The Retreat last weekend was so successful. There is so much enthusiasm to honor Gaia again this Mother’s Day weekend. Honor Mother Earth and Gaia energy by bringing your mother,, family and honoring yourself as mother and Gaia. Teach your family how to honor Gaia by accepting and allowing them to honor you. Please share. The by-product of each retreat is more love and truth in the world. Be a part of the awakening of humanity.
What Jen Ward does is powerful beyond words. Why else are we here but to commit to experiencing this TRUEST of healings for ourselves? She creates MASSIVE shifts that help shave off MANY lifetimes worth of work that would have been spent in anguish. I just got back from the retreat with my whole family and this experiences has fundamentally changed our lives. I can’t tell you how powerful this work is when done with the WHOLE FAMILY, let alone oneself. This is my best attempt to try to put into words the EVER expansive dynamic work we experienced.
The best way I can put it is that when I alone started doing this work with Jen, she helped me become keenly aware of all those glass ceilings of unworthiness I put on myself my whole life. The limitations that told me I wasn’t deserving of a happy life, an INFINITELY supportive LOVING partner,and respect. The conditioning that reinforced that I didn’t deserve a loving community of kind friends, healthy boundaries respected by others etc.. I believed It was okay that I wasn’t happy or living my fullest, because it was my “sacrifice” for my family’s sake and I should just be thankful. I didn’t even realize how much I was sabotaging or SACRIFICING myself. I’m sure a lot of mothers can relate to this. Jen helped me realize all of this. True thankfulness is not about enabling takers. Genuine gratitude fosters mutual respect and reciprocity. Opening up to my own empowerment is not a selfish thing. It enables me to empower all those around me in a way that being an unfulfilled martyr does not. !!
I reached a breaking point with personal struggles and when Jen came into my life through a friend, IMMEDIATELY her words and work resonated with me. I had studied healing lineages and work my whole life, but nothing was as poignantly truthful as her effortless way to perceive and PIERCE to the truth of the matter of all things. She has this way through her tremendous compassion and LOVE to tap into the grid that acknowledges and supports communications of pure and simple truth . Through her work with me in helping me see the glass ceilings that inundated me, we shattered them all!
I started even being able to “SEE” by tapping into direct truth, through opening with LOVE, now that I wasn’t so stuck in the muck of unworthiness which is part of the linear enslavement of 3-d. I was becoming VERY expansive in LOVE, honoring all beings as equal reflections of myself which one experiences at the 5th dimension. – THIS helped me help so much in my work of teaching seniors and others yoga. It helped me in my personal life dissolve all conditioned bad habits, gossip, boundary crossing, anger, cursing etc. It opened me up to tap directly into the truth that was reflected in everything that unfolded in my day-to-day from interpersonal relationships, to even complex concepts about ecology, the human body, and science!
Martina came with me the first time I met Jen in person, last October. Martina has a gift of being able to tap into truth in the same kind of way, but she suffered from speech delays and severe shyness about speaking up, even when she knew something wasn’t right whether in the world, or someone being mean etc. After that retreat we were both changed to our core, and all of Martina’s speech delays, shyness and aversion to speaking up were GONE. Jen treated her with the SAME exact respect as she does with the adults and with all beings. She validated her gifts, and empowered her genius! I can’t tell you how much this kid SHARES truth now. It’s incredible.
Soon I realized there was a schism that had to be addressed at home with my partner, Jason. He was no longer the man I had married. He used to be this great vibrant SUN in the middle of our community of friends. But lately he had been consumed with making money, work, and it felt like he was no longer kind or caring about anyone. It broke my heart to see how miserable he was, and I was starting to realize that the more empowerment and shifting I was doing, the more I could see truly ugly qualities in him that I could no longer bear. I couldn’t leave him behind so I encouraged him to do the work again and again, but he only saw it as nagging. Finally I reached a breaking point with him after I saw how truly horribly he was treating me with such lack of respect that I told him I had to leave him, and was starving for the love of a partner. This SNAPPED him into consciousness again like a defibrillator!
