Love is ongoing in every true way. Everyone that we have ever loved, we are still in love with them. We permeate with that love and pull others into it through the journey. It never ends. Love at first sight is a memory of what is.

As we go through the fun house of time, love gets distorted. We are aghast when it is stretched or distorted and saddened when we walk away from the mirror. But we are not separated from it. How can we be separated from love when it is the force that turns the cogs of our very own atoms?

When you turn away from the notion of love it is like trying to turn off your own existence. It is not possible. This is so silly in concept, yet so painful for the one who forgets their own nature. The most confusing thing about love is that, in its purest form, it strikes the consciousness as a stillness. The mind interprets this as a nothingness. Which spins the whole experience as an absence of love.

All the forces of the Universe are converging to buoy you in time and space so that you can realize how incredibly loved that you are, at to the weary heart it feels like emptiness. Life is one long journey to realize yourself as the true source of love that you are. So the struggle is to challenge that base nature that says otherwise, and refute the findings of the fickle emotions. Redefine and expand your definition of love. Turn love inside out like a reversible jacket and warm yourself with your own lining.

Think of love as the stillness of the Universe which is reflected in nature. Love is the quietude of a new mother taking inventory of her new babe.It is tolerating a million transgressions of an annoying younger sibling. Love is honoring a pet’s nap as you dutifully sit still so as not to wake them. It is the inner communication of the trees that nurture everyone so graciously while systemically being denied a voice.

There is no way not to be loved. Unless you gauge the definition by the flawed attempts of other humans to gain understanding. They are those who are flailing around in desperation for validation too. It is like looking for the starving to feed you. Or make you guest of honor at a banquet. The best way to be embraced in love is to make a house of it from the sticks you have collected yourself. That way you always take ownership of your own house. And that is the greatest security there is.

The Lover of Life


When one is starting to become aware of their own interplay with life, it is because they have stopped judging, controlling, minimizing others. They start to see glimmers of their own worry in the brow of strangers. They develop lines of compassion which become cross lines that etch deeper and deeper over the lines of division. Eventually the whole soul is rubbed clean with compassion and caring.

These are the people who are demonized as the hippies and the tree huggers. They have done their time as the exalted soul on a pedestal that separates them from those who are different. They bow out of the powers plays because they too well remember the times they have been enticed to or forced to abuse power. This anguish and guilt plays a role in every interaction that they encounter.

They so desperately refuse to inflict physical, emotional harm or mental torment to another that they readily become the brunt of it. They do this willingly at first, just to punish themselves and in hopes of stopping the pain. But after a few lifetimes, the self-admonishing becomes automatic. The dynamics of doing whatever one can to be the antithesis of abusing power becomes auto pilot. It happens to such a degree that, to the individual it feels like the Universe or God is punishing them. But no. They are punishing themselves.

When one has been beaten down and rejected by life so much, it affords them the vantage point of being an observer of life. They start to show kindnesses to anybody who will engage them. Since they feel so unworthy of love, they are so grateful that anyone would love them. That gratitude is the fertile means to allow the heart chakra to open up. When the heart chakra is opened up, it aligns with unconditional love. With this alignment and their vantage point of separation, the wondrous beauty and interplay of all souls can now be seen.

These bruised and forlorn souls now awaken to seeing the humanity in other races and even species. They see how all mothers universally love their babies. They see how wisdom and kindness, in a variant of forms, is demonstrated whether the host body has fur, feather, scale or skin. If they have suffered deeply amongst their human kind, they may even stumble upon the wisdom and kindness of trees.

They may realize that trees exchange more than oxygen for breadth. They realize that trees also take away the stagnant energy of problems and exchange it with a clarity that was remiss. If they are real honest with themselves, they can take inventory of the ignorance and indifference that has ravaged the earth. They will make a silent vow to not cow tow to it any more. They start speaking their truth, sharing their love and honoring and respecting all life. This is very scary to the human since the times when they suffered for their truth and love was ripped away, still ruminate in the memory banks. Although for so many, even acknowledging that there are memories is a taboo. To admit to such things is met with such unspoken but real fear of being judged by one’s peers, rejected by society and even abandoned by their God.

