The Introduction to a Finer Vibration


There are sounds that are “heard” beyond the range of what the physical ear can perceive. They are inner sounds. They depict the vibration of different levels of consciousness. They are heard not with the ear but with more refined senses that are used in more subtle states of consciousness.

Some of the sounds of this world depict the sounds of these more refined vibrations. That is why it is so pleasant to hear the chatter of many birds, the lulling sound of flowing water, or the wind rushing through the trees or plains.

When I tap into these inner sounds, I know enough to pay attention. I stay as present with the sound and use the opportunity to visualize it expanding my atoms and scouring out all the dross of the physical world. These sounds are revealed when one is totally plugged into the moment. In this way, being centered in the moment is the literal plug to being present to these inner sounds.

People have been trained to think that they have to go somewhere and isolate to tap into the moment. But it is a state of reverence that is reached when one totally forgets the limitation of the self and withdraws from the pettiness of the mind. Some people strain in meditation, prayer or some ritualistic practice to “hit the mark” of the moment. Many times the failure to do so makes them feel incompetent and less worthy.

The way I stay in the moment is with simple kindness. Kindness keeps you present to the person you are listening to. Kindness keeps you aware of the needs of all around you. Kindness can be so emphatically honed, that one can perceive what another needs in the moment, even before they do. Kindness can keep one grounded in what they are doing but can open them up to the expanded consciousness of saints. Kindness. It doesn’t need to be any more austere or intense than simple kindness.

I woke up a little while ago to a strange new vibration in my perceptions. It is still in the middle of the night but this vibration is so cleansing and expansive, that it got my attention immediately. I am used to being washed in the inner sounds beyond the ears perceptions. But this one was more expansive. It is hard to describe but is sounds like an echoing pure emanation of a lucid instrument.

As I listened to it, I felt the lateral aspects of my brain being expanded. I felt the dormant state of awareness that my brain has settled in awakening. It is not without some unpleasantness. It is expanding consciousness even more so there is a dizzying affect that occurs. The dizziness is the process of being expanded in consciousness while trying to stay present in the linear world of this physical realm. It takes some skill to do both.

I knew instinctively (or I was being told) that this sound was being introduced to the world as an upgrade in consciousness. I understood that all of earth was being washed in this vibration, even if they didn’t realize it. As I lay partly awake, I took the opportunity to use this experience to the advantage of humanity. I introduced this sound frequency to different areas in the world that needed a quick upgrade. Perhaps my attention would assist in some way since my physical body is made of the same vibration of those that need tending.

Instead of laying there fascinated with how this vibration was affecting me, I realized that those who are sensitive would also be experiencing this sacred upgrade to humanity. But because they have less inner training perhaps, than myself, they would interpret it as a negative. They may get a sense of this beautiful opportunity to witness the expansiveness of consciousness, and interpret it as having something wrong with them.

I saw that even my most aware friends, would be feeling dizzy, nauseous or emotionally paralyzed and interpret it as a disease. I did not want them to miss the opportunity to plug into the monumental shift in consciousness that was occurring for them and all. To experience your brain feeling chills from within and to know that your awareness is awakening to new heights is incredible. But it could be a new sensation to some.

All the newness. To understand that all the turmoil that we are witnessing in the world is merely a systemic calibration to world peace. To finally get a sense of that feeling of intimate family loyalty and experience it for all souls in existence. To finally realize we are not alone but all an aspect of one great soul that some of us call God. All these things could be mystifying without understanding.

I laid curled in bed while I “took” the expansiveness of what I was experiencing and overlaid it on areas in the world that needed an upgrade. To all the countries and areas where freedom was non existent and apathy was strong. I melt the chains of ignorance and resistance as easily as the sun dries up the morning dew. I did this with a pure intention and manifestation skills honed and rendered through an active imagination.