Of his own volition he started awakening and wanting to do the work. He feared losing his family and the love and life we had built if he didn’t. He knew that both our daughters, Zo and Martina, and I were going to Jen’s retreat this February with my mom, and he wanted to come. This SHOCKED ME. This man has NEVER done any spiritual work in his life and he was diving into the work of one of the most BAD ASS MASTERS of time, Space, Loving Graciousness, and healing I knew!
What I can say after an entire weekend with Jen of the deepest healing work any of us had ever done, is that I am SHOCKED and amazed at how QUICKLY Jason is also SEEING now all those glass ceilings of unworthiness and self sabatoge he had been perpetuating onto himself and others. They had been robbing so much from him. The way in which he was, as Jen says, “Buying money with happiness.” He saw how untrusting he was of others and me. It caused him to always keep me at bay, in fear of me hurting him. It was because of past trauma – that he FINALLY SUCCESSFULLY addressed and RELEASED with Jen! If I didn’t understand how it worked I would say it was ABSOLUTELY A MIRACLE!! It was MAGICAL!!! But now I know. It is neither of these things. It is the GRACE of ENLIGHTENMENT. That IS the TRUTH of what Jen is, ENLIGHTENED. And that is what she empowers ALL OTHERS to be, ENLIGHTENED.
By bringing the WHOLE family, we are able to SHIFT EXPONENTIALLY without leaving anyone behind. THIS WORK IS CONTAGIOUS of course. And when people COMMIT to learning from Jen’s work, EVERYONE in our radius is brought into expansion and awareness, but if anyone really wants to speed healing work along, with the whole family, I STRONGLY suggest bringing every person you can to do work with Jen, to get in on some of this! Imagine EVERYONE you know their happiest, most abundant, loving, empowered, effective selves! There is without a doubt 1,000% success rate!
There was a moment I was worried about the money for the retreat. But I can tell you that the moment my two little girls stood in the center of the room and Jen helped show Zoe HOW much Martina needs her big sister’s LOVE and protection, and KINDNESS- and having ZOe REALLY get that……., seeing the shift in them both- that ALONE made it worth it. The work was evident EVEN in the car ride home with Jason- seeing him BE genuinely a GIVER, a KIND LOVING human that I feel supported by again! Having him GENUINELY GET IT and breakthrough, and apologize to me, speak to me with an energy of GENUINE mutual RESPECT and reciprocity-is priceless! It is so worth it to see him realize the work he needs to do!!! I can’t even tell you how many Millions of dollars THAT would be worth! And her retreats and sessions are so affordable. Jen gives and gives, and all she wants is to help MORE people. All she wants is to help the ENTIRE WORLD shift from the complacency of suffering, male hierarchies, linear limitations, unworthiness and oppression TO the RESPLENDENT STATE of LOVE, compassion, Abundance, Kindness, and INFINITE EMPOWERMENT we all experienced this weekend, and WILL CONTINUE to benefit from.
We are FINALLY all-seeing how much we were depriving of ourselves. We are FINALLY able to KNOW WE ARE WORTHY of an infinitely HAPPY LIFE, We are LOVED, and We are POWERFUL with Love at helping others.
I know I’ll be writing about this experience for many years to come. We covered so much. So many ROOT issues were addressed. So many people got such DEEP insight in their own family dynamics! So many individuals with vastly different issues than ours… without even saying a word, Jen “reads” people in energy and knows exactly where the issues and stagnation are that need to be addressed and released! It is a GIFT TO BEHOLD. I am always AMAZED watching her work. So many happy tears were shed watching her free person by person of all their pain, like beautiful phoenixes rising from ashes with resplendent wings into their happiest freest selves!! It was so beautiful.
So many lifetimes of work was addressed… SO many will benefit from the ripple effect. It has an incalculable magnitude beyond the millions. It is inevitable, but at the same time I URGE those who are not fully happy to RISE to the call that has been desperate for it to be heard, for them to free themselves. And to know that you have a BAD ASS MOTHER of All exponential Healers in Jen Ward, available to all, who can really help you so deeply and expedient. Things I never knew possible with Jason and with my kids, were achieved this weekend.