To overcome such reminders of looming outcomes, the pain and isolation must already be prevalent in their life so that the incredible love that they have been desperate for starts bleeding through the cracks in their own psyche. They start to realize that love comes within and it isn’t dependent on one storybook love. Or the desperate search to attain that. Love is now seen everywhere. Every exchange, interaction, awareness, thought and deed is now magnified and an opportunity to dip one’s self further into the depth of love.

Living becomes a new adventure. Love is no longer contingent on what is receive but what is graciously and happily given. The ebb and flow of life is no longer linear but exponential. The individual becomes committed to sending out love to as many souls as possible. In doing so receives more than they ever thought was possible. Love goes on autopilot within themselves and a conscious effort to give or even receive love is no longer mandated to be immersed in love. Love is no longer a separate condition of cause and effect but a perpetual state of Grace.

The true beauty of such love is that it creates a commonality in all those who love. They recognize each other as kindred spirits of the same tribe. Kindness affords them the same access to others as an implied membership in the good ole boy club affords some; and more. The lines of this kindred spirit become so blurred that the lover of life can love beyond, race, species, genre or classification. In fact, the lover of life loves beyond any separation or division entirely. All atoms in all forms are now opportunities to love. This is how love becomes fluid and passes through all gates of the illusion of solid matter.

This is how love permeates the world. It happens when enough lovers of life expand their benevolence beyond the confines or separations of embodiment. They simply love all atoms of life as if it is a part of their own soul; because it is. Regardless of whether it is in a person, bird, rock or chair. Love permeates the world when enough souls recognizes kindness first in every encounter. When they have compassion for others in others learning curve to awakening to love. When hate is not seen as a threat but a short oversight, then love will permeate all of this world.

Loving all is doable because I can do it. If I can do it that means that the human physiology is able to do it. I can love you or any soul as if it is an atom of my own self, because it is. If you can catch the profound meaning of what I am conveying here, then you are feeling my love. When enough souls awaken to the ramification to this truth, love will bleed through all division, blur all lines and melt all into love. This is the purity of intention that so many are so close to attaining.

Their last vestige to doing this is turning within and loving the atoms of their own makeup. Unworthiness is the last crutch and ploy used by petty minds to sabotage world love. The cure is simple. Love yourself and know this love in all others. May my love, if nothing else will, be used to melt down that last blockade of unworthiness. You deserve to be completely uninhibited to flow unabashedly into recognizing yourself as more than an instrument of love. You deserve to be backwash into love itself.



There is no one in my life that wishes to spend time with me today. No one really cares about me. I don’t matter. I must be so annoying to be around that no one wants to even extend human kindness to me. It is irrelevant to everyone here whether I exist or not. I must be hard to Love. I don’t even attract life partners because there is nothing attractive about me.

These are the thoughts that the human consciousness of the mind bombard me with. These are the thoughts that induce pain and dredge up old instances of injury and indignation. But I choose to turn down the channel on such silly notions. I listen to my heart.

This is what the heart tells. me:

Being with people is a distraction. The Universe is strengthening your capacity to be imbued with love by not having you believe that it originates from other people.

You give so much of yourself. You need to pour that love into the world and not waste it on those who feel entitled to it.

You are being blessed to have all the humans pushed out of your life so that you can develop your ability to love other species of life and have an intimate relationship with life itself.

You are too aware to be trapped in the conventions of social culture. If the Universe left it to you, you would be distracted all the days of your life trying to please and placate others.

Everything that you are given daily in life lessons and spiritual awareness, become a part of you even when you cross over. You are rich and abundant beyond compare in the spiritual realms. Others are starving for your spiritual gifts. Don’t waste energy or momentum by focusing on those around you who don’t see your greatness.

Isn’t life a thorough teacher to provide you with a buffer from people adoring you? All those around you who don’t see your greatness assist you so well in staying focused on the sanctity of the moment and not being distracted by the illusions.

No one can see you because so few people see truth, beauty and love in the world. You resonate so closely to truth, beauty and love that you have indeed become invisible to the average human.

Your Spiritual light is very bright. For some humans, it blinds them. In this world of illusion, the way they respond to that is by being put off by you. But that is only more reason to have compassion for them.

All the security and material comfort that humans strive to accrue is only their limited attempt to own the intangible gifts that come so readily to you.

The Universe is gifting you with isolation so that it can help you drop out of the illusion of the moment and become alive, aware and expansive in the true interconnection of all.

