the question is then, when. It can happen in an instant, or it can seemingly take forever.

So what prevents love from prevailing? It is the stubbornness of the mind. The mind is like the big brother that thinks he knows everything. The heart is the little sister who, realizes the truth but goes along with everything the mind says, because she has no need to upstage him.

This is the heart. The heart concedes, reveals, prevails, endures, revels, embraces, expands, empowers and imbues. The one thing the heart doesn’t do is break, When someone thinks their heart is breaking, it is the mind that is in peril. The mind is shattering from its wants, opinions, desires, righteousness, superiority, indignation, drama and stance. It is actually the mind breaking and not the heart. Let it.

Let the mind shatter into a trillion shards of preconceived notions. It is inevitable. When you sweep them all away, you will be left with a glorious loving nature. This is the true self standing at the helm of a loving heart. When that twinge of pain comes, know that it is a crack in the surface that shellac the facade. Instead of wincing from it, delve into it and thrust yourself into the pain. The more that you crack it open, the more you can surrender to your true nature. It is a realm of love that is so profound that the only expressions are gratitude, humility and awe

Search and Rescue

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I delve into a pool of quiet conviction
Emerge in a sweat soaked sheet of despair
Believing you have left me somehow
As I reach for you and find nothing there

Sounds have become tinny and off key
Vision has been blurred through the tears
I am dim witted and dumbfound
To feel that my God doesn’t care

I have fought for you through many lifetimes
Ruthlessly defended your stance
Shamelessly praised you until my voice was left raw
But cant even feel you in any romance

All of the victory claims
All of the conjecturing from within
All of the pompous deflecting
Went the way of my original sin

Each kindness is now a sweet victory
From foolish brash hearted pride
It is in emptying myself of all else
That I can feel you welling inside

Now I understand your true nature
It is as pure as a hint of the wind
It is the stillness now that embraces me
Causing all subtle doubt to rescind

You are the Light, the Love and the Music
You are the curve of my smile
I searched for you with every advantage
You sat with me all of the while

Now I know how to serve you
By greeting you in all that I meet
No longer is ego my barometer
Its been the victor in every defeat

“Sir, Let me walk with you sweetly”
Let me carry your ware
By lightening the load of another
I will always feel God everywhere

Jen Ward

3/20/17

The Truth About Santa Claus

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Adults have been lying to Children way too long when it comes to Santa Clause. It is because they have been lied to as well. They really have lost touch with that magical place within themselves and so they have done what children who have been violated do. They perpetuate the Lie.

It is time to tell children of all ages the truth about Santa Clause. In doing so, it will help heal that aspect of themselves that has forgotten how to trust. The trouble is, people have lost touch with who Santa Clause is. It is time to reintroduce the world to him. Here is the truth about Santa Clause.

Spirit Guides are people who have evolved through their trials and tribulations to such a degree that compassion is embedded in the very fiber of their Light. They exude a loving eminence to all those around them. They are not pushovers. Not at all. They can tough as nails when it is necessary but they prefer to be soft and kind when they can.

In their last incarnations, Spirit Guides go through many trials and tribulations, Their last lifetimes are all about service. They give to the world as effortlessly and as randomly as others give to their dear ones. But to a Spirit Guide, everyone is their dear one. They are capable of loving the whole word and all beings.

There was one such being that lived a long while ago. Many Spirit Guides, have certain specialties that are near and dear to their heart. This one’s specialty was children. He had a tender spot for children. It hurt his heart to have souls incarnate into the world and be at the mercy of adults. He knew how difficult it was to be here when you are not completely loved and accepted. He made it his purpose to open up the hearts of children everywhere and allow them the opportunity to; at least feel what it like to be completely loved and accepted; if only if it was for an instant.

He realized the resiliency of children. He knew that many parents wanted to do good but they fell short. He also realized that many children were born into the homes of their enemies. So the children did not have that loving “space” to recognize their own loving potential. He made it his purpose to open up as many hearts to their own loving nature, This became his passion.

As all Spirit Guides, he was, and is, well versed in spiritual law. He realized that the most efficient way to open someones heart was to give them a gift. Sometimes the results are instantaneous. They still are. He started setting out on journeys to give children gifts. His presence alone in villages started to open up people’s hearts. He built up such an energetic vibration of love and compassion, that merely thinking about him lightened the load for many heavy hearts. His presence in the world made the world a better place. He realized that if he could open someone’s heart once, they would be able to always refer to that moment in their own history and remember that they are very important. That they are a being of love.

The coal that was given out was not done as a punishment. Coal in itself was valuable for heating homes. It was very valuable to freezing homes. It was given as a special reminder that sometimes we have to be of service to burn off all our dross. By being totally immersed in service, we transform into a soft supple powder. This is what happens to coal when it was burned.

It was adults who put this punishing component onto the gift of coal. There is no aspect of this guide that did not see the loving nature of the child. The lie about the coal was one of many. It was the human consciousness way of diminishing this great being. He was impervious to what others would call bad. He only saw their sweet nature. But if he was going to survive as a concept in this negative, man was going to exploit his goodness as much as possible. This was what they were learning in the school-house of life.