Jen, All the happiness you’ve helped us reclaim and realize that we are worthy… We just love you so much. You are an invaluable treasure on this earth.
(Pictured: My family with Jen’s fur babies, “Buster and Bernie” enjoying a beautiful winter wonderland walk with a post retreat glow.)
My life is kind of experiment. I know that I can release the emotional issues of an individual. Their energy system can then regenerate the whole body. This is called healing. It has even been proved effective in a group.
We have all seen great minds get overtaxed, and close. We have all seen loving hearts be opened so wide that they get overwhelmed and rescind. Yet we have seen so very few open hearts working in perfect synchronicity with an open mind in one body. A few names come to heart; Gandhi, Nelson Mandela, Wayne Dyer.
What if it is possible to empower each individual to become as effective as your average worldly inspirational teacher? What if it was possible to teach how to connect the mind and heart to be in perfect symmetry of effectiveness with each other. What if it can be taught to the masses? What if the healing that I do on individuals could be done to the world at large?
This is my goal. My purpose is to uplift, inspire, show, teach, heal, validate, Love and empower as many individuals in the world as possible. There is such a divide right now between those of the heart and those of the mind. It has been an unspoken, perhaps unrecognized schism in humanity.
My intention is to heal that rift. To awaken the great minds of those who have been dismissed and open the loving hearts that the indifference of stark intelligence may have closed. The mind and heart work in unison. The great minds of the world need to sit at the feet of the tree huggers and discover the nuances of what they are missing. The loving hearts of the world must melt the apathy and indifference of great intelligence. They must be reminded that they are still an aspect of nature. In doing so, they may remember their true nature.
The ramifications of what is possible has not been tested of what an intelligent heart and a loving mind can accomplish together. It is my goal to nurture this partnership in all souls so that it can reflect in the Universal humanity of man. I have stumbled upon these insights, have gained the fortitude and courage to share them. Once they are uttered and shared, they sprout wings of their own. In doing this, I encourage you to empower truth within yourselves. You, in doing this, are teetering the precipice of a new era.
From: Lara Wahl
I know people are freaking out right now about what the fear mongers and news anchors want to make out to be the total apocalypse. Many people are buying it and tail spinning rather than checking WITHIN to what they KNOW to be true.
I want to tell you nothing happens in a vacuum. I just drove back from Rochester last night from meeting Jen Ward who without a doubt is enlightened. She has simply awakened to her subtle senses to perceive truth of all things. I know. It’s a big statement but it’s the truth. She is enlightened and is teaching others how to percieve using awakened subtle senses. Not to escape this world, but to enjoy and create the heaven that is possible within this world, in ourselves, and in every experience we share. We do this naturally when we understand the truth of all things… Which we have been purposefully conditioned to forget.
She is available to help people remember. It’s not like with yoga, or meditation, or other male approved as acceptible modalities of healing that get taken seriously. This is about awakening and accepting what society has perpetually denied and robbed from us. The robbed us of wakening using the modalities of female energy so that we CAN move out of the 3D of linear hierarchy to expansive empowerment for ALL.
Have you wondered why things that bring freedom have been so oppressed and diminished? You know why if you knew how powerful what I am saying is for ALL beings. Even spiritual healers diminish and have forgotten how powerful divine female energy is for ALL. In BOTH Male and female. Males have been starving for this too! The playfulness and childlike wonder has been so robbed from men in the 3 d. We have all suffered. Female empowerment and healing modalities of divine feminine is so powerful that we have been taught that it should not be taken seriously on purpose. Because 3 d is a land of enslavement. But Female empowerment is THE KEY and the missing Other piece of the WHOLE…
As far as the phenomena the world is experiencing:
Put faith in this: all are experiencing exponential shifts in healing and a wisdom upgrade. That would be all of us, everywhere, in all moments. All who are willing to listen and trust what we know to be true about how expansive and aware we have become. Know that these natural phenomena are helping release the stagnant corrupted energies that enslaved humanity. It shaking the world free of corruption where energies have stagnated.
