Being Madame Blavatsky


I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.


Surviving the Titanic


I just facilitated a session with a woman who wanted me to assist her dogs and herself in one session. Working with the dog was easy. But when I turned my attention to the woman, she admitted having walls up in regards to her husband; who is a real sweetheart so it was strange to her. We worked on three areas; jealousy, betrayal and abandonment.

There was a lot of stagnant energy released. But when I began the protocol for abandonment, I started making a shamanic sound that sounded like a fog horn on an old cruise ship. Then images of the titanic flashed in front of my eyes. They were not images of the aristocrats but of the servants on the bottom deck. My mind flashed to the scene in the movie Titanic where the servants were locked in the bottom level. As the ship went under, the young mother; instead of stressing out her children, put them to sleep with a bedtime story. She knew it was the last one she would read to them.

I had the client release the trauma of being on the Titanic. There was a lot of stagnant energy released with that one. She told me afterwards that she never thought she was on the titanic but she is afraid of going on cruise ships, being out on the water, being trapped in small spaces and taking her last gasp of air. All of those things were validated in the images that were revealed.

She also treats her dogs with such love and care. She treats them with the tenacity and devotion of the young mother putting her children to bed for the very last time. She, being the loving person she is, chooses love and service to be the experiences she replays in this lifetime. She is lucky to not be stuck in a state of fear but to live in a reverent state of service to her loved ones.

Massive Post-retreat Jenuine Healing~ by Lara Wahl



What Jen Ward does is powerful beyond words. Why else are we here but to commit to experiencing this TRUEST of healings for ourselves? She creates MASSIVE shifts that help shave off MANY lifetimes worth of work that would have been spent in anguish. I just got back from the retreat with my whole family and this experiences has fundamentally changed our lives. I can’t tell you how powerful this work is when done with the WHOLE FAMILY, let alone oneself. This is my best attempt to try to put into words the EVER expansive dynamic work we experienced.

The best way I can put it is that when I alone started doing this work with Jen, she helped me become keenly aware of all those glass ceilings of unworthiness I put on myself my whole life. The limitations that told me I wasn’t deserving of a happy life, an INFINITELY supportive LOVING partner,and respect. The conditioning that reinforced that I didn’t deserve a loving community of kind friends, healthy boundaries respected by others etc.. I believed It was okay that I wasn’t happy or living my fullest, because it was my “sacrifice” for my family’s sake and I should just be thankful. I didn’t even realize how much I was sabotaging or SACRIFICING myself. I’m sure a lot of mothers can relate to this. Jen helped me realize all of this. True thankfulness is not about enabling takers. Genuine gratitude fosters mutual respect and reciprocity. Opening up to my own empowerment is not a selfish thing. It enables me to empower all those around me in a way that being an unfulfilled martyr does not. !!

I reached a breaking point with personal struggles and when Jen came into my life through a friend, IMMEDIATELY her words and work resonated with me. I had studied healing lineages and work my whole life, but nothing was as poignantly truthful as her effortless way to perceive and PIERCE to the truth of the matter of all things. She has this way through her tremendous compassion and LOVE to tap into the grid that acknowledges and supports communications of pure and simple truth . Through her work with me in helping me see the glass ceilings that inundated me, we shattered them all!

I started even being able to “SEE” by tapping into direct truth, through opening with LOVE, now that I wasn’t so stuck in the muck of unworthiness which is part of the linear enslavement of 3-d. I was becoming VERY expansive in LOVE, honoring all beings as equal reflections of myself which one experiences at the 5th dimension. – THIS helped me help so much in my work of teaching seniors and others yoga. It helped me in my personal life dissolve all conditioned bad habits, gossip, boundary crossing, anger, cursing etc. It opened me up to tap directly into the truth that was reflected in everything that unfolded in my day-to-day from interpersonal relationships, to even complex concepts about ecology, the human body, and science!

Martina came with me the first time I met Jen in person, last October. Martina has a gift of being able to tap into truth in the same kind of way, but she suffered from speech delays and severe shyness about speaking up, even when she knew something wasn’t right whether in the world, or someone being mean etc. After that retreat we were both changed to our core, and all of Martina’s speech delays, shyness and aversion to speaking up were GONE. Jen treated her with the SAME exact respect as she does with the adults and with all beings. She validated her gifts, and empowered her genius! I can’t tell you how much this kid SHARES truth now. It’s incredible.

