Being Madame Blavatsky


I was told many years ago by my guides that I am Madam Blavatsky. When I saw her the first time, I did not want to believe it because she was so homely. I didn’t even realize that I had special abilities with healing and insights at the time. I wasn’t even devoted to writing back then. The only clue that I had to being special is that incredible gifted healers would show up in my life and be told by their guides to do everything they could to assist me. Knowing this now brings tears to my eyes as I recall the times my guides would intervene on my behalf. They were always there in times when I was scared or overwhelmed; to reassure me.

One such time was when I was about nine. It was in the winter in our decrepit house that was heated by oil fueled space heaters. The grown son of my mother’s lover would taunt us children in many different ways. He was a chain smoker who camped out for the whole day in our small kitchen. He would cackle and say that if one small cigarette butt hit the ground. Our house would go up in moments. One night I went to bed terrified that this was going to happen.

Now looking back, it feels like my guides sat perched right on the other side of my conscious awareness and saturated me in the love that I was not receiving anywhere else. As I went to sleep one night, terrified of a fire, my guides love emerged through the invisible barrier of our realms to nurture me. It wasn’t like they talked to me in words but fed truth right into my heart. They gifted me with the assurance that dying in a fire was not my fate. They imprinted kindness and the sense of being protected within me. I went to sleep happy.

Another time they came to the rescue was when I was told that I had to move out of my family home in four days. I had no prospects, no extra money to secure my own place and no real survival skills to manifest a solution. I was numb with panic. My guides told me then that I did not need to worry about anything but the present moment. Since I was fed, warm safe and clean in the moment, then everything was okay. So all I had to do was focus on the present moment to get to the next one. I did not have to do anything until the moment came that I had to act. Since I had no action to take in the moment, just relax my energy and rest. It worked. I survived. There was less wear and tear in this life using this technique.

So when the same sense of loving presence of guidance seeps through the conscious mind, I pay attention. When it tells me that I am Helena Blavaskty, I am more apt to listen because of the times it has assisted when I was in need. One day I was just playing around with the book with her image on it. I held it up to my face and matched profiles just be funny. My cousin’s jaw dropped as he indeed could see a physical likeness. I asked my sister to take a photo of myself next to the image so that I could see for myself. The likeness was uncanny. I slowly came to terms with the reality of being her and soon discovered many similarities in our lives and one huge difference.

There is a quote by Helena’s mother saying how she feels so bad about the horrific life that Helena is going to have. This quote was made when Helena was already an adult. It also did not compute with her life at that time. Helena had a very good life then. She had financial freedom and got to travel the world doing exactly what she wanted. It is evident to me that Helena’s mother was talking about this present life and what her daughter would endure in this life that I am in the midst of. It is true that this lifetime has held many difficulties for me including being cursed at birth by the present mother. It was funny knowing that Helena’s mother loved her enabled me to reach back through time and space and get a sense of a mothers love from that lifetime. It is a helpful technique to use to get one’s need met.

I am not able to read Madame Blavatsky’s work. It is overwhelming to me. But I don’t like to read anything that I have written in this life either. I am told by people who have read her that our writing is similar. I believe we have a similar passion. Or should I say that my passion has continued through lifetimes.

I got criticism for using this image on my first book. I love how with all that I have endured at the hands of rejection and isolation that people come forward now to give me advice. The truth is, advice to me is an insult. No matter how well-meaning it is, there is a hint of using it as a leverage to diminish someone else. That is why I don’t think of myself as giving advice because it is never my intention to feel superior to others. In fact, this whole life involved taking a stance of deference with other so as to not to deflate the fragility of their human condition.

But when I engage others, that fragility may inadvertently be ruptured so that the spiritual essence of higher awareness can emerge. It is kind of like piercing and deflating the ego so that the true self can be empowered. This is what is happening when people get their feelings hurt by me. It is actually the process of a calloused self being shaved down to the beautiful pink skin of soul.

I chose the cover of me comparing my likeness to Madame Blavatsky for many reasons. The first reason is that my guides told me to. In the same way they have reassured my heart in the past, they give me direction of how to proceed with every little detail of my life. They will also feed understanding into me as well.