God is not punishing you. You are being gifted with great insight and lasting spiritual capabilities every moment. By ignoring the mind’s taunting, you are awakening to the sanctity of all life.

You and your gifts are so important to the world, that you are not allowed to waste this existence being caught up in the illusion of the day and the pettiness of man.

Thanksgiving is a day to teach others as a group how to be grateful and how to interconnect with others. You have already learned these lessons so you do not need to go through the tedious lesson plans that other humans need.

Wanting what other humans have is like wishing to go back to kindergarten because you like coloring. You create masterpieces my friend. Use your abilities to do so.

These are some of the things that my heart tells me. It also tells me that I am being used as an example to show people how the shift from human consciousness to spiritual consciousness is done. It also tells me that there are those out there who need to hear this. That this is what their hearts have been telling them as well. Those who need to hear this, will find this message and realize that they are loved and important in the scheme of life. They matter and are more dear than all the home spun celebrations can convey.

Please get a sense of how important you are to life and the transcendence process from the mundane to the dynamic. Use any pain that you may endure as a benchmark of the greatness of your true self. May you realize your true worth in the expansion of consciousness. You matter. You really do. You are loved beyond compare. You really are.

Some will argue with this that they can’t matter because they don’t outshine others in this life. You are not paying attention. It is a lie of the human consciousness that you must be great on the backs of others. That is how male energy has programmed the world.

But female energy embraces greatness as a sisterhood; where all are happiest when everyone is at their best. That is the reality of where human awareness is headed. By dropping out of the lies of the illusion, you can plug into the expansiveness of the ultimate truth. As one succeeds in the true sense, we all succeed.

Here is to the success of the human species to transcend. I love you all. Every single one of you. Because I can. And that is a gift that human loneliness has afforded me. I would not trade that for anything.

Harvesting the Fruit of Humanity


I received an emergency message from a client who was disturbed by a dream she had. She felt very bad and wanted clarity. She is very open to my work but is also concerned about the way she is perceived if she endorses me openly.

In the dream, her basement was slightly flooding. She tried to find the controls on the right side but when she did, a sheriff from her old house came and in and restrained her. She was helpless and begged the officer to let her go. She swore on her husbands life that if he let her go, she would be complacent. (this is the part of the dream that disturbed her). Then she saw millions of tomatoes rotting and was thinking of what a shame it was. The dream left her very sad.

Here is the interpretation. The basement flooding was the flooding of the world issues into her home. She is one that does not like to speak her truth because she doesn’t want to provoke anyone. But in not speaking her truth, she thinks she is safe. She confuses speaking her truth with being confrontational. But by not speaking her truth, she is agreeing to the terms of power. She retreats within herself; which is her haven and believes all will be well; but also gets an uneasy feeling that it will not be.

Her looking for the controls is her using the ego to fix the situation. The controls being on one side symbolize that she is not centered. Since she identifies strongly with being a female, she relinquishes embracing the male counterpart within herself; which creates and imbalance. The officer represented the old paradigm of male dominated power. That old paradigm is making one last ditch effort to restrain female energy; which is evident the current events of atrocities inflicted upon woman and female children.

Her begging on the life of her husband was actually her being pushed up against the wall to finally embrace her male energy. It is the position we are all in. We can either concede to the current treatment of woman in the world or we can “man up” literally by embracing the balance between our own female-male energy. We can take a more balanced stance in our own empowerment.

Her seeing the tomatoes everywhere and watching them rot is symbolic of seeing all the wasted potential in people everywhere rot from lack of use. Tomatoes are a fruit that is not considered a fruit. The hearts and intentions of all the individuals in the world is also a fruit that are not considered. She was scanning the world and grieving that the fruit of humanity was being wasted. She saw the decay of wasted potential.

So many people say they like my posts and say how I have miraculously helped them. But do not share this truth with others. They even go to lengths to hide it; even from themselves. They are like my client in the dream. They feel the truth of my posts and my purpose; but retreat within themselves and hide it as a secret. They have a disconnect in their control panel as she did in the dream.

Every time i see this disconnect in people who have benefited from my assistance or point of view and I have shared my heart with; I can’t lie; I am disappointed. It is such a gift to experience such a lifetime where individuals are able to regain their individual power and to be shown a simple yet powerful way to do it. Wouldn’t you want this for all those you love? Wouldn’t it be worth the risk of the possibility of rebuke?