Developing the imagination used to be strongly advocated for in children. The reason creativity and imagination are so important to nurture in children is because these aspects are a jumping off point to understanding their own omniscience and omnipotence. But since omniscience or omnipotence isn’t advocated any more in humans, neither is the means to hone these skills. You will get a sense of a shift in humanity when you see, imagination, creativity, music and free thinking again become a priority in society.

This new vibration that I can feel emanating through out the world, is a key to higher consciousness for the multitudes. It feels like it is emanating through me to pour out into the world. It may be pouring out of everyone as well. We may all be keys to the awakening of higher consciousness. I don’t know. But I do know that the more people can accept that there is something greater happening under the surface rather than just write it off as an illness, the greater impact the shift in consciousness can make.

No one is going to micromanage you and explain what you are specifically experiencing. But if you are moody, complaining and off, it is more difficult to enjoy the wonders of an awakening new world. I got out of bed dizzy and hanging onto the walls to get out here to write to you. The outflow of sharing with you has taken me out of the symptom range. I still sense the inner sound and I still am experiencing shifts happening. But maybe forgoing turning them into a negative and helping others not turn them in to a negative is a huge upgrade to humanity in itself.

If you are experiencing sensations that seem negative, perhaps the way to address them comes from an oblique exercise. Try it. Simply be kind.


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Within crusted walls of embedded emotion,
Bombarded by waves of perpetual commotion,
Is a permanent “me” determined to stand,
Slough off adversity like layers of sand.

Draw in the Light from a far away source,
To Stand firm in the Love; seems “par for the course”,
Reverberating in music; a most precious choir,
Break through the dross, confusion and mire.

Emanate, vibrate, reverberate, resound,
Be inundated with such beauty I unfurl and rebound,
Show others imprisoned what awakening can be,
Humbly resonating loving and Free.

Jen Ward 10/21/13



Life is not linear. You are not looming towards old age, disease, and death. We are all buoyed in a perpetual state of exponential Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom and Wholeness. Our atoms our not conjoined in the sinewy mass of connective tissue. They are a colloidal collection of consciousness made up of individual frequencies of Light and Sound imprinted with the directive of individuality that is you.

Children innately understand this and exist in a perpetual state of bliss and acceptance. But then those that they respect or turn to as “all-knowing” slap their hands, tell them that they are bad and tell them they will have liberties when they “grow up”. That programs these beautiful perfect expressions of wonderment to turn from perpetual Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom and Wholeness. They are conditioned to turn away from wonderment and fixate on getting older. They are told that they then can partake of the artificially induced freedom of being an adult. The payoff is a dangling carrot or a unicorn that never gives a resolve or a satisfactory return.

This has been our fate lifetime after lifetime, generation after generation. It has become such an ingrained pattern that it is hardly ever challenged except in the quotes of some great teachers that have come to earth hinting at the hypocrisy of our thought patterns. But instead of heeding their words, we galvanize their personalities and forget their message. They are such simple things to heed and yet are glazed over by those who use their their message to further enslave the soul in an over taxed mentality.

“Let he who is without sin cast the first stone”, “Love thy neighbor as thyself”, “Lest ye become like the little children, ye will not see the kingdom of heaven, “my father’s house is a mansion and has many rooms” This is stating that there are so many ways of perceiving the world beyond this one, and they are all valid. “The things that I do, you are capable of doing, and greater” We are all great healers, teachers, inspirations and devotees of the sanctity of spirit.

Each great teacher that comes to the earth encourages the individual to break through the conformity that is taught and reach into their depth to manifest greatness. There is such a short shelf life on their message though, because it soon becomes bastardized after the messenger has been defiled, tortured and killed.

The best thing to do is recognize truth when you are given it in a golden chalice and drink as much as you can. Gorge on truth when you are able. You know it. Truth easily assimilates in the body, like a nutritious meal to the starving. Be gluttonous about filling yourself with it and yet be as generous as possible in sharing it. You never know how long that stream of truth will be offered to you untainted and pure.