They wanted me to own the fact that I am a testament to reincarnation because the belief in just one physical life is still used so prevalently to diminish others. It is funny because John the Baptist talked about how Jesus was the reincarnation of a great soul come back to serve. That part has been edited out of the good book. Think of all the issues that would be curtailed if people understood that they come back to the same conditions that they have created. We will see a lot more self responsibility in the world when reincarnation is adopted as the universal truth; that it is. May my presence speed up that process.

People are growing too aware and spontaneously awakening to the fact that they are eternal souls. The tipping point is being made. I see people’s past lives like someone else would read a holographic news story. But if I can read them, then it means that they are affordable to all. The shifts that happen when people realize the connection between their past traumas and their present issues is miraculous. Profound healing is happening. It is a necessary Segway into humanity adopting higher awareness. The book that I have written, Enlightenment Unveiled, is the first one of many I will write. All the books I write will hold the intention of assisting the individual in accessing their own empowerment. They will even enhance our sense of connection with all other souls.

As far as being a writer, I have devoted this life and others to sharing truths that will free mainstream society of the deluge of lies that have separated them from their empowerment. I encourage everyone to read my books and try the exercises that I share. They are infused with healing and loving intentions for everyone. I have come back to this world and endured so much merely to save everyone from needing the same level of commitment to awakening that I have had invest. May some of you recognize the gifts that you are receiving and allow gratitude to propel you into the heart of divine awareness. May it motivate you to send similar noble intentions out to all others is the spirit of comradary and love.

That is why I have used the image that I have. I stand by my choice and intention.


The Reincarnation of Madame Blavatski

I was told when I was much younger that I was the reincarnation of Madame Blavatsky. I didn’t really know who she was but came across her on the internet. I dismissed it and didn’t think about it much.

Years later, I was holding up one of her books next to mine just to be funny, and my friend’s jaw dropped. apparently there was a likeness. Also, I have done much writing since then and I am told that our writing styles are similar.  I have this passion of taking complicated metaphysical principles, and simplifying them so anyone can understand them. I believe that is because of all I have learned by having my message misunderstood in that life.

I am very passionate about there maintaining a purity of purpose with the information I provide. I see how her writings have been used by the likes of Hilter to abuse power and to enslave humanity even worse. It feels like no coincidence that there is a strong neo-nazi energy that is being experienced now. It is a psychic energy that is a throwback from the past era that I work diligently through subtle but powerful means to dissipate. It has been simple swirling around the planet and landing on people who were weakened by a frustration in their lack of empowerment.

It feels like my presence and pure intention is the dynamic counter to dissipate those energies. It is like I am here to undo the damage my writings in the past have done to the planet. That is perhaps why I am so diligently intent on dissipating psychic energies of hate with a tsunami of pure, divine love. The dynamic intentions I put out, and the healing that I do is something that I have ascribed to the parasympathetic nervous system. Simply by constant repetition of doing it. It is no different from learning to walk and then it becoming automatic. I have done this within myself with consciously pouring healing love out to the planet until it no longer is necessary for me to think about it.

When I first was told I was Madame Blavatski, I had no inclination toward writing books, (now I have 8 to date). And I only had the beginning inking of being a dynamic healer. It is a wonderful thing when people who value Madame Blavatski find me they feel like they are getting the chance to be present with her. I am told we have similarities in personality. In fact, the little I am able to stand hearing about her now, I find myself defending her in my mind and understanding where she was coming from.

Some of the similarities are pretty fascinating besides just the core messaging and the amazing healing abilities that have come to light since my discover of the connection. In a first edition  of Isis Unveiled, she spoke about how special Rochester NY was as a gateway for higher energies to pour into the physical world. That is my home town and from which I facilitate powerful group sessions and retreats to bring about world peace and healing to all individuals.

Her first book was actually published in Rochester, NY. The book store is still in operation over a hundred years later. I went in to visit it one day.  There was a seasoned caretaker behind the desk. He seemed so tired of being there. But when I passed by him, he sprang to his feet and heartily greeted me. It was as if he had been waiting through the ages to fulfill a promise to hold the store open. It felt like me being there, freed him in some way.