Soon I realized there was a schism that had to be addressed at home with my partner, Jason. He was no longer the man I had married. He used to be this great vibrant SUN in the middle of our community of friends. But lately he had been consumed with making money, work, and it felt like he was no longer kind or caring about anyone. It broke my heart to see how miserable he was, and I was starting to realize that the more empowerment and shifting I was doing, the more I could see truly ugly qualities in him that I could no longer bear. I couldn’t leave him behind so I encouraged him to do the work again and again, but he only saw it as nagging. Finally I reached a breaking point with him after I saw how truly horribly he was treating me with such lack of respect that I told him I had to leave him, and was starving for the love of a partner. This SNAPPED him into consciousness again like a defibrillator!

Of his own volition he started awakening and wanting to do the work. He feared losing his family and the love and life we had built if he didn’t. He knew that both our daughters, Zo and Martina, and I were going to Jen’s retreat this February with my mom, and he wanted to come. This SHOCKED ME. This man has NEVER done any spiritual work in his life and he was diving into the work of one of the most BAD ASS MASTERS of time, Space, Loving Graciousness, and healing I knew!

What I can say after an entire weekend with Jen of the deepest healing work any of us had ever done, is that I am SHOCKED and amazed at how QUICKLY Jason is also SEEING now all those glass ceilings of unworthiness and self sabatoge he had been perpetuating onto himself and others. They had been robbing so much from him. The way in which he was, as Jen says, “Buying money with happiness.” He saw how untrusting he was of others and me. It caused him to always keep me at bay, in fear of me hurting him. It was because of past trauma – that he FINALLY SUCCESSFULLY addressed and RELEASED with Jen! If I didn’t understand how it worked I would say it was ABSOLUTELY A MIRACLE!! It was MAGICAL!!! But now I know. It is neither of these things. It is the GRACE of ENLIGHTENMENT. That IS the TRUTH of what Jen is, ENLIGHTENED. And that is what she empowers ALL OTHERS to be, ENLIGHTENED.

By bringing the WHOLE family, we are able to SHIFT EXPONENTIALLY without leaving anyone behind. THIS WORK IS CONTAGIOUS of course. And when people COMMIT to learning from Jen’s work, EVERYONE in our radius is brought into expansion and awareness, but if anyone really wants to speed healing work along, with the whole family, I STRONGLY suggest bringing every person you can to do work with Jen, to get in on some of this! Imagine EVERYONE you know their happiest, most abundant, loving, empowered, effective selves! There is without a doubt 1,000% success rate!

There was a moment I was worried about the money for the retreat. But I can tell you that the moment my two little girls stood in the center of the room and Jen helped show Zoe HOW much Martina needs her big sister’s LOVE and protection, and KINDNESS- and having ZOe REALLY get that……., seeing the shift in them both- that ALONE made it worth it. The work was evident EVEN in the car ride home with Jason- seeing him BE genuinely a GIVER, a KIND LOVING human that I feel supported by again! Having him GENUINELY GET IT and breakthrough, and apologize to me, speak to me with an energy of GENUINE mutual RESPECT and reciprocity-is priceless! It is so worth it to see him realize the work he needs to do!!! I can’t even tell you how many Millions of dollars THAT would be worth! And her retreats and sessions are so affordable. Jen gives and gives, and all she wants is to help MORE people. All she wants is to help the ENTIRE WORLD shift from the complacency of suffering, male hierarchies, linear limitations, unworthiness and oppression TO the RESPLENDENT STATE of LOVE, compassion, Abundance, Kindness, and INFINITE EMPOWERMENT we all experienced this weekend, and WILL CONTINUE to benefit from.

We are FINALLY all-seeing how much we were depriving of ourselves. We are FINALLY able to KNOW WE ARE WORTHY of an infinitely HAPPY LIFE, We are LOVED, and We are POWERFUL with Love at helping others.

I know I’ll be writing about this experience for many years to come. We covered so much. So many ROOT issues were addressed. So many people got such DEEP insight in their own family dynamics! So many individuals with vastly different issues than ours… without even saying a word, Jen “reads” people in energy and knows exactly where the issues and stagnation are that need to be addressed and released! It is a GIFT TO BEHOLD. I am always AMAZED watching her work. So many happy tears were shed watching her free person by person of all their pain, like beautiful phoenixes rising from ashes with resplendent wings into their happiest freest selves!! It was so beautiful.

So many lifetimes of work was addressed… SO many will benefit from the ripple effect. It has an incalculable magnitude beyond the millions. It is inevitable, but at the same time I URGE those who are not fully happy to RISE to the call that has been desperate for it to be heard, for them to free themselves. And to know that you have a BAD ASS MOTHER of All exponential Healers in Jen Ward, available to all, who can really help you so deeply and expedient. Things I never knew possible with Jason and with my kids, were achieved this weekend.