Think of how easy it was in Boston to unite in love and unity when the call was received after Charlottesville. Think of how expansive and empowered that felt;
dimensionally roomy for all. That’s LOVE That was displayed. 5th dimension is what it is being called. It’s simply living more expansively at the vibration of LOVE.
Think of our more primal selves living in hierarchy like a pyramid. Think three, 3rd dimension as LINEAR and a patriarchal pecking order. Its our capacity of loving. that’s what people mean by that. We don’t GO anywhere, we just expand in awareness using love.
Think now of the way most the world viewed Texas. Think how much resistance was in that state that needed to shift! How much it clung to patriarchael heirarchy. Now think how much unity and love and EXPANSIVEness was experienced after that shift there. IT HAD to be a powerful incident to break up so much of the stagnant energy there. That is what the earth is doing in different ways for us and through us. It is doing it IN THE FORM and ways it needs to in different areas of the world. It takes the form that needs to shake things up literally for us to release the heirarchy and power mongering that had its claws in places!
Trump is a godsend because it’s become so obvious to us where the consolidated greed and power is. Before Trump, it was more subtle and more tricky and hidden. He is so arrogant that it’s so out in the open. Thank god for him “speaking his mind” so we can all see the ugly truth of what we have been living under.
We are well. We are more than well. We are GLORIOUSLY upgrading in expansion~ We know this. The Earth is healing itself and us. This is isn’t naivety or blind optimism. This is TRUTH. And you can perceive it too if you tune into your subtle senses and step away from the news and just go outside and FEEL. What’s happening.
In fact, even in the news you can see truth emerging. Notice how anchors are NOT getting the reactions they want of fear from people. Only love and unity. Or how they are starting to give consideration to PETS! During Katrina the news said nothing about warning people to take measures to protect their pets.
This can all happen more easily if we don’t resist the shift and open in trust to love and to nature. Jen Ward can help. I have studied with masters from all over the world. All in Male lineage modalities. What Jen offers is something different. I am no fool and I am not duped into ANYTHING. anyone can tell you this that knows how rebellious and independent I am and Autonomous. She empowers people to be DYNAMIC individuals of who they ARE, of who they always were and have been conditioned to forget of how DYNAMIC they are.
She rips off layers of institutionalized and systemic fear conditioning so we can see again, hear again, feel again and thus help the whole world and universe. You can choose to be victim or you can choose to be the healer. That’s it. That’s your only options. And when we become healer we do it in our own live’s joyful true purposeful way. It has never felt better to LIVE my truth out in the open of who I have ALWAYS been. Unafraid.
I never felt more connected to who I am and have always been than this weekend.
Even Music festivals can’t touch the bliss and joy and FREEDOM and EMPOWERMENT I felt this weekend. receiving truth and PERCEIVINg truth at Jen’s retreat. Martina came with me. And she said “Mama, I will always remember this moment.” It freed her. It fed her. It made me realize how oppressed we all were and how feeling oppressed is purposeful to keep us in the 3-D hierarchy of linear oppression. Jen’s retreat helped me so much to be a better mother and to not hand down that kind of subtle enslavement to my own children. My children will know the freedom and bliss and empowerment of the 5-D. They are truly fortunate children!
Put your faith in what you know to be true. World peace is the reason for how quickly we are shifting. IT IS attainable now. It’s inevitable. And Those who want to be afraid and who have been let down and are more comfortable clinging to fear and cynicism won’t believe me or will want to resist, or diminish this TRUTH and maybe even comment on how I’m wrong and this and this, and this is why, and lay their opressive dimnishing slant on this. The only person it’s hurting is themselves to live so enslaved to powerlessness. I can see clearly now. and I will never stop encouraging you of how powerful we are.
We are all dynamic healers and the younger people who aren’t cynical and oppressed. We are no longer railroaded into buying into a blind hell where everyone is powerless. KNOW THIS! So many babies are being born with this upgrade. It’s BEAUTIFUL to behold. all we need is a little shedding of the tangles and the glass ceilings and we can perceive the empowerment of what is happening right now! And if souls are lost it’s painless and they will slip into the next baby body of a wise awakened 5th dimensional body. It’s beautiful.