No doubt my passion for world peace and my blueprint to get there is built on the work Magame Blavatsky did in that lifetime;  to awaken individuals to their own omniscience. The fact that she was misunderstood and her information was abused by an evil intention, may drive my passion to get it right this lifetime.

The means is simple. It is to bring back a balance of the female energy in relationship with the male energy that has dominated and abused the planet for so long. Male energy without its balance has created a world of brutes. Male energy needs to be tempered by its counterpart in the qualities of compassion, ingenuity, creativity and expansiveness. These are the female counterparts to the drive of male energy.

Where male energy is single focused and driven, female energy is expansive and all-inclusive. Where male energy is about a hierarchy of competition in which the strongest in certain areas survives. Female energy is about inclusiveness and giving all that you have to give in the sharing of sisterhood. Where people get this simple concept confused is when they deduce it to genitals. When in fact, it simply has little to do with physical anatomy and more to do with a balance of two flows of power within each person. The compartmentalization in male and female roles has been conditioning and is not relevant in the upgrade of humanity.

What people may not understand is that the reason Gandhi was so effective in his message was because he was unleashing the power of female energy in his intention. His whole passage resistance movement was based on understanding the power and expansiveness of female energy.

The world will do nicely to stop feeding the fuel tanks of hate as they have been conditioned to do. They need to withdraw all their energy from even the mere mention of negative issues. Doing so, may take much discipline or understanding. But is actually a dynamic exercise in drying up an issue. It is the same as suffocating a flame. When Native Americans wanted to punish someone, the tribe would all literally turn their back on them and not allow to talk to them or even acknowledge them. They were literally drying up the energy of that person in their group. This is what we need to do to negative issues in the world.

Of course people will argue and say they have to create awareness of a pet issue. This awareness is giving the issue legs and teeth. AND if they argue with the issue, the issue is merely being strengthened by the attention. This is how we use our loved ones that has survived a deadly disease to actually perpetuate more disease.  There is an ignorance perpetuated in standing up to a disease. This is a campaign initiated by someone who is benefitting peripherally from the advancement of the disease. It is time people understand their ignorance in creating the conditions that we deal with in this society and stop feeding them.

Below is a quote of Madame Blavatski and how I would (and have) said a similar thing. Our writing styles are uncannily similar and I can feel me writing sometimes with a style that seems “over my present pay scale”.  It really doesn’t matter what anyone’s personal beliefs are about reincarnation; except to deny ones journey on this earth is to live a short-sighted, diluted imitation of yourself. So many people who are interested in their ancestors, are really curious about who they are in a past life and are searching in a way that their current belief system gives them permission.

The concept of one life and going to heaven for all of eternity was a concept that was introduced by Bishops in the Dark ages to sell passageways to heaven. Since this belief is still in practice and society is still dominated by a male slanted point of view, it means that we are in actuality, still in the Dark Ages. We come out of them when we embrace our own empowerment, the ability to discern and shift the main switch on humanity from taking to giving. If you really think of it, and those who understand the concept will attest, that much more deep-seated pleasure is deemed from giving rather than taking.

In fact, World Peace is merely a matter of everyone learning that sharing their gifts and talents at any cost is much more satisfying than being tethered to the stockpiling of monetary abundance. Once people get that through their  programming and simply embrace, sharing what theyre are good at, we will have world peace.

Because world peace is not a welfare state like we have been conditioned to think of it as. It is not a stagnant lifeless place where everyone simply sits around receiving their bounty. It is a dynamic state of giving and flowing. Where artists of all kinds are valued and respected as much as the intellect and the scholar. Where everyone is so busy doing what they love to do, to care about judging or micromanaging anyone else, If people could simple upgrade their concept of  world peace and realize it is attainable, then a lot of good is being done to manifest the intention.




It is, then, by those shadows of the hoary Past and their fantastic silhouettes on the external screen of every religion and philosophy, that we can, by checking them as we go along, and comparing them, trace out finally the body that produced them.
H. P. Blavatsky

Here is how I would say it now.

We are a compilation of every past experience. If we could separate each one, we could see which religion, or philosophy caused the perversion. We could then get a sense of how our external self was directly formulated from our own past.

Jen Ward