Jen, All the happiness you’ve helped us reclaim and realize that we are worthy… We just love you so much. You are an invaluable treasure on this earth.

(Pictured: My family with Jen’s fur babies, “Buster and Bernie” enjoying a beautiful winter wonderland walk with a post retreat glow.)

Remove All Demons From Humanity


A client had an interesting dream. I had a distant relative of hers blow me off in a personal way. In the dream, they went to my client and apologized for being unkind to me. Finally, finally someone stood up for me. My client let her relative have it. She lectured them about how many people who I help and how I didn’t deserve such treatment. The relative agreed and said that it must be demons making her treat me bad. Perhaps.

I don’t usually say words with a negative energy so as not to give them form. But in this case, I am told that using the word is a means of calling them out before releasing them.Just know that demons are merely stagnant energy that have been around so long that they adopt traits from the living beings they have been around. But any people live in fear of such things.

Some people truly feel like they are plagued with demons. So for all of us that are so immersed in love that we are impervious to such things, lets help humanity out. These stagnant energies have wreaked havoc with fear for too long. In case anyone is afraid to do these taps, please know I am an energetic bad ass and my love is big enough to surround and protect anyone who is compelled to do these. If you are afraid. feel my love and feel the empowerment of my love for you. These taps are a gift to so many. May some actually realize it.

These energies are responsible for addictions, compulsive behavior, a taste for violence, greed, mental unbalance and more. Please do these taps to cleanse humanity and know that you will be benefiting your self, relationships and loved ones in the process. See doing these taps as a personal gift to humanity and then mark this day as a pivotal advancement to peace and love prevailing on earth.

(Say each statement 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest)

“We declare ourselves surrogates for humanity in doing these taps; in all moments.”
“We release being manipulated by demons; in all moments.”
“We release being deceived by demons; in all moments.’
“We release the genetic propensity to accept demons; in all moments.”
“We release being suckered by demons; in all moments.
“We release using demons as a crutch; in all moments”
“We take back our free will and ability to discern from all demons; in all moments”
“We release being controlled by demons; in all moments.”
“We release being stuck in the primal mode of fear; in all moments.
“We release being shackled to demons; in all moments.”
“We release being afraid of demons; in all moments.”
“We release being enslaved to demons; in all moments.”
“We release being enslaved by demons; in all moments.”
“We nullify all contracts between ourselves and all demons; in all moments.”
“We release systemic all allegiance to demons; in all moments.”
“We remove all vivaxes between ourselves and all demons; in all moments.”
“We remove all tentacles between ourselves and all demons; in all moments.”
“We remove the claws of all demons from our beingness; in all moments.”
“We release being ruled by demons; in all moments.”
“We remove all programming and conditioning that all demons has put on us: in all moments.”
“We remove all engrams of all demons; in all moments.”
“We send all energy matrixes of all demons into the Light and Sound; in all moments.”
“We command all complex energy matrixes of all demons to be escorted into the Light and Sound by our Guides; in all moments.”
“We send all energy matrixes into the Light and Sound that perpetuate fear of demons; in all moments.”
“We command all complex energy matrixes that perpetuate fear of demons to be escorted into the Light and Sound by our guides; in all moments.”
“We recant all vows and agreements between ourselves and all demons; in all moments.”
“We strip all illusion off of all demons; in all moments.”
“We remove all masks, walls, and armor from all demons; in all moments.”
“We shatter all glass ceilings that all demons have put on us; in all moments.”
“We eliminate the first cause in regards to all demons; in all moments.”
“We remove all curses between ourselves and all demons; in all moments.”
“We remove all blessings between ourselves and all demons; in all moments.”
“We strip all illusion off of all demons; in all moments.”
“We withdraw all our energy from all demons; in all moments”
“We remove all the pain, burden, and limitations that all demons have put on us; in all moments.”
“We remove all the fear, futility and unworthiness that all demons have put on us; in all moments.”
“We remove all the apathy, indifference, and devastation that all demons have put on us; in all moments.”
“We remove all the rejection, abandonment, and illusion of separateness that all demons have put on us; in all moments.”
“We remove all that we have put on all others due to demons; in all moments.”
“We take back all that demons have taken from us; in all moments.”
“We give back all that we have taken from all others due to demons; in all moments.”
“We collapse and dissolve all demons; in all moments.”
“We release resonating or emanating with demons; in all moments.”
“We extract all demons from our sound frequency; in all moments.”
“We extract all demons from our light emanation; in all moments.”
“We extract all demons from all 32 layers of our auric field; in all moments.”
“We extract all demons from our whole beingness; in all moments.”
“We abolish all demons as a construct; in all moments.”
“We shift our paradigm from all demons to Love and Acceptance; in all moments.”
“We transcend all demons; in all moments.”
“We are centered and empowered in Universal Love, and spiritual freedom; in all moments.”
“We resonate, emanate, and are interconnected with all life in universal Love, and Spiritual Freedom; in all moments.”