How dynamic and innovative, and intelligent, and aware, and expansive we can become. See how empowered we are to give that and pour it into the world for the benefit of all. We benefit the animals and trees, humans, and water, earth and sky. I can hear the trees again. I heard birds talking to me this morning and I sent them love and reassurance. Your guides have been STARVING for you to see be happy and free and to reclaim love and truth. to Expand with love rather than resorting to fear. It doesn’t have to be so painful.
Jen is a Shaman and can help. Go to her! don’t wait!!! She has waited many lifetimes to emerge from the midst into her own enlightenment, and I have waited SOOO many lifetimes to stop giving my power away by needing male validation. It is so liberating to actually go to a Woman to learn from!
Great Mother has waited for me to come home too. It’s symbolic, I have returned to Mother and I’ve never felt more whole and sage and safe. So many are waiting to do this. Don’t wait! It’s so easy and wonderful. and it is the missing piece of what we needed. Jen helped me to HEAR what is so abundantly in plain sight for us now! It is amazing. Put faith in this shift of love ❤️ Thank you is not adequate Jen Ward.
I’m mailing you bird seed for you and your apple tree dear Jen. Thank you also for allowing me the privilege to see your magical abundant garden. We feel moved and blessed beyond measure. ❤ From Martina and I and all Beings~ on behalf of all of humanity
I am overflowing with experiences from the retreat! For one I was in the car and I noticed how when I picked up my oldest daughter from school today I felt myself tighten in my body asking her about her day and what she worked on and noticing in subtle energy how she was feeling oppressed. So we did some taps right then in there after having a dialogue about not letting grades define us.
She is 10 and has been in Montessori her whole life with no grades. Only love of learning. and I told her soon she would get “grades” and to NEVER let them define her. That as a small child I would get an A and feel superior, and then I might get a D and feel so bad about myself. And I was so pummeled by the winds of censure and praise. Jen Ward mentioned this; the competitiveness and sibling rivalry. This is what linear 3 D does to us to perpetuate enslaving each other. It tells us we are unworthy unless…
I told my eldest daughter NEVER to let grades define her. to simply find what she loved doing in life regardless of what others think and how they view her, and take joy in it. It helped me realize how hard I had been on her. And then I felt inspired to have her do the tap: “I release letting grades define me, in all moments.” And a couple more taps about knowing who we are and not letting anyone define us ever. Also taps on others telling us who we are, judging us, and subjugating us.
I told her how her father is a genius and so successful at his job that he loves and adores and is inspired by everyday. Yet he got D’s and kicked out of school and told he was less than enough, a trouble maker. I told her how some straight A students who do all the “right things” in conformity and go to the best schools, but leave having no idea who they are, what they want to do, and what brings them true purpose and joy.
This helped free her so much. I could feel her empowering as we talked and we did the home-spun intuition taps.
Jen is teaching me to perceive what my daughters need so I don’t perpetuate oppression. The same that had me feeling so unworthy all my life. I love you Jen Ward. This is so major I can’t even fathom from just the weekend how much I absorbed!!! AND birdies and trees talked to me today. I could feel what they were saying and felt life all around and just how not alone we are. What a retreat!!!!!!
Ten years ago, I was laying on a cold basement floor resolved to die of starvation. I would wake up before sunrise and wait for the captor to give me the command to get dressed to prepare and work outside until after sunset. I would frantically dress and await for him to drill me about my dreams. He was looking for any information he needed on what the next step was in my demise.
Little did either he or I know, that my spirit guides were preparing me to have the strength to get myself out of there. They would show me the apartment that I would live in one short month later and showed me the new people who I would meet in my new life. Most everyone that I had known before the captivity would not accept me back into their world. Only a couple special gems would embrace me after disappearing for a year.