When Spirit Guides cross over, they have a great life, similar to that of earth but on the astral plane. Because they have dropped the vibration of the physical body, the astral world is as real to them then than the physical world is to us. But they are able to still appear to those in the physical realm. Santa has that ability. Children do still resonate with his truth and goodness, and he is able to appear to many in his astral body. He is able to do miracle is extreme cases of belief but usually he works in a more subtle way. He is able to appear to children and he channels his benevolence through everyone so they are kinder and more generous in nature.

Santa Claus channels himself into the world as much as possible around Christmas. It is not merely one day or one hour. It is a whole season. He is actually available to anyone who reaches out to him at any time of the year. He is a Spirit Guide. He is there to help people everywhere open their heart centers and tap into their giving nature. If one is really down, they can call upon Santa and they will be given a reprieve from the lives into a childlike wonderment,

When he was in physical form, he would go to the villages and give out gifts. But now he uses his gifts to channel into caregivers and open them up to their own loving nature and become generous in giving gifts. Santa works to create miracles in each life so that the parents can find the means to give the gifts. He is empowering them to do this. This is experienced when people of incredibly dysfunctional homes, are able to get a reprieve from the abuse and neglect for a while around the holiday. This happens when people find the means somehow to give that gift they thought was impossible.

Santa Claus provides an incredible service to humanity. He is one of the very few persona in history that there is little controversy around. He is loved and valued by all cultures who know of him. This is a credit to his incredible light and dedication to serving children of all ages and uplifting humanity.

He resides on the astral plane. His work of giving gifts has evolved into the images of what is imagined the north pole is like. People can visit there as much as their abilities and beliefs will allow.. There is special treatment for all who make the trek. But it is done inwardly. It is a soul travel experience. It is done on the astral plane. The story of the Polar Express is a real account of an astral visit to the north pole. It really isn’t that hard to do; especially around the energetically charged time of Christmas.

There is really no reason to lie about Santa Claus and to make up all these absurd scenarios. It will make so much more sense to tell children that when they go to sleep, set the intention of visiting Santa Clause and that they will be able to do so. It is also empowering for then to know Santa as their spirit guide. It is a great way to help them tune into their inner wonders. The fact that Santa is still so plugged into this physical realm is a credit to his capacity to love. Maybe its time for the world to say Thank you to him.

Now with this vantage point, scan the memories of your Christmas experiences. See if you do not realize his presence where you have overlooked it before. To do so, is a heart opening experience in itself. It is time for the world to open its heart chakra. Everyone who opens up more to love enables the multitudes to do the same. This is a great realization to perpetuate the love and to bring the Christmas Spirit back to life as the mainstay for all, all year round.

God speed.

Jen Ward

Your Greatest Strength

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The world needs more love poured into the ground, the people and all indigenous aspects of it. It is as simple as that. When you love, you are doing your part to running the cogs of the Universe. Our reason for existing is to perpetuate love. Nothing is gratuitous. Not even life. Life is a celebration of love. Our job as physical beings is to convert every obstacle thrown at us, into an opportunity to love. That is what Mastership is: converting every thought, deed and action into an expression of love.

It would be really easy to love if everything was handed to us; right? But that must not be true or else the rich would be the most loving people in the world. Some of the people who have experienced the most horrendous lives, are the ones who exude more love. They are the ones that forgo the victim consciousness and use their plight as a means to understanding the plight of multitudes.

If you can love one person, you can love billions. So use everything in your life as a surrogate to love all humanity. When you love your child, love all children of all ages. When you love your pet, love all animals all over the world. When you are grateful and feel loved, use that intention to send love out to all the world.

Every person, species, and even trees love their children. When you go through your day, realize that you are interacting with someones children. Give the kindness and respect that you wish for your own children to every being you encounter. Put the sweetness and tenderness back into humanity. Doing this is your greatest strength.

 

Is Anyone Listening?

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If you are engaging someone, and you cannot relinquish your stance to totally be inside the experience of being them for a instance, to understand their point of view, then you aren’t truly listening.

If you are waiting for them to finish just so you get your turn to educate them, then you aren’t truly listening.

If you have no intention of budging on your stance one iota and you are just being present to be polite, you aren’t truly listening.

If you are tuning them out to get the facts straight in your mind before you pummel them, you are not truly listening.

If what they say gets you upset and you must interrupt them to set them straight, you aren’t truly listening.

If you care less about their feelings or your relationship with them than being right, then you aren’t truly listening.

If you already know your mind and are just indulging them to be polite, then you aren’t truly listening.

Is anyone listening?