My Guides will not allow me to promote my work or anything I do in the personal realm. It seems all my attention is directed at paralyzing all attempts to thwart the attempts of power to enslave humanity. They are not able to enslave people like they are used to. They are not capable of stealing people’s energy anymore.
Their attempts are limited now to people giving up their energy willingly. We who are aware are assisting those who are playing catch up from giving up their empowerment easily. Their energy can then be used to run power to the ground. That is what we are seeing happen right now.
If you appreciate my work and what I say here resonates with you, perhaps you would like to support me by purchasing a book and gifting it to someone. The more people who read my work and do the taps I post, the more we loosen the grip of power from humanity,
I have published Nine books in the past two years. All have the purpose of freeing individuals and humanity from the grips of power. Please consider purchasing one of my books and sharing it with someone. As my books become mainstream, so does the intentions behind them; Universal Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Enlightenment and Wholeness.
Here is the links to my books and how the benefit
The_Wisdom_of_the_Tr_Cover_for_KindleWISDOM OF THE TREES
Learn how to communicate with nature and gain a greater respect for trees.
Learn how to develop a greater understanding of animals
Gain greater connection with the DIvine through Poetry
Experience Case studies and tapping exercises of dynamic shifting of personal energy. Learn how direct correlation between emotional and physical pain
  grow where you planted  GROW WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED
Access quotes that depict spiritual insights that will turn on light bulbs of awareness
Access tapping exercises that address anyone who has been raped, abused or taken advantage of in any way. This is also a great book for the professional victims. This is the book that empowers the divine female so as to bring balance to all life.
perpetual calender     PERPETUAL CALENDAR
For those who would like a daily grounding practice but are not into yoga, meditation or prayer, this book of daily tapping exercises will validate anyone in their quest to feel and be empowered
letters of accord      LETTERS OF ACCORD
For people who realize that the truth has been hidden from the masses for the benefit of control, they will love this book that rips off layers and lifetimes of lies and conditioning and calibrates humanity back to truth. This is a private discord with the Ancient Ones
For those who have tried every diet but still feel like there is something innately wrong with them because of their dependency on food. Address the primal relationship with food and how it represents safety, love and empowerment


Gratitude For Keeping Me Alive

Ten years ago, I was laying on a cold basement floor resolved to die of starvation. I would wake up before sunrise and wait for the captor to give me the command to get dressed to prepare and work outside until after sunset. I would frantically dress and await for him to drill me about my dreams. He was looking for any information he needed on what the next step was in my demise.

Little did either he or I know, that my spirit guides were preparing me to have the strength to get myself out of there. They would show me the apartment that I would live in one short month later and showed me the new people who I would meet in my new life. Most everyone that I had known before the captivity would not accept me back into their world. Only a couple special gems would embrace me after disappearing for a year.

The captor could not possible know that every night, I was taken to this seminar-like atmosphere that was set up for many visitors. It was a recurring dream that I had every night. I would be in a hotel setting that was prepared to receive a lot of guests at this special event. Sometimes I sat in the seats like everyone else. But sometimes I was in a back hall with everyone waiting for me to appear.

In the first few months, there were only a few people who were sitting in the chairs. It comforted me that they were there. They seemed to make it easier to get through the waking days. A very few were people I knew were in the crowds. The rest I did not know who they were then but they were familiar to me. It comforted me to be with them. It was as if being with them in my dreams, kept me nurtured from an otherwise socially deprived existence.

Being with them kept me alive. At the ending of my captivity the group swelled to multitudes. Now I know who those people were. They were you. The people who kept me alive with their company are the people here who read my posts and support me in sharing my gifts. Since time and space are an illusion and all is happening at once, you are nurturing that starving, cold deprived version of me so I could get here to assist you in totally awakening.

The resort setting is the Hotel that I facilitated was my first retreat this May. I recognized the Hotel from my dreams when we went to check out the facility. The date was also chosen for me from a dream I had twelve years ago. It is at the same time as the international Lilac Festival in my home town of Rochester, New York. The Ancient ones who Guide me, have had an agenda for me all along. They were feeding me the details in my dreams.