I am capable of tapping into truth. I did not realize that I had access. I did not expect to be able to inspire, teach or heal others. The potential of such laid dormant underneath layers and layers of pain, self derision and the contempt of those who know me. They resent the reminder that they are accessing a slight fraction of their potential. They resent the reminder that they have chosen mediocrity. They would argue that mediocrity was thrust upon them if they ever had the courage to be honest with themselves. But it was a choice. At some point, they chose the stroking of the ego and the embellishment of pettiness.

But here, in a sea of strangers, I have found my true calling and family of the heart. Those I pour effortlessly and willingly all that I have access to in hopes that they will find the key to access it themselves. Although it still seems like the same selfish world, it is not. This world is moving towards the manifestation of its true potential. The souls that know me here, recognize what we do here is no small fate. We have been seeding this world for lifetimes for what we realize in this present existence. The world, like each child has the capability and capacity to be oh so much more. We all have an innate sense of it. What I share here is keys to understanding and techniques to access such greatness; not just for one but for all.

Every night that I go to sleep, “I ask how can I convey truth for others?” “What will help them to grasp their own empowerment?” Every morning I ask the Universe, “What are others struggling with?”. “What can I share to ease their self-doubt and break through the illusion of suffering?”. Last night I was told to convey to others this: A great technique, is to approach life as if they are the infinite being that they are; instead of a suffering human; which is the illusion.

The Universe showed me how humans utilize the techniques on my page, not to access their innate empowerment but only from the limited vantage point of relieving their suffering of the moment. In doing that, they are cowering to the ego. The ego will shove all this resistance at them and they will shrug and say that there are too many taps to do or too many paragraphs in my post. So they skim it and go on to something that is less involved and placates their fickle attention for a moment.

What I share here is a rare opportunity for people to shift in consciousness. They are so pummeled, desecrated and raped of their virtue that they have little left of trust or belief in something more. They are like the abused animal that runs into their cage rather than taste freedom because it is all they know. I share repeatedly and consistently hoping that something will coax them out of the apathy of despair. But they can no longer trust that someone is not motive driven or that someone does not want to deplete them further.

But there are those loving, kind souls that do rescue animals for their own unselfish reasons. There are also souls that have such compassion and love for individual suffering that they pour their whole self into alleviating what they can. They are not polished and shiny or adorned in false media glitz. They are organic, simple and pure and serve out of a deep compulsion to ease suffering, and in fulfilling a sense of purpose. They dissolve illusion and empower the individual; every individual.

For myself serving others seems like the only way to make sense of all that I have endured to get to this point. Serving others is my personal lifeline to reason. It makes sense that forces that drive power and greed would meet the atoms of goodness and integrity with what feels like a perpetual menacing blow. But it is merely the spiritual law of balance being visited on me as an individual. It is nothing that goodness and kindness have always needed to transcend. I am not being punished. I am merely being met with the opposite energy to what I am. You are not being punished either. You are just being met with the opposite energy to your goodness. That is why understanding spiritual law and transcending their effect on us is so beneficial. This is all possible and doable.

I did not plan to write this morning. But this is what pours out when I put my hands and heart to the keyboard. It is written with encouragement from intangible souls that assist you as guides lovingly serving to awaken a groggy planet. It is my honor to speak with them and for them and to walk with the truth that they have suffered in physical form to deliver. It is your gift, if you are willing to accept. Your life is not beneath theirs. You do not have earn their love and wait to catch a glimpse of them .All you have to do is challenge your own inner mechanism of the ego to pull down the curtain of unworthiness and then walk and converse with them freely. This is what is offered through the techniques I post.

May you bathe in the Love and kindness that is lavished on you here. May you break through the facade of resistance and accept all that is offered. May you realize your worth instead of waiting to deem yourself worthy. May you perpetuate love and kindness to break through the facade of ignorance and despair and dissolve the walls of separation between yourself and all of life. You are worthy. You are dynamic. You are empowered. You are Free.