The Story of Love and Hate

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Hate met hate on the street
They hated each other
They boasted about their lives
Primped and flexed to each other
They showed off their wealth
They fought over which one was superior
Bragged about who had the most problems
Who had the most chronic issues
Complained about their families
Mocked each other
It was a good ole time

Hate saw love pass by
Hate spit at love
Tried to pick a fight with love
Tried to muddy Love’s clothes
Love just smiled
Hate became infuriated
It tried harder to scorn love
It turned to the crowd and lied about Love
Hate started foaming at the mouth in anger
It was in its element
It created conflict and scandal
Hate perpetuated itself through its own hate
Hate tried to pull love into itself
Love was impervious to hate
Love sustained its composure

Love walked on and greeted everyone it met
Love seemed to only notice love in everyone
Those that were in agreement with hate, showed their contempt for love
Love did not seem to notice
They tried to preach how love was being hateful
They dressed themselves up as love
Hate pretended to be Love
But they only fooled hate
Hate begin to confuse itself for love
Love maintained it’s stance

Love met love on the street and they embraced
No words were needed
They were in complete agreement
Love knew things hate couldn’t understand
They communicated beyond all exterior means
Those who communicate in love knew their compassion for hate
Love softened the edges of hate
Hate was visibly irritated
It entertained itself by pretending to be love

Each time hate greeted hate, it became more broken
It fractured into different factions
Hate could hardly tolerate itself
Hate seemed plentiful
Hate still pretended to be love
It continued to pass itself off as love
It tricked some into thinking it was love but then showed itself as hate
It was loud and in everyone’s face
It screamed love down
Love payed no mind

Yet many struggled between love and hate
They were fooled by hate’s disguise
They thought that hate was love
They thought that everything was hate and that love did not exist
In their confusion they went to sleep and allowed hate to speak through them
Hate kept preaching hate and saying it was love
Love did not argue. That was hate’s job
Love spoke beyond words
Love was patient and kind
Love disturbed no one that was sleeping
It left them oblivious in their slumber

Hate seemed to be the law of the land
Until all those who were lulled to sleep by hate began to awaken
They slept off their drunken stupor of hate
Those who awakened realized themselves as love
Love embraced itself as love
Love embraced Itself everywhere
The world was seen through love’s eyes
The world was felt through Love’s heart
The world was permeated in love’s breath
The nightmare ended
Hate scurried off in the night and was never heard from again
Love prevailed

Jen Ward 11/30/14

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The Cross Roads

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We are at a fork in the road of evolution. The way we think, react, believe and interact has all been conditioned into us and has led us down a dark path. We have forgotten our personal strength and ability to forge our own way.
 
We have relinquished the mighty adventure of a rustic life filled with scraped knees, bruised dreams and hopeful intentions. We have relinquished that satisfying feeling of falling into bed completely exhausted and content for the uneasy ability to slip into a soft, complacency.
 
We have chosen the mushy unfulfilling fate of conformity for far too long. It has led us to the brink of disaster in a morally corrupt world where we blatantly allow elected officials to desecrate humanity. Every time we use our energy to judge, attack or diminish, someone else, we are reinforcing the debauchery of the standards set for us in an archaic time.
 
We have evolved beyond the limitation of allowing insecure, unbalanced men from forging our future. We have indulged in our own petty whims of indifference and grudge matches that are like dull little droplets that converge into creating the path forward in an dismal future. We have chosen “fear” for far too long.
 
It is time for all of us to reassess the reactionary state in which we live. When is the last time we made a selfish choice? Was it really selfish or was it just unpopular to the status quo? How did we find ourselves sitting in a soft chair throwing disparaging intentions to others with no more ill intentions than our own? We are so angry at ourselves for being complacent but are so complacent that we don’t realize we are angry at all, let alone with ourselves,
 
So we throw nasty comments into the computer screen hoping they will stick somewhere. We hope to get a rise out of someone. Hope to get a reaction somewhere. Only for the hope to know that we still have the ability to make a difference by hurting someone who is at arms length; who we may never meet. It is so easy that way; isn’t it?
 
Yet we play right into the hands of those who wish to control us. We have chosen to play it small. We are mad at ourselves for our limited role and so we attack others we can not see in a home we cant know and use this to feel empowered. Instead, we need to merely, use our discipline and strength to forgo assaulting others from afar. This merely sets the precedent of what we do as a collective.
 
Every time you exercise a gracious act, withdraw from a justified attack, refrain from arguing or one-upping another, you are steering all of humanity clear of a disaster. You are at the helm. You, in your seemingly small insignificant life, are the blueprint for how humanity ventures forward. The more you choose honorably on all sides, the more you will see honor reflected in our collective world. That is the secret of life.
 
The secret of life has always been that it is not what happens to benefit you that matters. It is what you do and how you proceed to benefit others. The quality of life for all of humanity improves when the quality of your own thoughts and intentions improve. How often do you give thought to the well being of people on the other side of the planet?
 
We can build all the walls we want to but that doesn’t preclude us from breathing the same air as others, having our hearts beat in rhythm with them, and having the same hopes and dreams for our loved ones as they do. Could you love a dog that was rejected, abused or neglected on the other side of the world? Then why can we not love a person the same way? Why are we conditioned to feel so robbed when another person thrives. Why does it have to be “us vs them”? Is there not room for all to thrive?
 
It is time to uncover those little pockets of indifference and the conditioned responses that glaze us over. It is time for us to live, love, react and forge on with a one heart intention, Because like it or not, we are all in this together. The whole process of war brings us to a realization of commonality. We can come to that conclusion without the devastation. We don’t need the harsh lessons to awaken ourselves. All we need to do take better heed of our own intentions and send them out in the spirit of inclusiveness instead of division.