The dreams during captivity were of my spirit guides showing me how many people I would help just by surviving and sharing my gifts. I needed all that encouragement to overcome the daily torture, brainwashing, starvation, harsh weather, sleep deprivation and sensory deprivation that I endured. Knowing on a subtle level, that I would know all of you and have your love and support, kept me alive.

Ten years ago, I will have made the journey to my freedom. I was half dead and terrified but alive and excited as well. All kind of fears and curses from the captor were met to get away from that experiences. It was surreal and unimaginable at the time. But it was done and the gifts that I now access, took a long time to be drawn out of a terrified brainwashed emaciated stupor.

The date of my escape is the only special day that I celebrate. I am mostly alone since my reemergence into society and live like a monk. I spend my days writing, doing healing work for individuals and the world and tending the needs of my furry family inside and out. This year, I am celebrating by opening up more and more to assisting others than I could not have possibly fathomed even knowing; except of course in my dreams. I came back to society thinking I was a retarded boy. As articulate as I write, that is the simple mentality that I operate from.

It is a very vulnerable way to live. It took me ten years to build up the courage to be physically present with others. It is no less than a miracle that I am reaching you all with these words. It took so much endurance and resilience merely to live in a sea of people where there was no love for me. How ironic that I teach others how to love beyond all outer limitations and in all situations. My insights have been developed and honed honestly through a personal quest to experience love.

As a way to reach more and more of the community that has kept me alive, more and more venues have been created to allow me to assist as many souls as I can in the world. Since I have returned, many people have experienced energetic shifts in themselves that have experienced great transformations. They have seen great shifts in the world as a result of my group sessions geared to benefitting all of humanity.  My goal is that everyone overcome whatever limitations that may hinder them in any way. May they access their gifts and talents as a way to pour their incredible love into the world

One of the side affects of surviving being starved and tortured nearly to death is the ease in which I am able to love. This love pours out into everything I write and you are all benefactors of that great resource now. My books are not merely worlds but a conduit and an equation to reach higher consciousness. Another way to connect deeper to those I love is the group sessions that I facilitate weekly. They are accessible to those who really want to realize their own omnipotence in the world.

These are a couple of the ways you have access to me and my love and gratitude and specially honed gifts. I am fearless in speaking truth and empowering others because I went through the process of enlightenment and know that I was kept alive to do exactly what I do. I am grateful to have such purpose and am completely immersed in sharing all my gifts so that you can uncover all of yours.

My next retreat is this September 8th and 9th. The one in May was a reunion of souls who have never met in this life before. The love and transformation were incredible. In this upcoming retreat, we will be blurring the line between animate and inanimate life. As this line is what keeps people enslaved to linear limitations. I will also be reintroducing the attendees to their childlike wonder through releasing their resistance to play. It will be dynamic energy work disguised in play.

I would love to see you at the retreat. You can register to attend here.

How Jen Helped Me and My Family


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I married for love. That didn’t stop me from having a difficult time after the honeymoon.

The real difficulty began in childhood with challenges of being the only girl in a male slanted home and being diminished.

I reached out to Jen out of the pain of not being seen in my life. Even in the so-called progressive spiritual group I belonged to, I didn’t feel seen as a female so wholeheartedly.

My husband was seen and honored in all ways–in his job, in his spiritual group, in his family, at the grocery store–so he didn’t go looking for Jen.

But his life was not full. He too was cut off from his whole heart.

Along comes Jen.

We have both learned so much from Jen. She has definitely ignited my own self nurturing, freedom and most of all empowerment. She has shown me the advantages of being in female energy—not just being female because men and women have both male and female energy—but of being empowered in female energy.

What has this meant? For me, it means trusting. Trusting myself, trusting my gut, being more compassionate, and learning to communicate with all life. It means connecting more to my true purpose.

My husband’s life is so much richer now. He is more present to all of life: he is gardening, editing books, involved in life in ways he never was before.

I notice little changes that are profound. I have better clothes—not more expensive, but more flattering. I hear trees talk, I see what people are saying in energy behind their words.

She taught me to remove attachments to groups. I let go of people who were takers and welcomed in those friends and family who are givers and with whom I can learn about divine love.

If you want the chance to benefit from Jen’s healing energy, and the dynamic expansiveness and empowerment that occurs with what Jen does, you can participate in a retreat on September 8 and 9.

And FYI: if you book the hotel before August 8th you will receive a discounted rate of 99.00 and 129.00 instead of the normal rate of 154.00.

I know this is a once in a lifetime opportunity and will be so unique and different from the last retreat. See Jen’s websites for testimonials from people who attended her last retreat.