The captor could not possible know that every night, I was taken to this seminar-like atmosphere that was set up for many visitors. It was a recurring dream that I had every night. I would be in a hotel setting that was prepared to receive a lot of guests at this special event. Sometimes I sat in the seats like everyone else. But sometimes I was in a back hall with everyone waiting for me to appear.
In the first few months, there were only a few people who were sitting in the chairs. It comforted me that they were there. They seemed to make it easier to get through the waking days. A very few were people I knew were in the crowds. The rest I did not know who they were then but they were familiar to me. It comforted me to be with them. It was as if being with them in my dreams, kept me nurtured from an otherwise socially deprived existence.
Being with them kept me alive. At the ending of my captivity the group swelled to multitudes. Now I know who those people were. They were you. The people who kept me alive with their company are the people here who read my posts and support me in sharing my gifts. Since time and space are an illusion and all is happening at once, you are nurturing that starving, cold deprived version of me so I could get here to assist you in totally awakening.
The resort setting is the Hotel that I facilitated was my first retreat this May. I recognized the Hotel from my dreams when we went to check out the facility. The date was also chosen for me from a dream I had twelve years ago. It is at the same time as the international Lilac Festival in my home town of Rochester, New York. The Ancient ones who Guide me, have had an agenda for me all along. They were feeding me the details in my dreams.
The dreams during captivity were of my spirit guides showing me how many people I would help just by surviving and sharing my gifts. I needed all that encouragement to overcome the daily torture, brainwashing, starvation, harsh weather, sleep deprivation and sensory deprivation that I endured. Knowing on a subtle level, that I would know all of you and have your love and support, kept me alive.
Ten years ago, I will have made the journey to my freedom. I was half dead and terrified but alive and excited as well. All kind of fears and curses from the captor were met to get away from that experiences. It was surreal and unimaginable at the time. But it was done and the gifts that I now access, took a long time to be drawn out of a terrified brainwashed emaciated stupor.
The date of my escape is the only special day that I celebrate. I am mostly alone since my reemergence into society and live like a monk. I spend my days writing, doing healing work for individuals and the world and tending the needs of my furry family inside and out. This year, I am celebrating by opening up more and more to assisting others than I could not have possibly fathomed even knowing; except of course in my dreams. I came back to society thinking I was a retarded boy. As articulate as I write, that is the simple mentality that I operate from.
It is a very vulnerable way to live. It took me ten years to build up the courage to be physically present with others. It is no less than a miracle that I am reaching you all with these words. It took so much endurance and resilience merely to live in a sea of people where there was no love for me. How ironic that I teach others how to love beyond all outer limitations and in all situations. My insights have been developed and honed honestly through a personal quest to experience love.
As a way to reach more and more of the community that has kept me alive, more and more venues have been created to allow me to assist as many souls as I can in the world. Since I have returned, many people have experienced energetic shifts in themselves that have experienced great transformations. They have seen great shifts in the world as a result of my group sessions geared to benefitting all of humanity. My goal is that everyone overcome whatever limitations that may hinder them in any way. May they access their gifts and talents as a way to pour their incredible love into the world
One of the side affects of surviving being starved and tortured nearly to death is the ease in which I am able to love. This love pours out into everything I write and you are all benefactors of that great resource now. My books are not merely worlds but a conduit and an equation to reach higher consciousness. Another way to connect deeper to those I love is the group sessions that I facilitate weekly. They are accessible to those who really want to realize their own omnipotence in the world.
These are a couple of the ways you have access to me and my love and gratitude and specially honed gifts. I am fearless in speaking truth and empowering others because I went through the process of enlightenment and know that I was kept alive to do exactly what I do. I am grateful to have such purpose and am completely immersed in sharing all my gifts so that you can uncover all of yours.
My next retreat is this September 8th and 9th. The one in May was a reunion of souls who have never met in this life before. The love and transformation were incredible. In this upcoming retreat, we will be blurring the line between animate and inanimate life. As this line is what keeps people enslaved to linear limitations. I will also be reintroducing the attendees to their childlike wonder through releasing their resistance to play. It will be dynamic energy work disguised in play.
I would love to see you at the retreat. You can register to attend here. http://www.jenuinehealing.com/