The Light, Sound and Love of Your Purpose

The vibrations of your higher purpose can easily manifest now that all the old ways of doing things have fallen short and have left humanity incomplete. The world is thirsty and starving for your creative energy to emerge. So it is no longer needing the encouragement to live your true purpose. It is a matter of releasing residual fear that has been instilled in old consciousness.
Individuals are like abused animals being coaxed out of their cage. Those of us who understand this do all we can to invite them out. For some people, that is their whole purpose. It feels like that is mine. Everything I write, share and do, is evidence of that one purpose. Thank you for supporting my purpose; as I support yours.
That is the problem with group dynamics. If you think about it, all group dynamics have “ever so subtly” veered you off of living your purpose so as to support the purpose of the group. That is true of every group, religion, government and even spiritual group. As soon as there is a blanket mandate, and a directive, people have given over their empowerment as a noble act of supporting a group.
The group does not enter through the eye of the needle with you. The group does not auto correct when it has mandated an outmoded directive. The group does not cross over with you when it is time for you to forgo your physical skin. All these things you do alone. It is best to listen to your own inner censor. It is the one that always advocates for you. It is the one that you use to refine your own spiritual directive. It is the one that has no outer agenda.
It is love and love alone that then mandates your course.
You are then awaken to the subtle ways of how to communicate in energy. Light, love and the sweet sounds of life are your native tongue. The waterfall, the way the sun falls gently upon the land, the sweet call of the birds, the hum of nature or a babbling brook. These are the experiences that fill your soul. As the tin clamor of the “shoulds” and the “musts” fall away.
Jen Ward

Won’t You Dance With Me?


© 2017 Jenuine Healing. All rights reserved.

I Am Soul
an unadulterated atom of breath-giving Love
Existing in a sea of pure bliss
Yet to become aware of myself in the higher worlds, I created movement
I acknowledged myself as a frequency of sound woven together with an emanation of light.
I now knew how to maneuver the light by riding the sound.
Yet I wanted to realize everything that I already knew
I decided to go into the most coarse vibrations.
I delved down into the arena’s of the mind
Everything was confusing.
I got disoriented as thought matter collected upon me
I could not tell the difference between these thoughts and myself
They were now my identity.
I kept going into denser existence
I saw experiences that were harsh and incredulous.
But somehow thrilling.
What was this that thing collecting on me that made pain and trauma feeling exhilarating?
I wanted to see more and more of it.
I kept going into darker regions.
These things collected on me that made me react so inconsistently
Crying, Screaming, Anger, Pain. They seemed to bring anguish to me yet were fascinating.
These capabilities became a part of me. I could control them or not
It was exciting at first to experience how such coarse matter expresses itself
I went to the most harshest vibration possible
It encased me in a tomb of flesh.
There was little movement, no expansiveness
It was like being imprisoned in a sarcophagus
The only movement now came in the sporadic, inconsistent bursts of emotion
The woven tapestry of light and sound was encased in layers of dross matter
All seemed hopeless
The one saving grace was the heart
It seemed that the only way to forget how imprisoned I was, was to love
It wasn’t easy because everything else was encased in course matter too
But when I was able to show thoughtfulness to another, it allowed me access to more freedom
Love was so so difficult
All those encased in their flesh tombs were in the same predicament
To get themselves free, two souls agreed to love the other person to create freedom for them.
It worked.
Loving another seemed to be the key
This worked for eons.
But souls got complacent
They flitted around making agreement with others to love them and leaving others behind.
This created more great pain and more lessons.
Sometimes two original souls kept their agreement
They are called soul mates.
Sometimes they got separated and then life became about searching for them instead of realizing how to love
In a desperate attempt to get free souls tried to love themselves to get themselves free
There was no loss or let down, Only the programming of unworthiness to break through
I found that when I loved all others, I loved myself more
And when I loved myself I was able to love all others as well
I realized that when I loved, I was no longer lonely. I felt connected
Indeed I was connected to all others!
All the thoughts and feelings and inertia fell away
I was liberated
Now I am still in the coarse matter but with a purpose
I have a sense of who I am as an atom of love ensconced in light and sound
My purpose is to help everyone realize themselves as an atom of love as well
To love them beyond their own capacities to realize who they are as soul
To free them all by loving them all
And in turn helping them realize the freedom and liberation of loving other souls
This is who I am today
This is who you are
We are greater than our emotions and mightier than our thoughts
We are more expansive than any experience we use to define ourselves
We are woven tapestries of light and sound interweaving in a dance of blissful joy
As more and more awaken to love the dance becomes more exhilarating
With every post, every exchange and every outpouring of love comes the unspoken request…..
Won’t you dance with me?