The more you share truth, the more you poke through all limitations and breath new life into the planet. It is not done through arguing. It is done by standing in your own center. We as a group of individuals will be collectively manifesting greater love for all life. Lets not waste another crop of sacred potential. Let’s salvage the crop in the field. Let’s break down the walls of resistance in the world to to divine love and kindness.

Every step you take in the advancement of your personal empowerment and truth is a leap forward in the advancement of humanity. Feel the empowerment of sharing! I certainly do by sharing truth with you. Feel my love and gratitude as well.

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Giving Peace of Mind to a Little Dog


Casey is a little dog. He has been fearful and seemed to lack confidence. He doesn’t like loud noises and he hides during storms. I have been working with him for the last few months. He seems to have been gaining much self-esteem. Sometimes dogs need to be told things to help them heal. For instance, Casey was fearful when going for walks when I first met him. Casey lived in Florida.

In Florida, dogs can’t go near the water because they could be eaten by alligators. No one told him that there were no alligators in New York. After I told him, the next day, he enjoyed getting his feet really muddy in the pond. Casey now was more relaxed when he went for walks.

When Casey’s family moved to New York, I watched him and his sister walking through their rental house. There seemed to be corners that they avoided. I sensed fear in them.  There were energies in the house that were interfering with their peace of mind. They were anxious in that rental. I performed an energetic cleanse of the house and both Casey and his sister relaxed.

Yesterday I had a strong nudge to go to a state park. I called my friends who are Casey’s parents. We planned to take my three dogs and their two dogs to the park. Casey loves to be with Buster and Bernie. He loves having a pack. When we got to the park, we saw strange tents set up. We walked right into a civil war reenactment. As we took in the sights, we felt like we were actually back in the time of the civil war. I was being used to break up some engrams of the internal fighting that we have seen in crrent events. But there was another reason we were there.

When we got to a small Union camp, Casey was mesmerized. He sat on a small hill overlooking that camp and he was transfixed to that position. Casey’s parents and myself all saw the same thing; Casey was teleported to a past lifetime. It was one where he had a great sense of belonging and purpose. His Akashic records opened up to me.

Casey had been a dog that was part of a Union Infantry. He was a German Shepard that wore the Union colors and somehow a hat around his neck. He brought great comfort to his fellow soldiers. He would watch over them on a hill and let out a little bark if anyone came near. The soldiers could sleep easier with Casey on watch.

Unfortunately, his platoon got wiped out. Casey was separated from that wonderful experience from the reality of a battle that ended badly for all his fighting brothers. He had let them down. That is the feeling he was left with,  It also left him with a longing to be back with his infantry. Being pulled out of such an enriching experience so quickly left Casey feeling less than whole.

I had such a strong feeling to go to that particular park that day. It really feels like it served to heal this little dog. Him seeing the camp as it would be before battle, seemed to soothe his soul on a deep level. I gave his mom a bunch of taps to help release the trauma of losing his platoon. He walked differently after the visit. There was confidence in his stride. He was a soldier marching once again. It was sweet and humorous to see the dedication in his step now; as if he was indeed marching with his fellow soldiers.

Casey gained something from the day. Many people may be thinking that it is a stretch to think that dogs matter in the main scheme of things. But they do. Everything and everyone matters. The Universe cares for the well-being of all souls. It is only man who believes his experiences carry more importance than the well being of a little dog. Casey matters. All of the world is less burdened because Casey is less burdened. Perhaps you feel it as well, simply by reading this story.




It is in silence that the Universe is ever speaking to us. When we talk or even think too much, we are denying ourselves the connection with custom designed truth. It is in silence that we will get our answers, realize our worth and get a sense of connection. It has been and will always be the means to overcoming our own limitations. In silence is nourishment for the soul.

Jen Ward

Through The Eyes of Soul


When things don’t go your way, it is the Universe trying to spit you out of the limitations of linear illusion. When you lament, complain, and regret, you tell the Universe that you do not want such freedom. So it will snap you back into the security of your cage. When you can be grateful, regardless of what comes, you tell the Universe that you are able to handle life outside of the cage of human conditioning.
You will receive more and more opportunities to expound. Through the lens of a linear view, it can look very scary. But through the eyes of soul, it is pure adventure and freedom. When we slip out of the physical body when it wears out, it can be either really scary, or very freeing. We choose, depending on how we handle our daily affairs.