Shattering the Dark Prism


© 2017 Jenuine Healing. All rights reserved.

In the past, I facilitated a very powerful private remote session. Sometimes when people have been working on themselves but still have things to work on, the sessions can get real surreal. This was one of those times.

In the session, we went to a lifetime when she was not from earth. In fact she seemed to still have contempt for humans. There was a dark energy that she had some kind of allegiance to. It was some kind of succubus energy that ate Light. It was the source of trapping a lot of souls into it and it was affecting people on earth.

It is difficult to explain the imagery that I see in the sessions. Some of the darker based movies touch upon it. It is better to leave it alone and not give it form. But interesting things happened during the session. I led my client through a lot of taps on releasing this thing called the dark prism. It was very difficult for us to connect But the moment she got through the one tap about shattering the dark prism, the phone connection was crystal clear.

Also, as she did these taps, I seemed to get some sort of happiness returned to me. My energy field became very magnetic. It was if many were being released from this subjective enslavement. My client felt the intensity and magnitude of doing these taps. Many more benefit from doing them.

Say each statement out loud 3 times while tapping on your head and say it a 4th time while tapping on your chest.

“I release the belief that humans are barbarians; in all moments”
“I release worshiping the dark prism; in all moments”
“I eliminate the first rule in acceptance of the dark prism; in all moments”
I eliminate the initial cause of the formation of the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release being manipulated by the dark prism in all moments”
“I release trapping souls in the dark prism in all moments”
“I release all souls trapped in the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release drawing upon the dark prism; in all moments”
“I recant all vows and agreements between myself and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I remove all curses between myself and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release using the dark prism to curse others; in all moments”
“I remove all curses that I have put on all others for the dark prism; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between myself and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I dissolve all karmic ties between all others and the dark prism; in all moments”
“I withdraw all my energy from the dark prism; in all moments”
“I shatter the dark prism; in all moments”
“I awaken all the souls that have been trapped in and by the dark prism; in all moments”
“I remove all the pain, burden, limitations, darkness and engrams that the dark prism has put on me; in all moments”
“I remove from all others all the pain, burden, limitations,darkness and engrams that I have put on them for the dark prism; in all moments”
“I take back all the Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life and Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Confidence, Spirituality, Light and Enlightenment that the dark prism has taken from me; in all moments”
“I give back to all others all the Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life and Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Confidence, Spirituality, Light and Enlightenment that I have taken from them for the dark prism; in all moments”                                                                                      “I send all energy matrices of the dark prism into the Light and Sound; in all moments”  “I command all complex energy matrices of the dark prism to be escorted into the Light and Sound; in all moments”
“I release resonating with the dark prism; in all moments”
“I release emanating with the dark prism in all moments”
“I remove all of the dark prism from my sound frequency; in all moments”
“I remove all of the dark prism from my body; in all moments”
“I shift my paradigm from the dark prism to Joy, Love, Abundance, Freedom, Health, Success, Security, Companionship, Creativity, Peace, Life and Wholeness, Beauty, Enthusiasm, Contentment, Confidence, Spirituality, Light and Enlightenment; in all moments”
“I transcend the dark prism; in all moments”
“I transform the dark prism into light in this reality in all moments”
“I dissipate the dark prism; in this reality; in all moments”
I am centered and empowered in Light, Music, Beauty and song; in all moments”